Sweet Dreams: Be a Cinderella Romance
Episode 112's
I need to pick up some of my equipment at Max's house .. I want to avoid it. despite missing it .. but I need to calm my heart down and decide how I'm going to choose . for now I need to empty my heart
Max's house is still just as empty and cold as it was before . A few servants bowed to me as they passed by and I returned with my smile.Rushing to the second floor and towards my room in the last hallway ..packing my things quickly ..then I remembered my only treasure, a star-shaped bracelet given by Max that was even similar to the bracelet Mom gave me. I looked for it. I opened my dresser drawer and found it .. colored box
green with a soft velvet cover touched my skin. I opened the box and felt the sparkling rock with my finger . stood there for a while and then realized and continued to pack my other stuff . there's not a single piece of clothing I'm carrying because maybe I can
buy some clothes that do not have to be expensive but make me comfortable when I wear. I carry my bag heavy.I can't use a suitcase because I don't want to make a fuss by calling the servants to come to help me lift the suitcase I brought .
closing the door slowly .. then glancing at Max's ash-coloured room .. stood there for a while .. stuck to my cold door on my back, I put the tote bag I was carrying next to my pink door .
standing at this time . I slowly walked towards her room .. deserted . I hope to meet her before I leave however. if I meet her at this time ,. What should I say?, but on the other hand I also wish he was not in his room because I have not been able to deal with him with all the worries in my heart .
Long time I kept silent in front of the door of his room . pasted my body on the door of his room . while holding his knob tightly , no sound could be heard from inside. .. I was curious, wanted to peek inside her. It's dark now I think Max is still in his office or he hasn't returned home . I just wanted to see it for the last time so I could keep it in my memory
I opened the door slowly .. peeked a little and .. silence .. I went deeper there .. stroked some miniature mobilan cars there . the room is very neat and dominated by silver and dark blue . looks very mature compared to my room which is all pink like a four-year-old room.
I walked slowly inside Max's room which was as spacious as mine . sitting on his neat bed . gazing around the impeccable room without dust .. staring at the tip of my shoe that was on the carpet covering the entire room was bright ash-coloured .. playing my leg .. took a heavy breath before deciding to go from there . I think I have had enough of it in my heart.I raised my head and smiled until someone surprised me
“ Freya .. “
I turned my head .. I was caught off guard by the owner of the room who just came out of the bathroom . I stood up quickly and turned around
“ Sorry I ,. engg me .. I .. “
My face suddenly flushed so quickly that it was hot and my hands began to sweat from nervousness . Max walked up to me quickly . I don't want to be considered a pervert who teases him by coming to his room yesterday I told everyone I'm going to go for a while to calm my heart . and now here, I'm caught red-handed . I walked quickly to the door ..
trying to escape . but, Max's large room makes it difficult for me because I can't reach the door quickly and pass from there
Max confronted me quickly . pushed me and made me fall on his bed
“ Didn't you want to tease me by coming to my room, Frey .. so .
decide which of us you will choose to be your groom “
I did not dare to look at him . tried to get up but quickly he was on top of me with his shirt buttons that have not been fully buttoned
“ Ap .. what you do Max .. “
“ Isn't this how adults think Frey .. “
stuttering . My brain was dizzy looking for excuses and blank when it saw the perfect Max was within the closest distance of me
Max then got up and walked away from me . laughed cynically and sat behind me
“ What will you say Frey .. until you violate the intergrity of yourself that you have been building .. hard wall in front of you “ said Max cynically “ are you going to say goodbye to me and laugh at my defeat because finally your first love reciprocates ..and you will live happily with her ..? please get out of my room now if that's all you want to tell me . and I congratulate you .. I'll have the waiter buy a large bouquet and I'll send it to you “ he said coldly , standing and waiting for me to get up and out of his room while buttoning the remaining shirt buttons and buttons on his wrists
I looked at him with a look of disbelief . I knew Max couldn't have done something that went against his custom of nobility which he held dear . but .
with his cynical words that penetrated into my heart
“ How can you be sure I chose Nathan over you Max . if that's what you want .. fine , at least maybe I'll be loved and be happy with Nathan's love? “ said I got up and passed it , “ you ****** coward , Max .. “ I said with tears streaming down my cheeks .. while opening the door to the room but in Max's obstruction quickly .he pushed it with his hand .. stood behind me. I, ignoring him stood staring at my place .
“ Don't you love Nathan so much? “ he said forced me to turn around and look at him
“ Are you really not aware of Max ? do I have to lower my pride again in front of you? “ I said with glassy eyes and spilled tears “ I love you Max. .. waiting for you all those years in a house that feels cold and sad . I could have gone from you .. but I stay here .. stay here waiting for you .. make my pride crumble because waiting for someone who doesn't even remember me.. “ I slumped from my place and sat down to say it sobbing
The word just came out of my mouth I hated it for having to say it . made me look fragile and weak . but I was tired of waiting .. if this has to end at least I know and hear it straight from his mouth …
I looked at her clenched hand until her knuckle turned white .she stood looking before me for a while
“ Sorry Max. I know maybe you didn't really propose to me, just because of grandpa's condition .. you wanted to make grandpa happy . and you were right .. I don't want to tie you to this silly game . I'll come and tell Nathan to accept me. Goodbye Max “ I cried and then wipe my tears quickly .. trying to get up along with Max who crouched down next to him
her feet on the floor .. in front of me. looked at me with a gaze I could not understand
“ I'm sorry Freya .. I feel guilty every day for treating me badly all this time .. I was always in the shadows when one day your memory came back and looked at me as a disgusting monster with bloodstained hands like a while ago you called me by shouting … I'm a coward a jerk . All this time I just wanted to treat you well .
as comfortable as possible when you have to live with me .. want to start over again everything from scratch .. I just want to .. you are happy Frey .. even if it's not with me “ he said bowedly looking at the floor
I crawled up to him and said “ I love you unconditionally Max.forgetting all the painful past .. trying to look at everything from my mature brain .. I'm not a child anymore Max. Look at me as an adult woman now ..“ I said sad and desperate
Max grabs me and kisses me gently .. releases him and opens his fist .. I rest in front of him , a ring with star-shaped eyes glittered in front of me. It was green made of precious stones
“ This ring always burns my hand every day ..in the pocket of the pants I wear. grasps them tightly when I miss you.. I wanted to put it on from when I came back from America.wanted to tie the engagement promise you removed when I left a while ago you were always in my heart Freya …
Max kisses me again .. again and again .. all that is left then are the tears that flow because I who ~~~~ was too happy .
