Scratches of Past Wounds

The suffering never ends

The night moves late. The light lay in bed alone. The clock on the wall has shown at twelve thirty midnight. But the Light's eyes are reluctant to fall asleep. Until this late Doni has not shown signs to return.

The restlessness of Light not only feels awkward or imagines that yes yes yes in the evening of the bride .But also because Doni has not returned until the morning. Bad thoughts begin to haunt the Light. What's more, Marinda called her husband many times.

The light becomes paranoid himself considering his experiences that are often left behind by Fakhrul in the past. Which turned out Fakhrul was busy mixing love with other women . The feeling of Light suddenly pinched considering all that. And Doni... Light doesn't yet know what her husband is doing right now.

At exactly two o'clock in the morning the door of the luxurious room opened a little hard. The light had just fallen asleep about half an hour ago. That slender body jerked away instantly. Light that is sensitive to sound when the night instantly overreacts.

Moreover, the aroma of alcoholic beverages that burst into the nasal cavity Light pecked his panic. The subconscious Light brought it about four years ago. The beginning of the Light hated the smell of that bastard drink. Slowly hatred brings Light to deep fear . It can cause pain even if it smells.

Every time Fakhrul brought the foul scent home, it was certain that Light's body would feel pain due to the cruelty of Fakhrul's hand afterwards . And the suffering would not stop until Fakhrul lost his consciousness of fatigue and alcohol.

And tonight the light again smelled the same scent. His body began to ache, his bones stiffly unable to move, and sweat had soaked all over his body. By squeezing the blanket wrapped around his body the light vented out his feeling of excessive anxiety.

Doni comes in with a little body. Her eyes were looking for a light switch by touching the wall.

" No "

Instantly the room that was dim is now brightly lit. The light could see Doni being a little messy. His shirt buttons top open some . Shabby face and random hair scramble. The same view the Light saw a few years ago.

" Hey. sorry to bother you. " Doni smiled as he removed his remaining shirt buttons. Doni was half drunk. He can still see the Light clearly .

After it opened all Doni let go of it with great difficulty . His condition affected by alcohol left him unfocused. While Light can only stare with a quivering gaze .

" Light I want to embrace you. " Don's question no longer seems important. Because Doni immediately threw his body to the side of the Light that was lying. Does not feel clear liquid propagating through the corner of the eye Light.

" I want you tonight, isn't this our first night ? " Another question is not necessary, for with a single pull the blanket of Light has been lying helplessly on the floor.

Light using a satin shirt that is only limited to the calf. And now even exposed to the thigh due to the pull of Doni. With a little courage left Light pulled her nightgown over her legs.

" You're so skinny, have you never eaten ? Look at this so small. " Doni squeezed the thighs of the Light squash.

" A... ! " The light suffocated in shock and gnawing at his thighs.

" It hurts yeah, sorry. he. he . " Doni even chuckled without feeling guilty.

Without saying much more Doni began to shower the Light with a small kiss full face Light . Doni's hands were not silent. Now Light's nightgown has been dragged from the bottom to her waist because Doni's hands are busy stroking the skin of her thighs to her stomach.

" Bang.. stop it ! " The discomfort in her stomach made Light want to stop Doni. The light wants to vomit. But Doni is becoming. His body tremors were no longer under control.

" Don't turn me down right now, I want it so badly. " Doni's voice sounded hoarse and pleaded. Then Doni kisses the lips of Light that are peach colored intensely and ends with ******* .

Although subtle vibrations still dominate the Light body, Doni is not affected because of it. Not that Doni doesn't feel it, but that Doni's passion is mastering his common sense .And without the need for a long linger Light's nightgown had escaped past her head. Immediately shame surrounded the Light with both hands Light tried to cover his exposed body.

Doni fell silent fixated on the scene in front of him with a gaze that was hard to decipher. The intense gazes on that thin body further made Light lose confidence .Doni's eyes locked on the fifteen-centimeter-long seams underneath the chest of Light.

Doni gently felt but instantly let go after feeling the rough surface of the scar. The light that was pushed by the embarrassment as fast as lightning grabbed the dress that Doni had just thrown on the bed. And immediately covered his makeshift body.

" Is that what he did ? " Doni said without looking into the Light's eyes, but instead flicked the attached dress without being properly attached .

The light cannot make its sound. His body tremors are getting louder. Fear, shame and mixed with trauma that the Light is unable to control.

" This... ! " Doni pointed to the inner left thigh which also had a suture mark of about eight centimeters. " It's a sharp weapon." Doni not ask questions but rather to convince himself.

The light froze again while hiding his body as much as possible. Without Light, Doni even turned the Light body so that the back of Light was plastered in front of him.

There are scratches and tear marks of small size scattered full back Light. The cigarette flame wound that began to look faint also did not escape from Doni's eyes. What else the effects of alcohol that Doni felt began to diminish.

" Reply... Is this all his doing? "Well, Doni's voice rose.

" i.iii... Yes ! " The startled light suddenly replied despite stammering. The light is really shivering now. Fear light. The light is so scared. Her cheeks were wet from now on. The nausea had churned violently in his stomach.

" Disease.... ! "

" Deg "

Crushed already the heart of Light. One last word that Doni spoke stabbed in his heart. Her husband was disgusted at her. Light body thin and full of wounds made her husband disappointed. Now not only his psychics are depressed but his heart is fractured by a thousand.

Especially after saying one word of destruction, Doni left the Light alone, somewhere. The light that had been crying in silence now no longer held back its lamentation. That heartbreaking roar was muffled within that luxurious room.

With the remaining energy the Light tried to go down and pick up the blankets that were on the floor . But ill-fated, when lowered head Light turned fiercely. The Light can no longer open its eyes. And without anyone knowing the Light collapsed instantly on the cold floor of the bridal room.

Complete already suffered the Light on the night of his wedding. Trauma that has long been no longer disturbing, now comes a relapse at the wrong time. The words of the husband who has not twenty-four hours married her, has been stuck in to the deadly taste that began to Light felt. And now the Light was unconscious alone in his bridal chamber.

There was too much hope for her wedding this time. Doni's warm attitude began to cause a pink effect on the Light heart. The family of Doni who loves his children adds to the belief of Light. At least the fate of both his children is better than her. Having a family that Light wanted all this time.

But what Light imagines is not as beautiful as the reality of natural Light. Orange light beautiful name given the mother was not as beautiful as the story of her life.

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