Scratches of Past Wounds

Scratches of Past Wounds
Obviousness



" Hi. I'm Laura. Marinda's friend, who was sitting next to her. " Said Laura introduce herself.


" Oh, sorry I paid less attention. I think I'm a little drunk. " Reply Amelia. " I'm Amelia. " Amelia welcomed Laura's hand.


" I'm a perfumer or commonly called a parfumer. If you are interested I can mix different scents. Including the aroma that makes men drunk. " Torra offered a business card. And Amelia took it.


" Drr... Drr...


" A minute my boss sends me a message, let me reply first. " Amelia reached into her bag and typed some messages on her phone. Then focus on Laura.


" I'm sorry, Laura. Perfume passion generator, huh...? " Amelia's Enthusiasm.


" Right. I named her Lovely. But it's quite expensive. Because the material is very difficult to obtain and also expensive. " Laura started rolling out her wares.


" No problem, the important thing is that my goal is achieved. How much will it cost, can I get it tomorrow. " Said Amelia impatiently.


" Ten million to five milliliters and you can get it next week. Her concocting needs high concentration if it can't be dangerous. " Laura smiled faintly, as she felt she had managed to attract new fans.


" Well .. is a good price. It's okay, I order ten milliliters and ask for your account number I'm transferring now. " Laura mentions her account number and Amelia immediately sends her money of tens of millions.


" Done, I'll wait for my order. Is that the same stuff Marinda used yesterday on the island to snare her best friend ? " Task Amelia while showing a notification of the transaction has been completed on her phone.


*****


In the morning Doni woke up first and quickly woke up from the Light bed. He did not want to be caught sleeping while hugging the Light all night. With anxiety he waited for the Light to open his eyes. Afraid that he was just hallucinating seeing the Light have returned to his consciousness.


Until the light finally moved and opened his eyes. With a face that sumringah Doni welcomed Light with her sweetest smile this morning. After seeing the eyeballs Light moved staring around the room and finally their gaze met.


" Good morning, honey. It was good to see those round eyes come back alive and sparkling. Four days of seeing you staring blankly scared you that you don't know your way home, honey. " Doni's words created many questions in the Light's mind. But he was reluctant to question.


The light wants to get up and get up. He needs to go to the bathroom and clean up. The dawn is almost over because the wall clock shows at fifty in the morning.


With a swift Doni resisting the Light. " Where are you going ? Don't wake up, you just realized orange. And for four days without food. " Say Doni while holding the hand of Light.


" I want to pray, and I want to go to the bathroom too. " The light did not listen to Doni and kekeh was about to come down.


"'Abang holdin , try slowly. " Doni finally gave up, but he remained on standby while hugging Light's waist in order to hold Light's body.


And sure enough, just now that Light's feet reached the floor, the Light lost its power and was almost unsteady. Luckily Doni had predicted everything that would happen. Without the approval of Light Doni directly carry the weak body to the bathroom. And without getting protest from the Light.


After hanging the infusion in a place that is already available in the bathroom and sitting Light in the closet Doni closed the bathroom door.


" Boyou don't come out, I can do it myself. " Speak the uncomfortable light there's Doni inside.


" Sister wouldn't be so careless to leave you alone. Not just for you but for our baby too, baby. So this time don't protest. " Doni pulled back Light stood up slowly and sagged his Light pajamas to his knees and opened the closet. Then he told Light to sit down to pee.


With a sense of echo Light was forced to complete the urge on his urinary which had been very urgent. Can no longer afford to argue or reject all Doni's treatment. In reality Light is not able because both feet do not have energy.


After cleaning the exit area of urine Light Doni back pairing the interior and pajama pants. Then Doni again closed the closet and told Light to sit back. Quickly Doni took a washcloth and a dipper filled with warm water. And then clean Light's face up to his neck gently. Keep to the hands and then to the feet.


" It's clean. Now Abang help wudhu . " The light just silently received everything that Doni did. In addition to resigned Light also stared at Doni's face with a fixed. Trying to believe himself, if what happened at that time was just a fabrication. But really, what's not happening ?


The light returned slowly. It is hard to believe that nothing happens. While Light saw with his own eyes Doni one bed one blanket in a state of no clothing. The light closing his eyes firmly endured his chest pain.


I wanted to deny all that, but in fact it was all real. Unconsciously the Light shook his head, to dispose of the bad thoughts that had ambushed his head.


" It's okay. Pray, it's bad luck. " The light still refuses to say much . His voice sounded cold. Doni is back.


With his heart Doni again carried the Light back to the bed. Pair the Mukena and cover the legs of Light with a blanket. The light finally prays in a sitting state.


*****


While Light was having breakfast, Doctor Nadya came as usual. But this time of course he smiled widely to find the Light had woken up from his subconscious. The unimaginable sighting by Doctor Nadya will happen this soon. But he was so grateful, the Light could regain consciousness quickly.


" It's good to see you quickly find your way back, Light. " Said Doctor Nadya after they stayed together. Because Doni bailed breakfast to the cafeteria and deliberately let Light and Doctor Nadya both.


" What's going on, Doc. Why don't I remember anything these four days. " Light finally brought out what from last night filled his mind.


" As a result of pain that is very deep and difficult for you to accept, you finally choose unconsciously to hide in your subconscious. Your homemade nature to take refuge from disappointment and painful reality. And for four days you were trapped there. Usually patients with Anxiety Disorder experience it at the last point of fatigue. And as long as I'm a psychiatrist, the really hard thing is to get them back to the real world. And not infrequently among those who lost their minds aka crazy. "


Hearing Doctor Nadya's explanation Light immediately massaged his chest and gave thanks. It would be terrible if it happened to him. How the child and his birth. Her mother-in-law is now her priority.


" Whether to be angry with my husband or to thank him. Because he touched the alcoholic drink again and filled this room with its pungent smell. Makes me flinch awake and confused in conditions like this. "


" Aksa sir is back to drink ? He must be in a state of extreme distress and fear. And back to looking for an escape to alcohol. Light..I'm a psychology person, it's very easy to tell someone to tell a lie or be honest. And I'm sure Mr. Aksa is speaking truthfully and truthfully."


" I don't know what problems you're facing now, but I can see the honesty in his speech and body language. Try to trust her. It's hard but it's what's best for you and your relationship. His love for you is not a joke. And who can master you, you alone. Trust issues, panic attacks or depression all need your own confidence to overcome. While anti-depressant drugs, counseling, therapy and Psychiatrists themselves are support only. You understand what I mean ? "


The light replied with a nod while permeating all of Doctor Nadya's words. Should he trust Doni. Doni is different from Fakhrul. If Doni tries hard to convince Cahaya different from Fakhrul who deliberately pura no what happened. Even though he knew how broken the Light was. The light took a deep breath.


*****


While in the office of Maxindo Jaya Group Amelia sat opposite Maxim. In Max's hand was Amelia's phone playing the sound recording. Max looked angry and furious. I don't know what the contents of the tape are that Max's face must be red.


Amelia looks tense watching her boss' reaction after hearing the tape. His feelings began to erratic when suddenly Max's eyes stared intently at him. Amelia squealed and paled while continuing to squeeze the edges of her skirt.


" What do you want ? " Task Max with his eagle gaze.


" I just want you to help me give this to Mr. Aksa. " Amelia replied that she didn't look nervous as much as possible.


" What is your purpose ! I know if you were a rival of Light first. What do you expect from this commendable act of yours. " Max immediately shot Amelia right at the target which left Amelia flabbergasted.


" Da. where do you know, sir. " Amelia is now really shocked and uncomfortable when her past is revealed.


" There's nothing I don't know about you, Amelia. I'm not a stupid man like your ex-lover. And don't expect you to be special after helping me solve this problem. " There is no clash but enough to make Amelia ketar ketir. The pressurized cold voice struck his guts. A cruel aura emanated from every word and Max's frightening gaze.


" I don't expect anything. This is just a form of my apology to the Light. Because the suffering started with me. And you are the right person who can deliver this. I have not dared to appear or apologize in person. " This time Amelia was firm, she didn't want to be branded as a seductress. Although it used to be, but now Amelia wants to live a straight and normal life.


" Good, remember...!! All your actions are being monitored here. Don't ever cheat on me, even if it's only in your mind. If that happens you will not be able to imagine the consequences later. "


" good, Sir. I will remember the words of Father. If that's what I'm sorry. The tape I sent to my father's number. Excuse um... " Amelia came out while wiping away her sweat that was condensing on her forehead.


Amelia limpidly sat down in her work chair. There was a sense of tightness that was lapping in his chest. Remembering the past is hard to erase. Especially now that Amelia is holding back longing for her only child. Finally the clear droplets poured down his cheeks. Amelia brusquely wiped her tears. Now he must focus on working so that his mind is not disturbed by things that worsen his mood.


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