Secretly Loving You's

Ch 68 - POV Armand

What is this feeling? There was a great anger clumping in the chest. If I don't remember being in a public place, I might have thrown the table right in front of him! Looking at that scene even longer, I will definitely realize the cruel things that are spinning in the head.

I shuffled up. Without saying a word and seeing them, I left that place. Maybe this is the first time I've been this childish. I invited them, but I left them. Just because I can't stand to see them together?!

"Bi, wait for me! Bi!" Even the voices were unable to stop these footsteps. I keep taking wide steps. After reaching the ground floor, I immediately headed for the parking lot. Walk towards the car with wide steps. Try to get away from the place as soon as possible

Once in the car, I immediately stepped on the gas. The four-wheeled vehicle was hurtling at lightning speed. I don't see how fast the speedometer's needle is spinning. Playing gas as deep as possible is like being the only outlet I can do for now.

Countless how many horns sounded and also the number of swearing that came out. I don't give a shit. The footing on the gas pedal deepens. The footing just slipped off and turned on the brake pedal when someone passed. I almost hit someone!

"F!!" I hit the steering wheel in annoyance. What's wrong with me? Why am I being such an uncontrollable person?

The memory flashing flashed. I've been trying to be as mature as possible. Even when we accidentally met in the parking lot, I still refrained from punching a man in the face. Even though my body and my fist are ready to do so.

I think that by arranging meetings, I will be able to control my emotions and speak like an adult. But it doesn't seem like it. I keep acting childish. As soon as I saw the boy kneeling down while taking out the ring, my emotions became unstoppable. To prevent any tables from being thrown, I chose to leave.

Where's my common sense? Why am I this angry to see Arsha close to another man? What does this feel like when a sister sees her brother close to a man? What does a sister do in such a situation?

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It's not hard to find that boy in Jember city. Just by visiting one or two places, I already knew of its existence. Surprisingly enough, it turns out that the boy has a decent position at his young age. If he had nothing to do with Arsha, maybe I would have a little respect for his achievements.

"Sir Armand." The boy held out his hand. I welcome. His grip and handshake were tight. In his uniform and in his den he looked dignified, but in my eyes he was still a boy.

"Please sit down." I sat at the end of the sofa in the shape of an L. He sat at the other end. His body attitude showed confidence. "How did you find me?"

"It's not hard to find you. It's a small town."

"Then? Surely there's a purpose for you to look for me like this."

"Yes. Stay away from Arsha." The atmosphere in that space turned increasingly stiff. We looked at each other. The boy's eyes hardened. He looked at me clingy. Not answering directly.

"Who are you talking to?" tanyanya calm. He smiled slightly in a slant. I know he's provoking. As an adult, I cannot be provoked.

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