Secretly Loving You's

Ch 55 - Injured

"What are you guys doing?" From behind came a voice I knew. I immediately broke away from the hand that grabbed the body and turned around.

About ten meters from where we were standing, a man was staring in a stifled rage. Eyes stared at full of nanar, while beside him ...

"Aakhhhh!" A woman who is pregnant holds her lower abdomen while complaining. His face was covered with dangling hair. I'm also familiar with that body, it looks like he ...

"Nadya!" The man who was originally next to me, as fast as lightning ran over and greeted the woman. In an instant, the man had been beside Nadya.

"Why you?" His face cannot lie. The man looked very worried.

"S-sickness. My stomach hurts Bi. Akhhh!" he answered with a grimacing face.

"We're going to RS!" Without many more words, Mr. Armand carried Nadya.

"You got a car, right? Take your car now" he ordered Saka. The man who was spoken to nodded quickly. Without a word, the two men half ran through the lobby. I subconsciously followed them from behind.

Saka quickly pulled the car out of the parking area and stopped right in front of the hotel. Without thinking, I immediately opened the door to make it easier for Mr. Armand and Nadya to enter the car. After making sure the two entered, I immediately closed the door and switched to sitting next to Saka. Everything is done as fast as lightning and without thinking. A stressful situation forced us to do just that.

Along the way, there was only a sigh of pain from Nadya's lips. From the rearview mirror I could see the pain ringis on that pretty face while beside her was a husband who gave words of comfort. I ignored this pain and emptied my mind.

The body of the man next to me also looked stiff like wood. Maybe he was disappointed and angry to see us hugging. How very embarrassing. What do Nadya and Saka think? What did Nadya experience because she saw us?

I'm************hand to knuckle whitening. The trembling body was engulfed in a feeling of guilt and fear that was so great. I wouldn't forgive myself if anything happened to Nadya and the baby. I hope he's okay.

"Akhh Bi! Sick Bi!"

"Yes, be patient. We'll be there soon. Could it be faster?!" abugn. Without a word Saka accelerated the speed of the vehicle. Trying to slip between traffic densities.

Saka's facial expression was very stiff. The rancid and cheerful face that is usually shown now no longer exists. His finger book turned white behind the wheel. Who makes him angry more? Mr Armand? Or me?

What was Saka thinking? Does she think I'm a cheap woman who's willingly embraced by a married man? How is his assessment of me? He must be very angry and disappointed.

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A few minutes later, the car entered the hospital. Saka parked the car in front of the IGD. He hurriedly helped Mr. Armand who was carrying Nadya.

We were greeted by doctors and nurses. They put Nadya on top of the gurney and started taking her to the preliminary examination room. Leaving me and Saka standing awkwardly.

Saka remained silent. Not even if he asked me to talk. He just stood leaning against the wall while scaling.

"A-I hope t-nothing will happen to her ...," my great-grandson could not hide the trembling voice. Saka seemed to be able to feel my feelings. She's staring. Her gaze softened.

"Nothing will happen. Be calm. Have you eaten?" He switched the conversation. I shook my head quickly. Hunger is far from the mind.

"Let's get some food first." I shake again.

"No! I'll wait here!"

"Some was waiting for him. Our presence is not needed. Come on."

"A-a-I-I won't forgive in-my-if t-happen s-something on him." The unexpected details just flowed. Grain of weakness that I rarely show people. I hugged my own body that was trembling.

"Th-this is my fault. W-if I don't-do it ...."

"Hey, it's not your fault." Saka move. With one hand he held me in his arms. Like I got a place to lean, I immediately spilled a stuck stuffing.

"Ehem."

The sound of the door opening and Deheman made me turn around immediately and see the man standing there. Looking at Saka with a deadly gaze, especially when looking at Saka's hand still clutching my shoulder.

"W-how is he doing?" My question caused those eyes to be distracted from staring at Saka's hand. He turned his face.

"He's fine. It was just a false contraction. Can you please accompany her? I'm gonna take care of the administration to move rooms."

"I-yes, Sir. S-I'll accompany." I exhaled a sigh of relief. I don't know what a false contraction is, but hearing him is fine makes all the fear that looms instantly disappear.

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As ordered by Mr. Armand, I went into the room. Nadya has been transferred to the VIP treatment room. The room was dominated by nude colors. One gurney was in the middle of the room while a large sofa was near the window.

The woman was looking out the window. Hearing the sound of the door opening, he immediately turned his head. Our eyes met.

To be honest, I actually gathered enough courage to meet him. Unpleasant and guilty feelings are the cause. Although the scene she saw was not entirely my fault, yet I had loved her husband. That makes this feeling of guilt so great.

Knowing that I was coming, he threw his face back. It is very obvious that my arrival was not expected. I hesitated to get closer.

"Have guts too, do you meet me like this?" My steps immediately stopped.

"Satisfied to see me like this? Is this your purpose? Make me and my baby wretch?" Words as sharp as daggers draw the heart. Kaku and kelu. That's what my tongue is.

"I don't know how you feel. In one look, I know you love even my husband" he continued. Surprise that makes the eyes widen and the heart pounding.

"Isn't a wife's heart very sensitive? Do you think he has the same feeling? No, Arsha. Don't be lulled by her words. He said that to a lot of women. You are not a special woman in her eyes. You're just a form of escape from her sense of boredom."

My brain is completely empty. I was not prepared to accept the frontal words that directly hit the heart.

"You are young and beautiful. Your future is long. You can choose any guy who is single. Our country is not short of single men, is it? Is it ethical to want a married man?"

"Your family must also teach you good things. Seizing what already belongs to others must not be taught, right? Or is it taught? Make it a normal thing?"

My tears have melted without being dammed. Mom and Dad don't know anything. Why get caught up with this? Why insult them? It hurts so much to hear that word.

"Arsha, maybe you've heard these words. A good woman will never take away what belongs to someone else. When doing so, it is the behavior of an uneducated, shameless, cheap and very despicable woman. You don't want to be stamped like that? You don't want to embarrass your family?"

"Press your feelings. Throw away that feeling. When he approaches, push him away and stay away. Go awayl. Go away from our lives. We don't want to see you again. Don't take away our happiness. Go!"

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