
" grandfather .." I said sitting down in front of him , what happened to grandfather ? " many
I looked around full of questions at the strangers gathered there, none of whom I knew , where Arthur, where Jessica's sister , where everyone . No one answered, I held my grandfather's hand tightly, the cold hand in my hand , his old hand which although never raised me warmly but I could feel his sincere affection given to me, I did not bring my doctor's equipment .. although I was just a young doctor who still had a lot of education I have followed many practices and my test scores are also very satisfying ,
" Have anyone called Albert's doctor? " many
" It's Miss, "it's aunt Ann's voice, I looked up to her bringing a clean towel and warm water in the bowl in her hand
'' Aunt Ann, what happened to Grandpa? "
" i don't know what the disease of the great Lord is, Miss , let the little lord explain to the lady "
" Where's Arthur? "
" the little master went to town yesterday when Miss was unconscious, Miss Jessica was coming home to her parents' house "
" and aunt .. where aunt Yeni "
" he was sent to Singapore by a minor master for his healing therapy "
suddenly I felt a hand touch my head, I opened my eyes ,
" grandfather, where's the sick porch? just panic
" i saw my grandfather smiling at me behind his oxygen mask, the grandfather I knew was firm, strong and a lion, now sitting weakly next to me, I cried loudly as a hiccup , ' he said , weakly and without saying anything, Grandfather stroked my head
...
I drove grandfather back to his room . Grandpa's room had already been turned into a hospital room with all the sophisticated equipment around his bed and the smell of alcohol , antiseptic and medicinal smells peculiar to his room . I took grandfather to rest after Albert's doctor came, and I talked a lot about grandfather with him, I went back to my room with a heart as heavy as metal, I dropped myself on the bed , what to do , said doctor Albert .. His initial grandfather's condition from hypertension later worsened after Arthur's decision to marry Jessica . making grandfather have a heart attack and seep into complications then make his condition on the verge of critical and worrying every day , I can't completely blame Arthur ,, it's been enough all this time that Arthur just became a grandfather doll . I ... I blame myself for not being next to my grandfather when he needs me, when the house needs me, I . I forgot about everything including my family . I came back crying
the knocking at the door stopped my crying, I was lazy to respond but , the knocking did not stop. I lazily got up and opened the door
Max stood in front of me, his face was a mess I looked at him.My tears were dripping more and more, until I had a hiccup . I didn't care about my big swollen eyes ,, I plopped myself into her .. with both hands covering my face, Max hugged me, tightly, very tightly without saying the word .a warm hug . just a moment ,, just for a moment I want to lean back and get out of all this .. I feel so fragile and helpless ,