Secretly Loving You's

Ch 14 - Choosing to Avoid

I swallowed with difficulty. When you realize what will happen next. Maybe it's time. Maybe this is the momentum!!

Following my instincts, I closed my eyes. Preparing to receive the warm harbor that I had unknowingly been waiting for his arrival.

I'm waiting for the kiss ....

One second .... Five seconds .... Ten seconds .... Thirty seconds ....

Does it take a long time to just bring the face closer just a few inches away? Why so long ....

"It seems you're okay. Quickly clean up the file." A light pat I felt on both of my shoulders. The convoluted warm hand on the waist suddenly slipped off, as did his figure, no longer I guess.

Heh? Wh-what's max? W-why was I told to clean up the files?

The words were like a splash of ice water, making me wake up and open my eyes.

Justright. Mr. Armand is no longer in front of me. The man walked away. Leaving the virgin expecting her kiss.

Holy jeez!!! I'm really embarrassed!! It felt like hiding at the bottom of the deepest earth!!

I closed my eyes with my lips twinkled, thinking he would kiss me!! In fact, I have misjudged!! Mr. Armand has absolutely no intention of kissing me!! Oh my God, I'm so ashamed!! I want to hide!!

My face feels burning. I covered my face with both palms. I really don't have any face anymore!! Could I be this crazy?! Where do crazy thoughts come from? I'm really embarrassed!!

"Arsha, you clear the fallen file first. I'll take the bail." Suddenly his figure emerged from behind the shelf, making my heart fall instantly.

"Good sir." I could not see his face, so all I did was turn my body around and answer his words without looking.

I want this night to be over soon. I can't afford to linger with him. Shame gnaws all over the body. Makes me unable to face him.

One of the ways that I can escape is to get this job done as quickly as possible. Based on that, I quickly tidied up the files and searched for files that had not been found.

After almost half an hour of struggling in the pile of files, finally the seven files can be found all.

Shame still burns my soul. I don't have any face to face with Mr. Armand, so all I can do right now is escape as quickly as possible from his presence. I saw that Mr. Armand was still struggling to find a guarantee, that I used to get out of that place as quickly as possible.

Like a thief, my footsteps were slipping. The goal is only one. Exits. My steps are heavy. I was only able to breathe a sigh of relief once I reached the door and exited instantly.

That night I put the file on Mr. Armand's desk. As soon as I finished, I immediately picked up the items and left the office. I ran away like a coward!

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Seeing me close my eyes, he must have thought I was waiting for his kiss (although it was true). What would Mr Armand think? Do I look like a cheap woman?

Aghhh!! How will I deal with it after this?! Should I resign?! But finding a job is not easy. Should I resign because of such a problem?

Duh, don't know. What will tomorrow say. Now I want to go to bed. What happens tomorrow, let it happen.

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I did say that. But in reality, I can't be that cute. Seeing her figure always made me hide. I have no face to face.

I tried several times to avoid him. Like, for example, when he told me to pick up the files in his room, I would ask for office girl help. In addition, the submission of reports that should be in the form of hard files, I sent via email in the form of soft files.

It's not very professional, but I'm really not ready to meet him. I can't look into those eyes. I was afraid of his views on me.

I looked at my face in the mirror. The reflection of a young woman's face with makes up. Ordinary appearance. The brain is also ordinary. Status as training staff. Sloppy. And often make mistakes. A woman who can't possibly be with a perfect man like Mr. Armand.

How could this stupid brain expect Mister Armand?!

I splashed water on my face. And patting the cheek hard.

"Wake Arsha!! Wake up from the dream!! Be aware!! You can admire it, but nothing more!! He's your boss!! He is only good because you are his men!! Don't think too much!! Come back to focus!! Work!! Work!!" I said to myself.

"Spirit!!" I clenched my hands. Determined, to no longer avoid Mr. Armand. To fix my tangled feelings. To set the record straight, that this feeling is only a mere awe.

After doing it, I came out of the toilet. I have made the determination to no longer avoid Mr. Armand and face him like a mere superior.

Just a step away from me, but had to be restrained once a tall body loomed in front of me. Stopped my footsteps. The figure was standing with both hands folded to each other on the chest. Staring at me with an intimidating look. Makes me squint for a moment.

"Arsha, do you have a problem with me?"

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