Scratches of Past Wounds

Just misunderstand it ?

Time keeps rolling in as the day keeps changing. Life changes as seasons . Likewise with Doni who continues to try to change his bad habits. Alcohol habits that are difficult to abandon.

At the suggestion of Aryo Doni also busies himself with sports and reduces visits to the Night Club . Little by little Doni began to live a healthy life for the struggle to coexist with the Light.

As promised, Light also participated in fitness with Doni. A variety of sports equipment is available in that special room. Like a mini gym studio. Light always choose to use static bike . Easier to use.

Remembering Light Doni also remembered wanting to go to a sportswear store. Light has no sportswear. Each of them fitness with Light always use the same training pants . This afternoon Doni took the time to look for sportswear for Light.

Doni did not buy training pants, but rather some tight rubber pants of various models. Also the boss who does not lose tight . Clothing that women can wear for sports such as zumba, aerobics, and yoga.

Either Light wants to wear it or not. But Doni will make Light wear that outfit. The Gym Room belongs to Doni like a special room, not just anyone who enters except family. There was no man in the house except Doni and Blue. While the driver and gardener and guard are only outside the house unless allowed to enter for a reason. So Doni can still keep the Light exposed to other men's views.

With a smile that expands Doni enters the house with a few tote bags in his hand. The long leg continued towards the Light room. Doni opens without knocking first. But Doni did not find the Light.

 Doni sat in bed with his cell phone in his hand. The sound of water in the bathroom convinced Doni that Light was bathing. So Doni doesn't have to call or look for the Light anymore. All the tote bags were neatly lined up on the sofa.

The sound of the door opening forced Doni's eyes towards the bathroom. Light comes out using a bath kimono and hair rolled up towels on the head. The two pairs of eyes were intertwined with different views of meaning.

" Sister... What's wrong ? " Task Rigid Light .

" What does it have to be, can you come here first ? " Task Doni back. There's another in Doni's view. There was something different with Light, but Doni couldn't think what was different.

" Not really, just feeling strange arrived Brother came home this afternoon. " Light stepped towards the wall in closet to avoid awkwardness.

Doni was stunned between being confused about to answer or overtake the Light. The orange is different, looks more full and the face more fresh. Doni thumped, his blood rippled. Like there was a magnet that pulled Doni stepped following the Light into a small room where clothes and dressing room.

The light is sorting out her clothes and equipment. After feeling complete Light intends to change clothes in the bathroom because this room only has a sliding door without a key. But Light was forced to stop in place, as Doni blocked his steps right at the exit.

" Sister, Aya change clothes first. " The Light wishes that Doni would go from there. But Doni was silent with a difficult look.

" Replace, Brother just stand here. "

" Don't joke, Aya has to prepare dinner. Brother look out first Aya wants to go to the bathroom. " Light clarifies her desire .

" Here alone, Brother Halal saw it. " Of course Doni's gone mad thinking it's easy, how could Light do it without shame. They are not like a couple. Even during the wedding the Light was still untouched though it almost happened.

" Brother why the hell... Watch out ! " Instead of stepping aside, Doni was getting closer and pulling the waist of Light in the winding of his hand. The whimper of Light was driving him crazy.

The light clutched his clothes so that his chest did not come into direct contact with Doni. And the eyes of both of them were adrift back in silence.

" Why...? Are you afraid of brother ? " Light shakes. " You're getting prettier, is the therapy working ? Your eyes are alive and no longer pocketed. "

" Yes... Aya can sleep enough, but still consume anti-depressants. But the dose has been reduced. " Answer to the Light that is still in Doni's entanglement.

One month since the talk, the light has changed a lot. Light maintain the diet as recommended by Dr. Nadya. And Light was forced to use medicine to sleep. Anti-depressant drugs prescribed by Doctor Nadya because Cahaya still experience sleep disorders even though Doni no longer sleeps with her.

Light is also preoccupied by a schedule to an aesthetic clinic. The clinic belongs to Rose's friend, Rania's acquaintance. Slowly but surely the scar on Light's body began to fade. Along with the Light body that started to fill up a bit, the scar also thinned and disappeared. Leave scars from surgery and some stitches in the thighs and back Light.

Although the traces of the scar have been thinned but still visible . The doctor said plastic surgery should be done if you want to disappear completely. But Light had felt enough, at least his body was no longer full of black spots where mana .

Light skin care is not only limited to the former violence. But Light did the treatment on her whole body. Now Light is preoccupied with various Skincare and treatments. Money can change everything. And the Light doesn't need to think about money anymore.

As Rania said "From husband to husband. So spend your husband's money to please your husband. Then he will gladly fill your account with money. Doni's money won't run out just to take care of yourself and your body." That is the doctrine that Rania always emphasizes on the Light.

Now the Light proves Rania's words. Doni could not take his eyes off the Light. Doni's question is also proof that now Light managed to divert Doni's eyes. But his heart .. I don't know. The light needs a little more time.

" Wait a little more time, Bang. " The Light finally answered.

" why... Brother wants to be with you, Orange. Brother wants to convince you that you really need you. " Doni's honest. Since their room was closed, they were getting closer.

Communication that starts intense, often chatting about anything. Sports together, and not infrequently Doni do skinship although not too intimate. Just a kiss on the forehead when you go home from work. And the Light that serves all the needs of Doni.

All of that makes Doni feel like he needs Light all the time for everything. The touch of a small touch makes it difficult for Doni to resist desire. It is undeniable that the adult male Doni has had his halal woman . Moreover, from the beginning Doni had an unusual taste in Light.

" But Aya was afraid of disappointing Brother. Aya's scar has not disappeared completely later Abang disgusted. " The Light-squeak let out his heart.

" When you're disgusted by me. How could you be like that while you know what caused it. Why do you think you'd be disgusted by you, Orange. " Say Doni who does not accept the supposition of Light on him.

" Sister once told Aya. That was why Aya did not dare to open herself in front of Brother. " The light looked at Doni with a sad look.

" When ? My brother never said that. How could you be like that. " Donce reassured himself that everything the Light said never happened.

" On the first night, before Aya fainted. Brother leaves Aya after seeing Aya's disgusting body. " The Light Cry no longer held him. It's been a long time since the Light held tight when it remembered that night. And the Light keeps all alone.

" Athaghfirullah's... " Doni held the Light tightly in his chest. " You misunderstood me, honey. Brother said disgusting it wasn't your body. Brother cursed the actions of the man who soiled every smooth body. Deeds disgusting. Not yourself. " Doni tightened his arms and left an old kiss on the exposed neck of Light.

The cry of Light grew louder, even sounding heartbreaking. Doni's heart was heartbroken to remember what he did that night. How he left the Light half naked. And found Light unconscious all night until hypothermia.

" I'm sorry, Brother. Pardon...! That's what keeps you away from your brother. " The light nodded in tears. " The wrong brother, this kind of husband of mine. " Say Doni lirih . Doni closed his eyes permeating the mistakes he made many times to the woman in his arms.

" Sorry...

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