Sweet Dreams: Be a Cinderella Romance

Episodes 109

        I woke up in the cold this morning .. raised my blanket up to my chin .. I inhaled in this cool air greedily . insert it at once meets the lungs paruku . There was a sense of heaviness in the chest .all the memories revolved inside my head .. like a slowly spinning film, all the sweet memories I felt in this house… already a week I was here .. in the garden house . exactly one week ago also grandfather no .. I still did not move from my room even though the sun had risen . don't want to go through all the hallways full of memories of Mom's presence.. Dad .. Grandpa .. and all

happy childhood memories I felt in this house . However.. to leave it even I could not .. I don't know .. all these feelings are mixed into one .. and all I can do now is lock myself in the room .

            I know .. It's not just me in this house who feels the loss of grandfather. I think ... Arthur was the most sad and lost person .. during his life .. he was the closest to the grandfather who had the most memory even when Mom and Dad were still around . He is also at the same time the person who became the closest enemy of grandfather ,. I also feel very fragile

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            My relationship with Arthur's friends stretched, I still held myself back from asking the two men what they really wanted from what their grandfather said the other day

who said that they wanted to marry me. My head felt heavy dizzy with all this I buried my face in this pink blanket, still hiding in my blanket

            “ Freya .. “ the voice of someone calling me and sitting on the edge of the bed

            “ Leave me alone , Brother .. “ I said without coming out of my blanket

            Arthur took off his blanket slowly .. I looked at him .. his face looked very haggard and exhausted .

            “ Brother .. Are you okay? “

            “ Yes .. I have to endure Frey .. “

            I let out a heavy sigh and Arthur shifted his seat .

            “ You must also be strong Frey .. don't lock yourself up like this . You can get sick “ said Arthur weak .. trying to persuade me . My tears are flowing unintentionally .. I got up and sat on top

my comfortable bed .

            “ Brother .. I miss Mom .. “ I said slowly .. “ if they were still here, we wouldn't feel like this right? “

            Arthur turned around and looked at me . grabbed my hand and hugged me . I cried on Arthur's shoulder as the only brother he had

            “ sorryin sister .. can not be a good brother for you Frey .. brother is always busy with brother affairs .. neglecting you who should live with Max .. with his unkind temperament .. with the person you even hated as a child . Sorry brother .. “ said Arthur sadly

            “ I'm good aja sak, Max treated me well . he prepared everything he could make me , he's a good person .. “ I said as I let go of his embrace to me

            “ but I will not get any experience .. will not have many cool friends like now if I continue to be in this place . locked up forever and will not be able to fly. just be a helpless little caterpillar “.

            Arthur breathed a heavy sigh . “ You are really an adult Frey .. not a sister brother who is always asked by .. not a little girl who always cries and makes a troublemaker when when you have to go back to the city “ she said with a bated laugh

            I wipe away the tears and smile . given the many funny and silly events I did when I was a kid.

            “ There may be many things you forget when you lose your memory, Frey .. but, for me .. I'm grateful you forgot it those memories are too bad for you to remember “ said Arthur smiled at me . I feel like Arthur is so grown up .. or because he's married? He's not the Arthur who used to tease me. .. scolded me and kept me away so I wouldn't follow him wherever he went

            “ I remember it , Brother .. “ I said slowly

            “ Yes .. many things have happened in this house , “ he said while walking around looking at my room with a smile

            “ my memory back .. “ I said looking seriously at Arthur

            “ Memory which is Frey ? the missing one? “ said in disbelief

            “ Yes brother .. everything .. I remember everything .. “

            Arthur looked at me with a difficult expression

            “ Are you okay Frey ? I need to call the doctor .. what do you feel now .. when do you remember it .. do you feel afraid? “

            “ Ask one sis .. I'm confused to answer which one is “

            “ Answer the most you remember from my question “ said Arthur impatiently

            “ first .. I'm fine .. I can overcome my trauma even though sometimes I still dream , and .. effect I am afraid to hold a knife “

            “I'll tell aunt Ann to get rid of and no longer use the knife in the main house “ said Arthur nervously .. “ then what else do you need “

            “ I .. don't hate Max .. I looked at it and analyzed it with my adult brain sak. I just want to know the real events about aunt Camelia's death “

            “ I will tell you but not now Frey, I came here because I want to take you down Mr. Albert will come and read grandfather's will at 11 . I want to take you to breakfast .. but , it looks like you should be here .. stay here and rest .. I'll go back “ said Arthur standing up and preparing to leave room , looking confused .. I let out a heavy sigh as Arthur left .. I buried my head in both my hands .. closed my eyes for a while and was confused as to what I should do