Scratches of Past Wounds

Asa strung

After returning from the clinic of Doctor Nadya, Doni delivered Light back home. And after lunch Doni went to the office to work. But arriving at the office Doni instead sat pensively facing towards the glass window that displays the appearance of a crowded downtown.

Doctor Nadya's words are still ringing in Doni's ears. A bit of a picture of the hellish night events that Light experienced until the trauma that triggered Anxiety Disorder for Light.

Doni was a little curious about what the Soul Doctor said about the Fakhrul family that covered the case of the natural Light. The case included severe persecution. Especially related to drug cases. But Fakhrul could be released after three months in prison. It was incredible.

And the woman who was the beginning of the household disaster his wife. Amelia, who is that woman and where is she ? Why is it that people as great as the Fakhrul family are unable to find Fakhrul's second woman. There must be another hand hiding it.

But from all the info that Doni gets, Doni is more interested in the trauma that natural Light. Doni didn't think Light had any trauma to the night. Fear of light will recur at night. Including knocking on doors at night. Both in the room with the man at night. The smell of alcohol at night. The sound of broken glass at night.

All that Light felt was the impact of the violence he experienced at night. And more surprisingly Light experienced trauma to xxx relationships at night. Therefore Doctor Nadya recommends that Doni more often approach the Light during the day.

 Slowly but surely, if Light feels comfort during the day, it is likely that Light can pass through it at night. At the heart of it all is a sense of security and comfort. Light will heal faster. For that the magnitude of Doni's role in this.

Remembering Doctor Nadya's words, Doni decides to go home. While it was still daytime Doni wanted to make the most of today. In the hope that the light can give a positive response.

Upon arrival at the house Doni found the Light in the flower garden owned by his mother. But Light is not gardening. Instead of sitting on a long bench facing the swimming pool. The light seemed to be reading a book.

Doni stepped closer unheard. At first glance Doni stole to know the book that Light read. A smile suddenly appeared on that handsome face. His wife read a book about pleasing her husband. Which husband is unhappy if his wife learns to please him.

Doni feels above the clouds now. It feels like Doni is holding Light to the room now if only Light was a normal woman without psychic damage. But Doni had to hold back a little to make Light comfortable with her.

" Good reading, we're just practicing. " Say Doni teases the Light. Of course making the Light flinch in shock.

" Sister.k is here. Not that he said to the office. " Task Light diverts the topic.

" How else until the office, brother misses. Hence home. " Doni who was standing behind the Light, now moved towards the front. And lay his head on the thigh of Light.

" Is there a problem ? " Task Light when he sees Doni closing his eyes.

" Nothing, just tired. Massage your head Brother, Orange . " Say Doni and close your eyes.

Light placed her book beside her body and gently massaged her husband's head. The Eye of Light did not switch from Doni's handsome face. Jaw is firm, nose is quite high. Doni's skin is slightly darker than Light. Thick eyebrows are perfect for framing the eyes of the eagle.

The light continued to stare at the faithful Doni closing her eyes. The gentle massage of Light made Doni relaxed and reluctant to stop. Until some time passed Doni kept his eyes closed and did not move a bit.

" Sleeping brother...? " Watching Doni close his eyes for so long makes the Light dare to make a sound. But Doni won't say it.

" Totally sleeping. " Slowly Light murmur. With how dare the Light caressed Doni's face gently. From the cheeks to the jaws of Doni who often makes Light want to touch but not dare. A small smile rose on his thick lips as he could do just that.

Doni remained silent and did not react. Convince the Light if Doni is asleep.

" Pretty... " The Speech of Light is very subtle but is heard very clearly by someone.

" I'm still scared... " Advanced Light. His hands grew bolder and continued to lightly caress. Until the Light palm cupped Doni's left cheek intact.

" Why should I be afraid ? " After arriving Doni spoke without opening his eyes, it's just that his palm is now fused with the back of the Light hand on his cheek.

The light suddenly pulled her hand on Doni's cheek, but it was too late because Doni had locked the taut fingers in his hand. And Light grew even more nervous as Doni opened his eyes staring from down there.

" Don't be afraid of me, I'll never hurt. I'm not a predator or a heartless psychopath. I never even laid my hand on a woman. " Doni spoke softly but with great emphasis. By calling himself "me "me means Doni affirms and means really . The light just freezes.

" Good.later you buy a lot of books like this. " Doni smiled intently at the Light. Making the Light throw away the distant view of Doni. Hiding his blushing face.

" So you think, handsome brother ? " Doni teased the Light with his rancid smile.

" Bang pura sleeps. " That's all that can come out of Light's mouth with a face irritated.

" Who said my brother slept ? You just enjoy your soothing massage. Next time you want to massage in another part, may ? " Task Doni full of meaning.

" Aya is not good at massaging. " Answer the Light.

" Can.where there is a wife who can not massage the husband. As long as you want to, you can. "

" Alright, next time Aya tries. "

" Good.. Now come with Brother. " Doni pulled the hand Gentle Light, and Light complied.

It turned out that Doni was bringing Light into their room. Once there Doni picks something up at the dressing table .It turned out to be a small bottle containing Light's olive oil.

" Now massage your back, Abang achy body too much sitting facing the laptop. " Doni put the bottle of Olive oil in the Light's hand and then opened his shirt.

" Come, Orange. Don't fuck around there. " The light flinched from the freezing and it turned out that Doni had been sleeping on his stomach in bed waiting to be massaged.

Light began to approach and sit at Doni's side. Dropped a few drops of oil on her husband's wide back. Then start massaging. The gentle movement of the hands of Light made Doni unable to help close his eyes. Movement from shoulder to back to waist Doni that feels soothing and fun.

" Sister wants to be massaged like this often, orange. It's delicious, Brother never felt a massage this good. " Say Doni as it is.

" Don't over-complicate, surely Tiara's Mbak massage is more delicious. " Unconsciously the mouth of Light said something that was in his heart.

Doni opened his eyes. The Speech of Light illustrates if the treatment of Doni that is always about Tiara at the beginning of marriage is clearly visible in the heart of Light. Making the Light unsure of the earnestness that Doni did or said for him.

Doni turned his body back. With a single jolt Doni pulled the Light falling over his chest. The gazes of the two interlocked for a moment and the Light decided first. Gently Doni releases the instant pasmina winding on the head of Light . Leave long wavy hair tied one over the nape of Light.

" Why always carry Tiara's name when we're both. That name is so in your heart. " The voice of Doni sounded a little hoarse.

" No, sorry. Aya did not mean to insinuate or offend. Aya was spontaneous. Excuse me... " The Light felt that Doni was angry because he mentioned the name of his loved one.

" Why apologize, you just ask. It must be Brother who apologizes, because of your brother's attitude so feel that Tiara is always there at every step of my way. " Doni pulled the head of Light to fall on his chest. Doni feels guilty for his wife, because she is a difficult Light to accept her sincerity.

" Orang, don't mention the name Tiara when we're like this. I'm replacing it with your name. And let the Tiara name in its proper place. Help Brother !! " Said Doni really while continuing to embrace the Light in his chest.

" Yes, Aya will help. " The light returned Doni's embrace with all her heart. Trying to accept and surrender herself to her husband. Doni's trying on him too. There is no harm in trying to start believing.

The two dissolve in hope that they begin to strangle.

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