Secretly Loving You's

Ch 53 - Expressions of Feelings

"Nature ...."

"Y-yes?" I looked at him with a mixture of confusion, nervousness, surprise and wonder.

The usually flat face bolts, gathered all sorts of expressions there. Decreased eyelids, half-open lips, with meaningful eyes. There is a hidden desire to be expressed, but it is tucked away in doubt.

"Arsha, I ...."

There was a voice of the crew making an announcement, stating that the ship would soon dock, the passengers were encouraged to get ready and get into their respective vehicles.

"Oh, you're close, sir. I'm going down first." I pulled my hand from his grasp and immediately ran to the hull of the ship. Join the others and get on the bus.

Actually the thing I did was useless because in the end for the next five hours, I would still sit next to him. Before he came, I quickly put on blindfolds, leaned back my head and body as casually as possible, and pretended to sleep. Normal people know that I don't want to be disturbed right now.

The conditions on the bus are starting to fade. Dozens of people flocked in and occupied their respective seats. Not long after, I felt the chair next to me fill up as well. From the scent of perfume alone I already knew who the person next to me was. The inhabitants still do not change.

Moments later, the ship docked at the port. Each vehicle starts the engine and alternately exits the ship.

"Sleep?" ask the man next to me. Of course I choose to shut up and shut my mouth. The body I made as relaxed as possible suddenly stiffened. I'm afraid the man forced me to get up and start the conversation again.

Silent. No follow-up talks. Even for the next few minutes. I suspect the bus has gone out of the port of Gilimanuk and continued to travel to Denpasar for approximately 4 to 5 hours.

I'm relieved. At least Mr. Armand didn't try to wake me up and talk to me. I think I can sleep peacefully.

Ah, why was Mr. Armand's attitude so strange? Why is he staring like that? What'd he like to say? Why is his speech so hanging?

What did he say just now? Arsha, I like ....

Liked what? A coffee? A tea? The sea? A ship? Bali's? Nadia? What the hell is he talking about? Ah, why am I thinking about it?

Even though he still made my heart unsettled, he was still not a man to have. My heart and heart may not be able to forget it completely, but I am sure that one day all these feelings will go away on their own.

"Nature ...."

Huh uh?! He called again?! After a long silence?! What the hell does he want? I can't answer. I have to keep pretending to sleep. This method is safer for the health of my heart and heart.

"You've been sleeping, haven't you?"

Ignore, don't answer. Let's just say it was the wind.

"I hope you're really asleep."

"Nature ...."

Don't call. Noisy. Just sleep anyway.

"Arsha .... Remember our first meeting?"

Yes remember. That's when you interview me with that judes and stiff face. Why should I be reminded of something that happened just a few months ago?

"It seems you forgot. You met at first, you didn't recognize me."

Huh huh? What max?

"Yes, it's only natural that you forget. You were still a kid at that time. Skinny, item, deckil, hahaha."

I don't know, I heard laughter wrapped in sadness. Maybe I heard it wrong? And what's maxed out about "the boy"? Have we met before? Whereabouts? When's?

I want to open my eyes and ask them directly. But if I do that, I'm afraid he might pull away. He thought I was asleep, so he dared to talk like that.

All right, for now, let's listen to his strange remarks.

"First meeting, you're still cheerful. The second meeting, you are very sad. I didn't expect there would still be a third meeting."

What the hell, sir? I don't get it.

"Over these months, I convinced myself many times that everything I felt and did was purely the attitude of a sister to protect her sister. I'm so sure of my thoughts, hahaha." This time I heard an ironic laugh.

"You know what's funny?"

Don't know!! What the hell are you talking about, sir? Ngalor-ngidul wae is unclear.

"The presence of the snot army only dawned on me."

What's wrong, sir? Realize about what, sir? The longer the talk becomes more unclear, sir.

"Arsha, I seem to like you."

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