Scratches of Past Wounds

Anxiety Disorders

Since the talk at the dinner table Doni avoids the Light. Doni felt that the Light needed time to accept her and her feelings . While Light still does his job as a wife well except for bed problems. Because Doni himself never asked for his right to the Light.

Rania and Ratih's mother can see that their relationship is not good. Both Doni and Light seem to communicate rigidly. Formality when with family only.

Rania tried to talk to the Light from heart to heart. She did not want Light to suffer more after marrying her brother. With the approval of Ratih Rania's mother also invited Cahaya to enjoy a massage at a SPA and beauty clinic.

" We'll book a room that's for both. Let me talk. " Said Rania upon arrival in the lobby of a massage place mistress lady money.

" I don't like being alone either. " Answer Light.

Rania steps up to the reception desk to book the room and the kind of treatment they want. While Light waits on the couch in the SPA lobby. The light suddenly saw someone he knew.

" Hi Doctor Nadya. Remember me, Light ? " Greet the Light while extending his hand was about to greet.

" Hey... Light ? Meaning Orange light, Bunda Bar. ? " Said the Doctor a little in disbelief as he welcomed Light's helping hand.

" Right Doc, I'm Light. How are the doctors, long time no see. "

" I'm good, what about you and Binar. Do they still recur often ? " Tell the doctor back.

" Binar's been a lot better, Doc. " Answer Light .

" Why don't you continue your therapy. I know if you haven't healed the Light. It is unfortunate if left to dissolve. Trauma, phobia or other mental illness should be treated quickly and appropriately. You have Anxiety Disorder. It's very disturbing your life. Are you still traumatized by the smell of alcoholic beverages ? " The light nodded in response to the Doctor's question.

" That could be a trigger Anxiety Disorder that relapses. If you continue to be depressed severely. Come on Light. For the sake of the two children treat you. And I can see if you're sleep deprived and very thin from the last time we met. Don't tell me if the dream comes back. " The light was confused to answer.

How could she say that lack of sleep because her husband always smelled of alcohol every night. Seeing the silence of Light Doctor Nadya only smiled gently. As a Psychiatrist he knew Light should not be suppressed. And Nadya understood that Light kept something she could not open in public.

" Ok, light like this. Come to my clinic. We should start your therapy again if we want to live a quieter and happier life. I wait for !" Doctor Nadya rubbed the Light's shoulders.

" Good Doc, I'll do. I'll call the doctor again. Thank you for remembering. " Speak Light friendly.

" I'll say yes, see you next time. " Madhya passed away. The light was still glued to the back of Doctor Nadya. Back to the doctor's words. Until a pat on her shoulder made Light aware that there was Rania nearby.

The light shakes in shock. Did Rania hear what Doctor Nadya said ? The question haunted the Light's mind instantly. But Rania's words made the Light close her eyes.

" So you have Anxiety Disorder ? And you kept it a secret from me ? " Rania Lecture.

" Sorry, Nia. I haven't had a chance to tell you. " The light can only stare with guilt.

" And Brother Doni carries alcohol on his body every night and you just shut up. How did you get through all this, huh...? Rania could not imagine being the Light. " How about , Aya ! " Call Rania.

" Where do you know Bang Doni...

" Of course from Ibuk, you think you can hide your problems in front of Ibuk. No... ! Only he doesn't know what your problems are. " Cut Rania.

" Yes, I failed to help return Brother to your liking, Nia. My brother even stopped by the club every day and came home half drunk. I can't get close to him because of him. As you heard earlier, I had a trauma to the smell of alcohol. " Light bowed weakly lamenting his helplessness.

" Don't blame yourself. Doni's brother is stupid. Yes ... already, let's continue our goal. I'm getting dizzy. " Rania pulled the Light into the special room she had just reserved.

" You take it easy, I'll make Brother Doni regret ignoring you. " Inadvertently Rania did not ask many things because Rania began to understand the direction of Light speech . The disgust that Light spoke must have been about the body of Light that was full of scars.

" See you, brother....

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In accordance with the promise of Light yesterday with Doctor Nadya, now Light ventured to return to therapy. Light stopped therapy for financial reasons. Now Light has a magic card for his personal needs. There is no harm when used for therapy, right ?

" How, what have you been going through lately, Light ? "Ask Doctor Nadya while starting counseling sessions.

" I'm married, Doc. "

" Wow ! What an incredible progress. I don't think you can afford to marry again. At least it took a long time. " Said Doctor Nadya.

" Forced, Doc. The man returned and made Binar relapse. And of course I am too. And I'm afraid he'll hurt us. I need protection and my husband is the one who can protect us from that man. " Light of Light.

" Tell me about your husband, Light. "

" He dislikes me, suppose we marry only. And the problem is that he likes to consume alcoholic beverages. "

" What you experience when you are near him. " Doctor Nadya recorded every reply of Light.

" Dizziness, nausea, tremors and. And I'm having trouble sleeping, Doc. " Answer Light. " Every once in a while to vomit "Continue Light.

" Alright, enough light to get here. " Doctor Nadya closed her journal. Then sit facing the light.

" Didn't you tell her your psychic condition. Maybe you need to talk from heart to heart. So that he stops his obvious destructive bad habit. Not only him but you too, Light. " Doctor Nadya noticed the change in the face of the Light that returned grim.

" Why... Is there another problem ? Ask Dr. Nadya again.

" That's it, Doc. I'm afraid he's getting more ill-feel on me. The doctor knows, right ? My body is thin and there are a lot of disgusting scars. If she finds out I'm a mentally ill woman ....

" You're too overthinking, Light. Anxiety Disorder a curable mental illness is not a mad illness . And about the body, you have to eat and sleep enough Light to make your weight back ideal. Why don't you try to reach out to your husband's heart ? " Doctor Nadya tries to mesuggest Light.

" Look, Light. First, I will give you a sedative that you must consume so that your sleep is not disturbed. And later I give you a food chart to keep your intake. Remember !! Your recovery should be supported by a healthy body. And of course our body is the main capital to reach the heart of the husband. " Doctor Nadya smiled meaningfully while Light smiled blushed .

" Thank you, Doctor. " Speak Light

" Don't forget next week comes again, we see your progress. "

" Good, Doc. "

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