Secretly Loving You's

Ch 67 - POV Armand

I was very relieved to see Arsha found, but seeing her wounded condition caused a rage that never came to the surface. Many times I convinced myself to suppress and control the rumbling that filled the chest. Trying to focus on Arsha's health.

After making sure Arsha was handled properly, I couldn't help myself anymore. I'm back at the top. Goal one. To find that bastard!

The last fight I ever had was in High School. When the hormones of youth take over rather than logic. I can't believe at this almost three-headed age I did the same. Hit with your bare hands and blindly.

The man didn't reply. More precisely, there is no chance. I asked him to apologize directly to Arsha. Perhaps still overwhelmed with feelings of guilt, the man followed my wishes without much protest.

There was one moment that made me wonder. When Arsha and I were in the same room. I feel a different atmosphere. Actually, it's not the one time I've been in one room with Arsha. But never leave a feeling like this.

The atmosphere in the room was heating up. I feel hot and hot. Though the numbers in the AC indicate a temperature of 20 degrees. How could I possibly be agitated and this whole thing when dealing only with a child that I consider to be my own sister?

I blame hormones for this absurd thing. My malevolence hormone takes over more than my mind. I convinced myself that in my eyes Arsha was not a woman, but a little sister I had to protect.

***

Nadya came suddenly. Forcing to live together. He just appeared in front of the apartment with two large suitcases in his hands.

"I'll drive you." I grabbed her wrist and pulled her out.

"Where to go, Bi?!"

"home."

"No way!!" The woman slapped my hand and went back into the apartment.

"Nad."

"Don't tell me to go home, Bi! I don't want to!"

"Nad, you shouldn't be here."

Nadya crying. Begging to stay. I finally let her stay while waiting for her emotions to subside.

***

The first day, I still let her sleep in the master room. This apartment has only one room. Designed for single men or women and couples who do not intend to add family members.

On the second day, I persuaded Nadya to go home, but she remained firm on her stance. He begged to stay. Nadya reasoned, that she was depressed living in Surabaya. I called the family in Surabaya, asking them to pick up Nadya. Mama told me that Nadya cried a lot and had to bedrest several times due to problems in her pregnancy. To keep Nadya's psychological state, Mama asked me to take care of her.

In order to maintain Nadya's mental health which will affect her baby, the whole family agreed to fulfill what Nadya asked for. It doesn't make sense, but I also can't bear to throw the woman out.

***

Staying with a woman without having any ties makes me uncomfortable. For that I rented one of the units to be used as Nadya's residence. The unit is located right in front of my unit. So there was no reason for Nadya to protest.

"You live here. I've paid the monthly rent."

"Bi! I don't want to. I want to stay with you!"

"Pay my rules, or I'll force you home." Maybe Nadya saw that I was serious about what I said, so she didn't protest anymore.

Despite living in a separate unit, almost every minute Nadya was in my apartment. There are many reasons he makes. Whether it is due to pregnancy problems, loneliness living alone, sharing food and others.

"Bi ...."

"Otherwise?"

Nadya is a beautiful woman. He is also smart and quite talented in the field of interior design. When honed and his interest focused, he would definitely thrive. Unfortunately everything that is owned must be lost because of his own carelessness.

"Bi, I want to batagor," he said as he stroked his protruding belly.

"What time is it, Nad. Tomorrow it's all."

"The baby wants it now. Come on anterin, Bi. Please, anterine yes. Said you could help me anything."

I'm pulling hair. Lazy actually, but there's a pity to see it that way.

"Yes, wait. I'll change my clothes first."

Since Nadya's arrival, my daily activities have begun to change. When I left for work, I told him to continue his work. He is an interior designer. Although not the same as before, but slowly the sea of our relationship began to return to how it was. He was like a brother and a friend.

I accompanied Nadya in control and as much as possible was always there when she needed (related to her pregnancy). I tried to pry about the father of the baby, but Nadya always said that the man had left. I want to find the man and demand the responsibility that should be taken away. Not getting an answer from Nadya, I gathered some relevant information related to her relationship with the men.

Temporary information that I got, a few months ago, Nadya had a one night stand relationship with a man who was also unknown to his friends. The meeting took place at a club. In a drunken state, they did. There's no more info I can get. I still have PR to figure out the identity of this man.

***

"Why smile, Bi? Is something funny?"

"Nothing is."

"Why the hell? I rarely see you smile." Nadya looked at my hapeku. As fast as lightning I dodged. "What the hell is that? Is there anything good?"

"There is no Nad."

I was thinking of Arsha as funny. Remembering her behavior always makes me smile.

"Bi, the provisions."

"No need to."

"Why?"

"There is no one who brought it."

"Who?"

Too much interaction with Arsha made me subconsciously tell Nadya the girl. Maybe I'm insensitive. I didn't know it would have a bad impact on my relationship with Arsha going forward.

***

Arsha's attitude changed. He's not funny anymore. He avoided more. He's also cooling down. It's very confusing. Have I done anything wrong?

To be honest, I was confused by Arsha's change. All this time, our relationship was fine. We ate together a lot and did lots of fun things. But now Arsha doesn't want to do it. When I confronted him, he said that there was a heart to guard.

My emotions are felt in the crown. There are indications he has a girlfriend. Why am I so angry? The last time I was angry when I saw Arsha get hurt, now the anger is back. Is this the attitude of a sister who does not want her little sister to have a boyfriend?

***

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