
Time goes very fast I think in this village .. or I am too busy to realize the time that just passed , slipped my hand into the pocket of the white coat along the knee I was wearing .. I inhaled a deep afternoon air .. looked back for a moment .. saw Sani who was in the emergency room who was busy helping Jaden .. There was a little boy who
he fell off his bike and suffered a serious injury to his leg, but it was not fatal . so Jaden decided to sew his wound after cleaning the injured part.
I just came from inside there .. The patient was handled by me .. I examined him calmly ..even smiled at the boy who looked stiff even though his face paled in pain .. I cut off his badly torn trousers in the injured part .. checking the edges and cleaning them .. but suddenly, I felt nauseous and twisting as the thick blood was deep red it was flowing uterus .. I held on to the edge of the bed
made from almunium .. Jaden who happened to come caught my hand, and Sani swiftly replaced me there
“ Sit Freya .. “ said Jaden lead me to the nearest chair .
“ You okay ? “
“ I'm sorry Jaden .. just leave me. I'm fine “
“ I will return after checking the child .. see from his wound , it looks like he needs stitches in his leg immediately “
Jaden waited for my answer .I just nodded and raised one hand . told her to leave she left me and I opened my eyes .. I clenched it and opened it again repeatedly .. gripped it hard until my knuckle book turned white .. but could not stop the vibration .. I started crying .. when I felt nauseous and dizzy at the sight of blood .. as bright as the shadow of that moment .. as bright as the shadow as Max held the knife in his hand , in the afternoon light .
Max had already explained to me about the events of that day .. that indeed all was just a misunderstanding .. Max.he read Camelia's letter to aunt Yeni .. curious about the contents because when she left the letter , Camelia looked puffy and tangled ..
maybe it's a disrespectful thing but given the condition of aunt Yeni .. she can't just give it away without sorting everything that can make the condition of aunt Yeni at that time worse . Max read all of his contents that after he concluded .. Camelia's gonna do something dangerous .. Max entrusts the letter to Mary's aunt and forbids it to be temporarily given to aunt Yeni .. Max then followed Camelia . and I who saw Max that afternoon was curious and followed him ..
It took some time for him when he was in the ruins because it had many rooms rooms that were just as dangerous in every room that looked already very weathered , Max eventually finds Camelia who, as he expected, committed suicide by slashing her hands together and she tries to hang herself .. Max, who finds Camelia dying in a hanging position, picks up a knife
who was covered in blood and wanted to cut the rope when I entered the room .. Even because I was screaming in fear .. Max realized his condition back then, he chased after me and stopped his steps when he realized which one he should seniorize .. Max went back to the room, cut the rope and . It was too late
I again sighed .. why .. when I had understood all that .. why my trauma did not also disappear. when I lost my memory .. I just feel really slow when it comes to knives .. but, when all those memories come back . I .. lose my ability as a doctor .
that doesn't mean anything more .. I .. might only be useful in the receptionist rather than being a doctor ..
I crouched there . and I buried my head in my hand .
sad without a sound
I was shocked to arrive when my hands were cold .. I raised my face and Jaden squatted down in front of me. pasted a cold drink into my hand.
“ What are you doing here , Freya ? “
“ This .. drink .. can refresh your head “ Jaden got up and thrust his drink at me . and I received it .. grasped it without opening the lid
“ How is the child doing ? “
“ He got eleven stitches on his leg .. It looks like he got scraped iron on his bike .. The wound is deep enough but it didn't hit the artery so it's harmless “
I listened carefully and heaved a sigh of relief as Jaden said
I know that he is in good condition and not worried
“ looks like I will switch professions , Jade .. “ I said with a bitter smile
“ you just have to try harder Frey .. “
I shake sadly
“ I'm sorry Jade , wasted the opportunity you gave me .. when this is the only way I can forget it “
“ Hey .. don't have to be a surgeon .. a pediatrician can also .. You helped us a lot during the week .. see the child you're checking on , you immunize, and you can prescribe medicine .. when you're a new intern .. young doctor .. but you do all that with a professional “
I looked at Jaden who was standing in front of me .sipping his drink cuckooly
“ words you said mean Jade “
“ Ayohlah Frey .. Everyone has a dark side .. I, I'm traumatized by a beautiful girl
Because often hurt “
I laughed when I heard the answer .. I opened my cold drink lid at the end and sipped it. The cold soaked my throat. I'm lucky to have a friend who cares about me .
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