Secretly Loving You's

Ch 13 - My view is Changing

Two days later, the customer kept his promise. He came to the office with a large amount of money in accordance with the nominal bill.

For two days, my sleep was not good. Although the guarantee is already in hand, it requires a long process to put it on the auction list. In addition, the giro shelter post. This makes it possible to be the findings of the audit.

I have expressed my uneasiness, but Mr. Armand always told me to stay calm and work as usual. My anxiety disappeared once the customer came with some money. It was as if the weight on my shoulders had been lifted. I feel an incredible relief.

After being relaxed, the guarantee value exceeds the amount of the bill so it will be very disadvantageous if you have to release the guarantee. Maybe that is the consideration of the customer to pay for it.

This gratitude and feeling of indebtedness is so great, it engages the heart. I don't know how to repay this debt? Many times he has helped me. I don't know what I should repay her kindness?

***

That incident had a big influence on the way I worked and my views on Mr. Armand. I became more thorough and cautious. Do everything with full concentration. But there are times when the sense of concentration is divided once you see the figure in front of your eyes.

I can't describe my feelings. My feelings for him were still there, but the fear was gone. Mr. Armand is no longer a scary figure, but instead becomes a figure whose existence I really miss.

His figure often makes this mind distracted. I know this thought is crazy and cannot continue. But I can't control it.

After that incident, my view of Mr. Armand changed by 180 degrees. In my eyes, he became an incomparable perfect man. No weakness. Even I like his stiff demeanor and flat face that I once hated so much.

I don't know when this taste started. Has he ever since brought me home? Find contract? Defend me in front of the lending team? Help me in solving a very fatal gyro problem? Or the other one? Mr. Armand's kindness was so much, that I was unable to describe it one by one, that I clearly began to feel its existence.

My eyes never escaped from her. Watch his movements carefully. Happiness comes, once you can see the figure and vice versa, there is a sense of loss if only a few hours do not meet.

I know this feeling is wrong. I can't keep this feeling. The company rules are very clear. There can be no relationship with each other, but I can't hold a beat in the chest. I don't know if it's just a fan's liking of an idol, or if there's more to it. Clearly, the figure of Mr. Armand filled my mind and heart.

***

I thought there would be a furore or a stampede in the back regarding the fatal mistake I had made. In fact, the problem just disappeared. As if it never existed. It's just me, Mr. Armand and the customers who know about it. Had Mr. Marga heard, surely the problem would have been more complicated. Maybe I'll end up being fired or given a warning letter.

Mr. Armand's silence protected my position. Makes me adore him even more, to cause a sense to please his heart.

***

Tonight we are back overtime. As usual, we were both on the second floor. We're in the file filing room. Prepare customer files that will perform termination (payment) the next day.

There are seven customers who will do the termination, so we search one by one the files.

The space was 8 meters x 7 meters. There are shelves that are more than two meters high neatly lined up. Thousands of files are stacked there. While on the other hand, there is a fireproof safe that serves to store customer guarantees.

I took a list of files and searched them according to the order of arrangement. Turns out the file I was looking for was on the top shelf. My hand couldn't reach him, so I looked for a chair to reach him.

As it turned out, even using the seat of the file remained unreachable, so I decided to tiptoe, hoping that by doing so, the file would soon be in hand.

Hope is not always a reality. That file I still can't get. Even my footing started to falter. The chair I was standing on began to shift so that my body began to drift.

"Akhh!!" My screams restrained. It must hurt if my body hit that hard ceramic. Am I going to get bruised? Or even a broken bone?

Thinking about it made me close my eyes. Very happy with what will happen in the future.

And, I did fall. Surprisingly, why don't you get sick? Doesn't hitting the floor with the position of the face first will be painful? But why isn't this? Is the floor this thick and warm?

"Are you okay?" I heard a baritone voice that I recognized from above my head. I can feel the breath too. Instantly I opened my eyes.

At first I didn't realize my position. My body is in a prone position. The first thing I saw was a grey cloth accompanied by buttons .... The stud? Why are there buttons?My brain is still trying to figure it out.

"If it's okay, get down quickly."

"Huh?" The sound surprised me again. My eyes immediately looked for the origin of the sound. Big mistake!! These eyes immediately looked at the cold and flat eyes of the man whose existence had always been on my mind for these few days.

The man was lying down. Se-se-temporary a-i .... I was on top of her body!! My body is sitting on it!! Overwhelmed him!! Holy jeez!!

I was too stunned and unable to say anything, so all I could do was look at him with wide eyes and a look of disbelief. Maybe my mouth was also open.

"Quick down" he said again in a lazy tone. Those words were like a splash of fresh water that immediately awakened my struggling brain.

"Akhar!!" Too surprised to make me move all of a sudden. I didn't realize, the sudden movement made my body nudge the rack so that the shaking could cause some of the files to start scattering.

"Revelation!!" Mr. Armand quickly shuffled. His hand immediately pulled my body so that this body was back in the arms. A few seconds later, we heard the sound of files falling down on each other.

The sounds instantly disappeared. The world feels very quiet. Time seems to have stopped. When our eyes look at each other.

I couldn't hear anything, other than a pounding heart that was pounding so fast and fast. Our bodies embrace each other. Her warm hands were coiled around her waist, while my own hands were on her chest.

His heart and breathing can be felt. It shows how close our bodies are. No more distance left.

Those eyes were looking at me very sharply, making me fixated and lulled. I can't take my eyes off. Little by little, the face began to approach, while his hands began to stretch out.

I swallowed with difficulty. When you realize what will happen next. Maybe it's time. Maybe this is the momentum!!

Following my instincts, I closed my eyes. Preparing to receive the warm harbor that I had unknowingly been waiting for his arrival.

I'm waiting for the kiss ....

***

Happy Reading 🥰

NB: Sorry, almost 3 weeks without update. Busy ama RL genk. Coincidentally the audit arrival office, so mind split & stuck 🙏🙏 Again trying to write again, sorry if bland 🙏🙏