Secretly Loving You's

Ch 41 - Unexpected Attitude

This topic really makes you sick. I wanted to scream and tell him to stop talking. I don't want to hear their whole story! Hot butterflies. While anger and heartache filled the chest. I want to get out of this place immediately!

The voice of the message notification saved me from this unpleasant situation. Coincidentally the message came from SD friends who had not met for a long time. Just a simple message, asking for news, but I can make a reason to get out of this situation.

"Em, Mother .... Looks like I should go ...."

"Lho, where are you going? If you go, I'm alone dong." Nadya's face scowled, looking very objected.

"Sorry Mom, I have an appointment." I started to stand up. Nadya stood up.

"Well, what a pity. I still want to talk a lot." Nadya held my hand. His body gesture showed as if it was already very familiar. "Who would you like to meet? A boyfriend?"

"Yes, you could say so. I'm sorry, ma'am, I'm first." I answered perfunctorily. Just because I want to get out of this situation.

"Well, you already have a boyfriend." Nadya's face looked very cheerful. He patted the back of my hand. "Awet-awet yes you guys," he said semringah. He pulled my hand until my body inched closer. Then he hugged me and made a gesture.

"Well we meet again, Arsha. I just moved here. There are no friends yet. I wish we could be close friends. You don't mind, do you?"

My little heart refused. It would be very uncomfortable to be close to a man's wife, but I couldn't refuse it either. Again, courtesy prevented me from doing as I pleased.

"Yes Ma'am, of course," my great-granddaughter resigned. Then we chatted for a moment before we finally parted.

***

I breathe a lot of fresh air. For some reason, being able to escape from them made me immense relief. A wide variety of emotions raged within the chest.

The rain that flushed suddenly added to the gloomy atmosphere. Like in a drama film, the main actor rained down while walking the streets.

I don't know why there's no intention to take shelter. I enjoy all these flavors. Mix it with rain, hoping all these flavors evaporate instantly.

"Haha!! Ahahaha!! Ahahaha!!" This outburst of emotion became an uncontrollable woeful laughter of irony. I can't stop myself from laughing at my stupidity. I ignore people who look strangely.

"Stupid!! You idiot!! You stupid girl!!" I'm cursing myself. All of Nadya's words swirled around in her head. It all makes sense now.

It turned out that all the kindness and attention he did meant nothing. He just wanted to make me feel at home and not resign. He didn't want the hassles of finding a new employee!! I'm stupid to interpret it differently!

I always looked at him as a gentleman. Appreciate and respect women. Unexpectedly, behind his rigid, cold and perfectionist attitude, hidden souls of land crocodiles and charm spreaders!!

"Haha! What's?! Make swollen?! Hey Sir! Can't you wait for halal first?! How impatient are you, to make your girlfriend pregnant first just because you want to get married quickly?! Basic br*ngsek!! Bawdy!! Php Buyer!! Villain kel*min!!" All forms of cursing come out of the mouth. If Mom and Dad heard me talking like this, they would faint.

Laughing accompanied by crying. The tears that dissolve in the rain. Be ill. Really sick. Suppose I could, I want to get all this sick stuff out of my body. Maybe like that, I'll be fine.

At least tonight I got some new facts about him. He's not as perfect as I thought. All his attitudes have a purpose, none are sincere. The negative points are increasing. This will make it easier for me to forget.

I've decided to stay in this job. Although the future might be more difficult, I must not give up.

***

Flu, in my dictionary is not a category of severe disease that requires sufferers to rest and sleep in a warm mattress. For that, I took a body. Forcing to get up and work as usual.

There are benefits to working in the back office. At least I don't have to put too much emphasis on appearance. In conditions not feeling well like this, the desire to dress up feels lost. I decided to wear a navy suit and wrap it in a jacket.

Today I decided to walk. The office was still empty when I arrived. There is only security and security. I went straight up to the second floor and turned on the computer. AC accidentally did not turn on, for fear flu symptoms will get worse.

I started to focus on work. A few minutes later, one by one, the staff began to arrive. Too focused on work, making me not so much attention to anyone who comes. Until finally, the ringing of the table phone surprised me.

The number 201 on the monitor calls. That means, Paduka Head Of Operation Sok Kaku But Mesum has come. I thought I'd slam the phone and yell at him, "Don't call me again!" Well, of course it's just in my shadow. I was just a training staffer who would always obey the superiors, so before the third ring, I had already picked up the phone.

"With Arsha the back office. Can anyone help?"

"To my room" replied a cold voice on the other end of the phone.

"Good, Father." Hah, I want to stomp my feet. Why do I have to go to her room so early?! Can he not bother me and focus on his wife and work?!

With a murmur and an arrogant heart, I went to the room I had entered dozens of times. Knock on the door slowly until it sounds authentic from the inside.

"What's up, sir?" To be honest, I still did not dare to look him in the eye. I am afraid of my own feelings. Although my mind had started to hate him, but I did not know with my heart.

"Sit down." His voice sounded sniffling. I got scared. Without waiting to be ordered twice, I immediately sat in the chair right in front of him. Of course still with his face down.

My mind began to wander and wonder. What's the matter? Why did he become this cold? Shouldn't I be acting like this? Was there a mistake I made? Did he hear me when I was cursing?

"What time was last night?" My imagination was cut off from hearing that question. His voice is low and cold. I ventured to take a quick peek at his face. His face looked extremely overcast and frightening. Highlight the cold eyes with frowns, making the two eyebrows almost fused together. Lips tightly clenched with a hardened jaw. She mad?

"Not too late, sir ...."

"What time exactly?!" His voice was an octave high. "I heard from Nadya, did you make a deal with your boyfriend?! Which boy? What job? Daddy mom already knows?!"

This time I looked into his eyes. The question caught me by surprise, so the fear that had existed had now disappeared. I don't know why the anger got over me so I dared to refute it.

"If you call me just to ask about personal matters, I object to answer. If there's nothing more to say, I'll excuse you." I stood up and walked towards the door. Before my hand reached the doorknob, a burly hand pulled my arm. I yelled at him until my body confronted the owner of the hand.

"I'm not done talking!"

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