Secretly Loving You's
Ch 66 - POV Armand
Knowing Arsha's family background makes me unable to look at him as just an ordinary staff. I really think of him as a little brother. The protective and possessive soul appeared instantly.
I always worry about what he does. Every day Arsha drives from home to office by motorbike to travel almost 40 km. Go early in the morning and go home at night. It is very risky for his safety. For that I advise Mr. Usman to make Arsha live in an area near the office. Although at first a little objected, in the end my idea was acceptable.
Just like other new children, Arsha made some mistakes that can be said to be quite fatal. As the person in charge of him, I did what I could to protect him. If only other staff did it, I would do the same.
Actually, it is not only Arsha who often makes mistakes. Other staff who are already senior did not escape the mistake. As long as the mistake does not concern the fraud, I will attach the body to them.
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My usually bland days are now a little colorful. I don't know why Arsha's presence entertained me. This boy is very funny with his absurd behavior.
Once one night, when we were overtime, he was almost crushed by dozens of files. I reflexively used my body to protect her, thus making our bodies involuntarily hug tightly.
Our distance is so close. You can even say without distance. Under normal circumstances, something might happen. Two adults are in one place in a state of no distance. But I don't see that. In my eyes, Arsha was just a little sister who needed to be protected so that even though our bodies were close, it did not cause any particular feeling.
Which makes it funny, the girl actually closed her eyes while pursing her lips. What's on his mind? Instead of being seductive, she looks really funny. I refrained from pinching her cheek at that time.
Arsha's ridiculous behavior doesn't stop there. When we were assigned to do OJT (On the Job Training), she fell asleep on my shoulder. Funny thing is he drools. I'm not at all disgusted. Just feel so funny. Her innocent face while sleeping was really something. What's it like to have a sister? Funny and adorable? Again I refrained from pinching her cheek. Instead of doing so, I pin the children's hair that covers their faces to their ears.
When OJT there are so many funny moments. From Arsha who held my hand tightly when the plane took off, to her chat who asked for company. But there was one moment that spurred my adrenaline. The moment Arsha disappeared!
I never panic in the face of anything. Let alone Nadya who acted in front of the family, blueprints worth hundreds of billions are lost even though it does not make me lose control. However, when I knew Arsha was gone, that feeling of fear and worry took over the body. Makes me unable to think. For a moment I forgot how to breathe. My brain was brainstormed for a moment.
The deeper into the forest, the fear of not being able to find Arsha gets bigger. I know the training location is a tourist spot, so the possibility of wild animals is also small. But empowered like anything, the forest still has natural inhabitants.
Using the flashlight feature on the phone, I searched the areas that became the location of the game. Because I don't think clearly, I'm lacking equipment. But that didn't stop me from trying to find Arsha.
Every step of the way, I screamed his name. Hope to hear the word. The deeper down the forest, the greater the fear. Not afraid for yourself, but afraid Arsha why-not.
The girl was very afraid of being in the dark. Sleeping alone with the lights turned on he was frightened, especially in his current position. Unimagined what his fear was like. I rarely pray in my entire life. But this time I pray, I hope Arsha is okay.
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The girl I found was curled up while crying sobbing. My feeling is so relieved is incredible. Exceeded the feeling when winning the tender of hundreds of billions. The girl I held tight. Afraid that his existence is only my hallucination.
The thing I don't understand, why am I so worried and scared? Why did the me who rarely had emotions become this messy? Until the brain that usually relies on logic can not walk. Act without calculation and rely only on feelings.
Is it because of Arsha's parents' trust? I'm afraid I can't keep promises to them? Because of alm. Arshad's? I'm afraid the same thing is repeated? Or is there something else?
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NB: Sorry if the language is blepotan and bland yes 🥲🙏 POV Armand deliberately I speed up to be finished immediately and go to POV Author 🙏
