Sweet Dreams: Be a Cinderella Romance

episode 32

the girls burst into my room, I still did not expect and continued to grumble in my heart "dream what I was last night .. ck .. ck. ck "

" crazy engagement event you're so cool Freya . " said the girls . "honey we can't see you for long yeah . you're too busy like "say them again . I smiled sweetly and muttered again in the back ..

I deliberately avoided them.It was too noisy to meet .. and to be the center of attention . I chose to avoid them as best I could that night ... and maybe I'm too busy with myself

" O eM Jiiii .. This is freya's room .. wa. wa. wa. wa. "the hysterical girls in my room . I closed the door quickly , worry if the servants hear how bad they are

I could hear the grin leaning against the door of my room holding the doorknob, Alleya came up to me and took me to the balcony

" it's better to have a chat on the balcony over there Freya .. Can you? "

I don't remember when we could really be cousins said the book I read that what you have is what would be your honor , I don't want to believe it. Anyway until now I don't have any friends even though I live in a palace house , I just feel like I live in a golden cage that won't be able to spread my wings, won't be able to feel free flying at any time

I called down to the kitchen to bring snacks and warm tea.This time I couldn't bear to spoil them . the girls are busy with stuff I give Max that I rarely touch because I feel uncomfortable wearing things that are not mine .

" Freya can I wear this? " creaming luci from within .

" wear what you want Lu .. "

" you heard it's barbara .. hey this is like we saw in that fashion magazine ?? it even costs hundreds of dollars .. look look look .. "the luci is still hysterical . I am smiling amusedly, seeing their innocence .

" actually I envy you, Freya .. "

" h .. what ? what you just said Al

.. "

Alleya sat on the edge of the balcony .facing sideways.looking into the darkness of the night .her long hair and curls blown by the wind, her white skin reflected by the moonlight . her nose was perfect as a girl

" do you know how rich Max is? "

" uh . I never found out "I said holding my nervous breath I leaned my arm on the balcony in front of Alleya , looking at the labyrinth below that looks very clear and very beautiful if the night comes "and actually I never problem right he's rich or not "

" you are too naive of Freya . That's why I love to tease you . "I look at her . I see her still pensive looking at the night sky

" the Tjandrawijaya family was the number one line of nobility throughout the island .the wealth and property his father inherited after dying for millions of dollars . " Alleya looked at me assessing what my reaction was like after hearing about it

I put on an expression of disbelief . so rich is it Max? I looked at her gift ring during my engagement yesterday . I wanted to take it off and keep it but I didn't

" but actually it's not that I envy you . I envy your love story " .

" love story .. What love story?? " i said stuttering .not much we did and showed that she liked me .maybe she hated me just as much as I hated her but couldn't ignore her .

" i know you guys kissed in the garden when we went to the greenhouse . I saw him with Nathan "Alleya chuckling, raising his hand over his mouth

" but at that time Max and I were chased by a strange man .you know I was even attacked when close to home.Of course the kiss was , Max did it so I kept quiet .so that our hiding will not be seen "I said with a red face

" but .. hey .. You're with Nathan .. You said you guys weren't in the woods . You lied All .."

" yes .. Nathan took me to see a flower garden on the edge of a cliff not far from where you kissed .we came when the guy left .. I thought I'd have a smoldering love story like you and Max. But , Nathan's a very slow man when it comes to romance .and so far he hasn't even kissed me .. " Alleya said as she pursed her mouth .looking cute

" if this keeps up maybe I'll break up with him Freya .. "

" pu .. pu .. pu apa Al .."

" i'll end it .. I want a love story like you and Max "

I looked at Alleya between believing or not having to be happy or having to be sad . and I didn't know what Alleya had been thinking all along , even what love ... me and Max just did a fake engagement to save my pride from the accusations of people . to save the estate . I even set my heart aside to pursue Nathan the man I've wanted for years . but hearing Alleya's statement somehow I'm not happy at all .. I don't know since when I no longer want to pursue Nathan my mind is filled with guilt on Max

Sani came to bring us our snacks, I was the last one to go back inside my room locking the window towards the balcony and closing the high curtain

" Sani, prepare some extra snacks.I'm sorry to make you work late .just keep it in the fridge. and after that . rest .. "

" well miss .. "

" oiya Sani .. "I pushed him out of the room "where is mister tjandra? has he returned "

" i heard Mr. Tjandra started a business trip tonight . miss .. did he not tell you? "

" he knows I just I forgot the date I forgot it was tonight." I said avoiding "oiya what about Aunt Yeni? "

" he we prepared a guest room with an inner toilet and an extra bed for the lady's personal servant "

" good .. and what about Arthur ? "

" Young master Brawijaya slept in Mr. Tjandra's room . he said he wanted to play a game "

if grandfather was also here but I knew grandfather would not come his pride is too high to come visit he said the older person who should be visited

" well, my lady, let me go back under "

I nodded small . closing the door slowly, my mind branched out to where .business travel .. what does that mean .. why didn't he tell me . but, why should he tell me .. who I am ..

" something is going on, Freya ." asked Alleya ..

" no Al . I just order extra food to the waiter for the girls later "

I said as I walked towards my bed

the girls gathered and watched television from above my bed. Luckily they were slim and my bed was big enough to accommodate all of them. They were watching horror movies . I didn't focus on the screen, I picked up the phone in the drawer next to my bed. No message . I wanted to call but couldn't in front of the girls . my mind drifted .. what should I do ??