Secretly Loving You's

Ch 83 - [POV Author] Tried to Be Honest

"more? More how?"

"Married. For example."

"Huh?! How Sir?! Repeat again!" Arsha twisted her neck quickly. Suppose it wasn't God's creation, maybe the neck was already broken.

Arsha's eyes are round. The pupils of the eyes enlarge with raised eyebrows and gaping lips. Seeing Arsha's expression made Armand even more amused. He flicked his index finger at Arsha's forehead.

"There's no re-broadcast. Quickly go back to your room."

"Ah don't want to! What did you say earlier? I heard the word me-meni-kah?" Arsha looked at Armand doubtfully while biting her fingertips. His eyes were full of anxious expectation.

"You heard wrong. Quickly go back to your room. I'm nyari's father ...."

"God! I forgot to tell him! Ah where's my HP!" Arsha patting jidat. He was scrambling to check every pocket on his patient's shirt. Of course there's none.

Once conscious, the first thing in his brain was Mr. Armand. After that, he was disturbed by Nadya's presence with her astonishing information. Making it with a light body step into the room where Mr. Armand was treated.

Telling parents is not in his mind at all. How awful was he as a child?!

"Hp I missed, sir. I'm back in the room first."

"I told you to come back earlier."

"Yes, yeah." The little lady with shoulder-length hair shuffled from her seat. The left hand holds the infusion pole, while the right hand is outstretched. Armand looked at Arsha in confusion.

"Where are your hands?"

"Make what?"

"Where to go."

Armand extended his hand as well. Arsha immediately grabbed that hand and grasped it tightly. Then he lowered his head, then followed by kissing the man's hand using his nose and lips with full reverence.

"Go first, the husband candidate. Take care of yourself," he said cheerfully while quickly turning around. From his mouth sounded a crisp roar of laughter. Arsha has returned to her original suit. Arsha is cheerful, outspoken and careless.

Armand bobbing heads look at the behavior of the increasingly distant leak. Arsha's opposite nature to her would keep her very entertained.

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As bad as his attitude was, he had to know when it was time to give up. For years he tried, but nothing came of it. It is true what people say. Love is not seen by how long it knows. But love will appear suddenly, at the right time and heart.

That feeling of love was never present in Armand's heart, no matter how hard he tried. Even he was willing to become a bad person and justify all means to reach the man's heart. But there was never a chance for him. Now it's time for him to give up, forget and let go.

"I don't have the face to apologize to you directly, Bi. My mistake was too fatal. You will never forgive me. I'm too cowardly to face your anger. Before I leave, I'll straighten things out. May you be happy" whispered Nadya as she placed her forehead on the door. He rubbed a feather that fell onto his cheek.

With a heavy heart, he grabbed the handle of the suitcase and dragged his steps away from the apartment.

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That night Nadya decided to return to Surabaya. He rented a private vehicle. Along the way, he was incessantly crying. Many things he cried, especially his evil attitude during this time.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Nadya arrived at the front of the house. Mama and Papa look surprised to see his arrival. Moreover, he came alone. Later that night, Nadya invites her parents to go to Armand's house. His resolve is round. He'll straighten this out with Armand's parents first.

The atmosphere of Armand's house was so quiet. In the past, in these hours, there will still be some activity. Either Papa and Papa Armand play chess or Mama and Mama Armand discuss the recipe of the cake. However, since the departure of the son only wayang, the condition of the house is no longer the same. Papa Armand is getting sick. Mama became moody. The effort also began to be unchecked. Nadya is responsible for all this. If he had been unselfish, maybe none of this would have happened.

"Why do you invite Nad to visit at night? Where's Abi? Why did you go home alone?" Mom grabbed her daughter's arm. Asking for attention and preventing Nadya who was pressing the bell.

"Sadi? What are you trying to do?" This time Mama pulled Nadya's arm. His eyes showed worry.

"I'll explain everything, Ma. But wait for everything to exist."

"What do you mean?" My mother's gaze was getting more clueless. Nadya grabbed Mama's hand and held it. Then he kissed Mom's hand. What I'm not saying is gonna tarnish her parents' good name. As a human being, he could never boast of anyone, not even his own parents.

"Nadya's sorry, for everything, Ma, Pa ...." The two old men looked at Nadya with wondering and confused eyes. Not yet asked, the door of Armand's house opened. A middle-aged woman came out of the house. Nadya breathed as much air as she could. Seeing that shady face made his courage shrink. But he cannot back down. Tonight everyone should know the truth, even if the risk is that he will be abandoned by all. That is the consequence of his actions.

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