Scratches of Past Wounds

Love of two men

" Orang, according to your name, this necklace is orange. Intentionally choose this, not without reason. That's so that for the rest of your life, you can remember today . Exactly on the twenty-one month one year two thousand two and one I want to tell you that I am in love with you, Orange. For the first time, I said this love through this moment. Because to propose to you is impossible because you are already my wife. But somehow I felt it was important to say this because you are something precious and this is my way of rewarding you. I love you my wife, please love me too...

" This fast...? " Task the Light.

What an unthinkable response from Doni. He thought the Light would baper and directly embrace him. But he was really shocked by the question that Light was asking. For a moment Doni was stunned while thinking of the right answer.

" You may be shocked and disbelieving. " Doni confirmed the location of the diamond-roofed necklace that step, then helped Light to put back his hijab. Once done Doni pulled Light to sit on a chair that shaped a long sofa that fit for two people.

The light follows what Doni directs . He's still waiting for an explanation from Doni. Her eyes did not escape her husband's slightly stiffened face. Maybe Doni was disappointed at the response of Light. But for the Light he needs to question it all.

" Maybe you don't believe in it yet. But this is the reality, Orange. You know...? If you marry me at Ibuk's request. She's the one who fell in love with you for the first time. And that too at the first meeting. " Doni observed the face of Light still waiting for Doni to speak further.

" Sister's life was always filled with Tiara at first. Maybe because she's the first woman you ever loved. Since adolescence only Tiara has been able to enter my heart. And finally married, had children, until finally. Only Tiara is here. " Donis pressed his palm on his chest.

" And the day full of Tiara continued until ten years later. Photos of Tiara, Tiara's clothes, Tiara's room and anything that concerns Tiara, no one is able to take Abang out of his place. Including here." Doni pointed back at his chest. The light felt his heart throbbing hearing such great love from Doni for Tiara. But he remained silent waiting for Doni's next speech.

" Until Brother is curious about the woman I betrothed to Brother. Brother investigated you from your origins to when your life was rented. " The light's forehead starts to shrink.

" Everything... ? " Task the Light.

" Everything but not in detail, just the outline. And at that time Brother also had a picture of you before marriage. Subconsciously Brother is interested in meeting you.And after the problem of Binar encourages Abang to believe to accept the matchmaking that Ibuk and Rania want. Even with the reason to protect you. Because back then, that was the most appropriate reason to tie you up. It's hard to get you married under normal circumstances considering you have severe KDRT problems. " Continue Doni.

" Ibuk once said that you try to accept someone, and let someone in then you can escape from the snare of the past . Ibuk said it will not be difficult to accept you and like you. And it turns out that it's too easy for you to fall for your charms. " Doni grabbed Light's hand and stroked gently with his thumb. The light sat on its side facing Doni.

" You come in a way you can't, be yourself . With your attitude and how you are. You are not interested in my money, my position, and my social status. If you don't draw you closer, you will always feel unworthy. And you entered into my heart with your attention, with your simple attitude, and with your affection especially for Ibuk . You are sincere without you thinking about your happiness. Always put me first, mother and son. That's what's charming in you. "

" So don't blame you if falling in love is that easy. " Continue Doni. " How ? Did you believe it ? " Tanya Doni waits for Light's response.

" Thank you for making Aya valuable. Having a brother is a fortune for me and my son. Honestly Aya felt special today, let alone this. I know this is no ordinary diamond. Aya felt inappropriate. But after you spoke, Aya wanted to be yours forever. May...

Doni pulled the soft Light in her embrace. Pecking the face beside Light and the top of his head many times. Her heart was warm even though Light did not answer her love statement clearly. But Doni knew Light had the same taste as him. Both dissolve in the same euphoria of a flowering heart.

*****

The light awaits Doni in the parking lot. After finishing their dinner, Doni invited him home because it was late at night. But arriving at the parking lot Doni suddenly wanted to go to the toilet. So Light had to wait for Doni to finish his business first.

Without the Light knowing someone was approaching him. And then pulled the Light's hand a little hard until the Light's body was dragged towards the man who pulled it and almost touched. Lucky Light reflex cupped his bag in the front of his body. Of course the incident made the Light spontaneously suffocate.

After sharpening his vision, the Light realized that the person was Fakhrul. The Light quickly pushed Fakhrul with all its might . But Fakhrul's energy is no match for Light.

" Detach, Mas... " The light is trying to affirm his voice. But his voice still sounded trembling. It was a pity that the vast parking lot was too quiet and no one was visible to the Light.

" Aya, don't be afraid. They won't hurt you. I just want to talk for a minute. " Fakhrul tried to soften his voice even though his heart was rumbling with jealousy.

" No, you'll definitely run away and get away from me. Listen Aya Mas wants to tell you, if Mas is cured. Mas has been rehabilitated for approximately two years until declared clean . " Fakhrul still blabbering without noticing that the Light has now been trembling because of his actions.

" Please Mas, Aya please... " It is not just the fear of Fakhrul, but the Light also does not want to come into contact with Fakhrul. Because Fakhrul is not a man who can touch him.

" Hear Mas, Aya. I still love you so much. It's still the same as before and hasn't changed a bit. Let's start from the beginning with the kids. " Say Fakhrul without shame.

" Aya's married, so please.please let go." By trying to remain calm the Light pulled his hand from Fakhrul's grasp, but in vain. The eyes of Wild Light turned to the left and to the right hoping that someone would come. But the hope of the Light was also in vain.

" It doesn't matter Aya, Mas can get you out of here. We go to Australia. Divorce him, I'll help you. Want ya...? " Fakhrul still holds his heart to not draw the Light in his arms .

Fakhrul was so disappointed to see the Light being frightened of him. But Fakhrul tried not to care. She only needs to convince Light if she still loves him.

" I'm sorry Mas, Aya is married and Aya loves her...

" No Aya. You're just comfortable with her. Maybe because he was being nice to you. That's why I promise to treat you better. Believe that... Mas sure you still love the same Mas, is not Mas your first love ? " Fakhrul is still very confident.

" No longer. please... " The light is getting scared. Fakhrul's grip tightened on his hand, causing pain.

" Don't force Mas to force it, Aya. I know you are not sure yet. Not what is important you want to come with Mas , you will definitely get used to it again. " Fakhrul's remarks are getting more and more absurd.

Light knows there is no point insisting with Fakhrul. The light knew very well the stubborn character of Fakhrul. He won't stop until he gets what he wants. The Light only hoped that Doni would come to save him from this monster that scared the Light.

"Yes, if you refuse don't blame Mas if you make it, come on... " After arriving Fakhrul again drew the Light towards him and intended to clutch him.

" Let go or I scream...! " The light struck his hand hard though it could not break Fakhrul's grip. But at least I can avoid his embrace.

" Don't be stubborn, honey... Come on...! " Fakhrul began to show his anger. His face hardened and flushed.

" You are stubborn. I am married and I love my husband. " Squealing Light with overflowing emotions. His body shivered not only from fear but also from anger.

" You didn't hear my wife...

" Bugh "

" Bugh "

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Sorry late's... 🥰🙏