Scratches of Past Wounds

Wanna be happy

Shopping event stay discourse. Both lovebirds now enjoy a night on the beach. By eating appetizing seafood. Light that does not like seafood so addictive .

A spice-rich Indonesian-style seasoning alloy sprinkled on a perfectly cooked red Kakap fish. Plus sambal terasi typical of West Java and lalapan as a complement.

Shamelessly the Light devoured the dish to the point of no silence. Doni's eyes did not move from the face of the Light. How to eat Light as it is publishes a thin smile on Doni's lips. For a moment Doni's heart compared the two women who had stopped in this life.

Tiara who eats always use elegant way. Not spared from flatware and knives. Tiara never wanted to be invited to eat in a simple dining place even middle class restaurants did not. Tiara loves the classy dishes of the five-star hotel, which serves foreign dishes. Tiara is also used to attending official dining events and mastering Table manner well.

It is very different from how you eat light. Not that Light eats haphazardly, doesn't know the rules. Light still eat politely only Light does not hesitate to eat using hands. Eat without burden. Light loves simple dishes. His taste is typical Indonesian.

But I don't know why Doni likes the way Light eats. It looks natural and is not made or pretentious. How to chew food that makes others see it so tasteful . Well... They look what they are and are not boring.

" Sister.the food will not run out if it is in grapein. Eaten, Bang to be full. Lagian Abang saw Aya eating his food. " The light felt uncomfortable as Doni looked at him eating. Fear of Doni being distracted by his eating ways.

" Great to see you eat. " Say Doni chuckled small.

" why... Aya messy huh ? Or look greedy or disrespectful. " Doni was even stunned to hear the anxious Light.

" No, you eat it normally and relax. Not pretentious jaim and pretentious, as is and not pura. Brother likes. " Say Doni honestly.

" Let's say Aya ate a builder's kayak. " Reply Light frown. And Doni is getting louder and louder.

" Yes.yes, skinny builder ! " Say Doni in between her laughs. But Doni's laughter suddenly stopped seeing the change in the face of the gloomy Light.

Created momentary silence . Doni was still staring at Light who pura pretended to be busy with her food. The words of Doni do not offend the Light but insecure. Of course Light's mind again compared his body to Tiara's.

The tiara is densely packed, not fat but contained in the right part, while the Light is thin high and looks flat where it is. Nothing interesting. If juxtaposed with honest Doni, Light feels inappropriate.

" I'm sorry, you didn't intentionally. His intention was just kidding. " Said Doni who still hoped Light raised his face. Doni wants to look at the sad face of his wife who is now losing her confidence again. So depressed Light with his physical and psychological condition that is far from healthy.

" Can you please take advice ? " Say Doni fishing Light to stare at him. But Doni's hope was dashed upon hearing the voice of the Light that slightly shook. But keep looking down at the plate that still leaves a little food.

" What advice ? "

" On the top floor, near the Blue room next to the library there is a room that leads to the backyard. With a large glass window. You ever been there ?" Light shakes. " There is a private gym owned by Brother. Every morning after dawn accompany sports brother, want ? "

" Want...

" All of you too, later Brother who became his instructor. " Add Doni. Then the brown eyes turned towards Doni.

" Son told Aya to exercise ? " Ask Light ensure.

" Hm... " Doni replied with deheman because his mouth was full of food.

" Who takes care of breakfast for whose brother and son ? " Task the Light again.

" There are a lot of maids in the house, honey . Don'worry. We'll set the time. Good thing three times a week. Your job is not greatly disturbed. " Doni spoke without sin, while the Light had frozen hearing the miraculous word that Doni had said just now.

" i. yes... " Reply to the Light at last. Doni smiled as he rubbed the head of Light.

" Let's continue eating . " The two returned to eating quietly until their food ran out.

The night is getting late making the air cooler. After eating, the two decided to go home. Just a simple date but Light and Doni can talk to each other. Open yourself up to be more open to each other.

At least today Doni was a little relieved. His guilt for the Light was slightly reduced. In his heart Doni is determined to try to pull Tiara to the corner of his heart,. That's what he's supposed to do. To forget Doni is sure he can't afford . Doni just needs to empty the space that should belong to the Light. For now his wife is the Light.

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Week pass...

Doni's changes begin to show, more often talk to the Light . Do not forget they exchange messages even for trivial things. They have also done exercise plans several times. And this week Light also sleeps alone in his room.

Doni... ? I don't know. The light did not want to imagine Doni sleeping in Tiara's room. The light did not want to break his heart. The light just wants to heal with enough sleep as Doctor Nadya said. Although there is a sedative but Light wants to sleep without medication.

Medications are only for emergencies. That's why Light asked Doni to sleep separate rooms. Because of the habit of Doni who came home late and drinking habits that are difficult to stop.

As per the schedule that has been determined, today Light returned to the clinic owned by Doctor Nadya. Still in the counseling stage and seeing the development of Light during this one week. But the light is not alone. Rania accompanied him this time because Rania forced her to.

Of course Rania wanted to know the current state of Light. And now they're on their way to the clinic.

" So you really split the room with Kak Doni ? " Rania had just heard from Ratih's mother so Rania couldn't wait to ask the Light.

" right... " Answer the Light briefly.

" Continue...

" What on...

" Kok asked instead. I meanwhy?? How does it continue ? " Say Rania with sewot.

" Hmm... The reason you know right ? But the point is we still need a little time to be able to accept each other. I need time to heal and you need time to change. " Obviously Light.

" You need time, but not too long. It is becoming increasingly difficult to build chemistry. " Said Rania.

" Yes, I will try. Nia. " Task the Light in doubt.

" Of course we can, but we need a doctor for a consultation. I have an acquaintance with the Doctor named Rose, let me ask you about the Doctor who is suitable for your problem. Relax Aya. I will help you. Hah.it feels relieved to hear from your own mouth. From yesterday I wanted to take you, but I'm afraid you're offended. Moreover, I know you're again into a psychiatrist. " Rania speaks without brakes. She was happy Light wanted to heal her scar .

" I want to heal Rania.. erasing all that dark time.From the heart . I want to feel happy...

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Good luck 💕