Secretly Loving You's

Ch 70 - [POV Author] Realizes Feelings

"Come on."

"Stay, Bi. Still haven't finished drinking."

"Lunch time's almost over, Nad. I can't stay outside for long."

"Yes, Bi. Just jerk." Nadya sipped brown ice and stuffed her mouth with a final slip of it. He chewed as fast as lightning as he saw Armand already walking towards the parking lot.

"Wait, Bi," he went. He immediately grabbed Armand's hand as soon as he caught up with the man. Armand brushed aside his arm.

"Don't do things that will make others misunderstand, Nad." The man took wide strides, Nadya still tailing him from behind.

"Misunderstand what the hell, Bi?" his pursuit.

Armand did not answer Nadya's question directly. He drove around the car and got in. Nadya also entered through the other door.

Nadya had just finished putting on her seat belt. Armand started the engine. Change teeth and remove clutch. Slowly the car was moving. Join other vehicles, break up Semanggi road density.

Arsha's words gathered in Armand's mind. That word cannot be lost. Those words always ring, stirring the mind.

'Father is shameless?! Dad is married! My wife is about to give birth!'

Arsha assumes that she is married and has a wife who is about to give birth. Only one pregnant woman who has always been nearby during this time, namely Nadya. That means Arsha assumes that Nadya is his wife?! If Nadya is his wife, why does he say love and affection to Arsha? That's ridiculous Arsha. Does Arsha think he's that kind of guy?

No matter how silly Arsha is, the assumption remains that way. He should quickly clarify this misunderstanding. Otherwise, Arsha would have been further away.

"Many think you're my wife if you stick like this. When are you going to Surabaya? I'll drive you."

"Lho, why am I being kicked out anyway, Bi? I'll live next to you. Why should I go back to Surabaya? If you mind paying the monthly rent, I'll pay it myself."

"Your HPL is getting closer. Your parents told me to persuade you to come home. You should give birth in Surabaya, Nad."

"No, Bi. I want to be born here. You know why I don't want to be there, Bi. The neighbor's view is not very pleasant. Mending me here. At least I can get off the topic of their gossip."

"Face, Nad. Not running. It's called responsibility. You're an adult, aren't you? Staying here is not a permanent solution, Nad. You have to think about your future and your future child. You can't stay here forever."

"I want him here anyway, Bi. What matters with you."

"Do you think I'll be by your side forever? Don't you think I want to build my own family? Not forever will I be your guardian like this. Be an adult."

New feelings that are still difficult to understand. The desire to make Arsha a property. This desire is so great. Not as a sister, but as a woman. It all makes sense now. How he was so angry to see Arsha hurt. Heart pounding and awkward atmosphere when in one room, anger when seeing Arsha proposed in plain sight. The reason is only one. Because he had liked Arsha long before that. Since when did this feeling become this big?

Arsha, who was once close, has now moved away. Armand doesn't know for sure. This change in Arsha's attitude has something to do with the existence of that snot boy or something else? But the one thing Armand knew for sure, he had to straighten out this misunderstanding.

"Arsha salam understand." Armand's gaze remained focused on the road. Hands and feet remain alert in driving.

"Misunderstand how?"

"She thought you were my wife."

"Continue?"

"Prejudged wrong. I have to straighten out."

"Why should it be straightened out? Let him think that."

"I like it."

Silent. This time there was no rebuttal. Nadya fell silent. Just this time Armand confessed his feelings to others.

"A few times I said it, but I just heard he totally rejected me. " Arman noticed the frustrating tone in his voice. Nadya is like that too.

"Defuse? She rejected you?"

"Yes. He called me a shameless married man. I don't know how Arsha feels, but I have to straighten this one out. Even though she still doesn't like me, she should at least know. If this guy who likes her never married once."

"That's not a feeling of like, Bi. You've never liked anyone. You can't even tell the difference between feeling like a woman or a sister ...."

"I can tell the difference, Nad. I consider you my sister. But I can't think of it that way. I want to have it."

"Why should he, Bi?" This time Nadya's voice completely broke once the question was triggered in her mouth.

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