Scratches of Past Wounds

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" Orang, have you entered Tiara's room ? Doni was still in disbelief at what he heard.

" Sorry, Bang. Aya sassy. Aya was just curious as to what kind of room made my husband difficult to leave her. " The light smiled. " But after seeing it for yourself Aya just found out it was indeed very beautiful. " The light stared at Doni with a smile that was forced to expand.

" Mr Tiara is very attentive to your comfort, Bang. All the furniture is of the best quality, said Ibuk all options Mbak Tiara. Her taste is very good. She is good at arranging, even her makeup and cosmetic equipment arranged neatly. The pictures and the pictures are all beautiful in the right place. Mbak Tiara's clothes are also branded goods. We see a class difference between us. That's what makes Aya not expect much from you and this marriage. Aya knows, until whenever Aya will not be able to reach you. But don't be afraid Aya won't demand anything. Seeing your mother and child happy is the happiest thing for me. That alone is more than enough. " The light is still with his smile.

Although with great difficulty the Light muffled the rumbling in his chest . Since witnessing the room herself that made her husband and her in-laws quarrel, the Light grew more and more insecure. It was there that Light felt a very contrasting difference between Tiara and himself. Photographs of Tiara in various poses show how beautiful and graceful Tiara is.

And some of them show affection between Tiara and Doni. Their togetherness in various places to abroad. What a chest-stifling sight. Although Tiara was gone, in that room Tiara was alive and powerful.

Hearing every detail of Tiara's room that Light described felt a painful throb in Doni's chest. Doni didn't know what to react to. Seeing the fake smile on his lips his wife wanted it to feel like Doni was hugging that skinny body. But Doni felt unworthy because he was just like the Light said he was.

" So, can you grant Aya's request, just now. From now on you also do not need to hide if you want to go to that room. " Speak of Light breaks the silence.

" Give Brother time, Brother also wants to get out of all this. Brother also wants to improve so that everything is where it should be. " Say Doni finally.

" Not to change, Bang. This should have been. Aya who came not where it should be . Aya doesn't want to go into a place that doesn't want me. Believe me Aya is fine. " The smile again looked sincere but full of wounds.

As desperate as that is the Light. Experience makes Light think more logically . If his marriage to Fakhrul for love alone could be broken into pieces . What about Doni who just looked at him reluctantly . The light went to great lengths to erode any growing flavors to save his heart.

" You're giving up, Orange ? " Tanya Doni in a soft voice but still Light heard clearly.

" Not giving up but learning to put yourself in. So that this heart also knows itself, not much demanding. " The light is no less bright . There is pain in his tone.

" Orang. Give me some time. "

" Take as much time as you want. But let Aya be alone in our room. " Pinta Glow with pleading gaze.

" How could you possibly improve yourself if you slept in Tiara's room. " Doni objected to the Light's request. " If we don't build this relationship the two of you aren't sure, Orange. You need me to change. "

" But Aya needs her own "Light insists because she wants to heal. If every night Doni comes home drunk, then the Light will be difficult to heal. Light needs a sense of security in order to sleep and eat well that's the reason.

" You feel disturbed because you often come home late and smell of drinks ? " Doni could not stand it anymore, he wanted to help the Light heal and did not want to leave the Light to fend for itself without the Light realizing. But the harshness of the Light's desire for itself inevitably Doni must be frank.

" Sister... " Rubber light. He forgot who Doni was. Light sure there's nothing that Doni doesn't know about him.

" Yes, you already know that you are seeing a psychiatrist today. " Say Doni honestly. " Let Brother help you. My brother promised to change for you. "

" Just help with your card. Because honestly Aya is not enough money to seek treatment. The rest let Aya alone, please do not do more, Aya can not pay it later. " The bright brown bead looks glassy.

" There's nothing you need to pay, Orange. You're Brother's wife. Everything you have is yours too. From now on take advantage of your brother as you like. " Say Doni feels tangled with the utterance of Light .

" It belongs to Aya, except your heart... " But the Light can only speak in the heart.

" So you need time, right. Aya too ! Let's try to split up the room some time. Convince ourselves both. If one day we really need each other, surely this bond will find a way to tie each other stronger. " Light is chuckling with his desire.

Doni could only exhale tiredly. His orange hardened, because he was too neglected. Doni has to give up for a while. His throne is guarding his own heart so as not to be hurt again. But keep it in a gentle and painless way. Let Doni give in to giving the Light the space it wants. After all Light was still in the same house as her and Doni could still watch over Light from afar.

" Ok, Brother gave up. But for the time you set. If you think you're enough, you'll come to you . And there is no rejection. If it comes to that time, you hope you will give yourself completely to Brother. "

" Aya hope Abang can also put Aya in the heart of Abang with a wider place . " Donny knows what the Light means. The light wanted her heart which now still placed Tiara there.

" So, you'll try. " Doni's reply published a smile on the lips of Light. " We're just sleeping apart, right ? You won't avoid Brother and Brother still being able to shower and change clothes in our room ? " Tanya Doni.

" Yes, who will prepare the needs of Brother if not Aya. " The two throw smiles at each other.

" Already want magrib, buy it tomorrow only yes, afraid not to have time again. " Say Doni after realizing the sky is orange.

" Yes, already. Come home. "

" We look for the mosque, keep us going on dates. Would you ? " Talicious offer. The light smiled in response.

Both of them finally performed magrib worship in a mosque. Afterwards Doni drove his vehicle to a seafront restaurant located on the edge of the city. A seafood restaurant that provides a gazebo overlooking the sea .

" The place is good, Aya had no idea there was a place like this . Did you go to this place often first ? . " The Greeting of Light provoked Doni to look into the eyes of Light who was engrossed in enjoying the scenery.

Doni knew the direction of Light's speech, though his wife spoke in a flat tone. " It's not often just a few times with Ibuk and Rania. " Answer Doni.

" With Ma'am Tiara ...

" Never , Orange. This restaurant opened seven years ago. After all Tiara doesn't like eating places like this . "

" Why, isn't it so beautiful. We can all eat to feel the sea breeze and listen to the waves. " The light enjoyed the wind that blew against his face.

" She likes Italian or Japanese dishes. And he prefers to eat at a fancy hotel or restaurant. " Doni was still staring towards the Light who was busy looking at the dark sea. Doni noticed every change in the mimicry of his wife's face through the eyes of Light.

Doni knows Light is scraping info on Tiara. Although he looks relaxed but his wife is hiding her feelings. Maybe jealousy ? Doni hoped that way, is it excessive ? I don't know Doni just feels happy when he catches that signal on the Light.

Arrived Doni gagas himself. He gently embraced the Light that was beside him. Then put a kiss on the right cheek of Light even though it is blocked by the veil . And ended up in the forehead of Light with a fairly long duration.

Both pairs of eyes they met to share happiness with each other. Even though Doni's face was covered in a veil, he knew he was smiling .

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