Scratches of Past Wounds

Close the wound

The meal show that Light expected did not match reality. Marinda's presence ruined her mood. Moreover, the warm kiss that Marinda left on Doni's cheeks made her hurt. Even he has never done.

The bent face that Light can read by Doni. But Doni did not dare to make a sound because the Light was silent without a word. Although Light still serves Doni to provide his food. But the sad look from the big eyeball that one was bothering Doni.

" Damn you Rinda. How should I persuade him. "curses Doni in the heart .

" Orang, get me the vegetable brother. " Pinta Doni opens her voice.

Quickly Light gets Doni vegetables. " So here.. is it enough ? " Task the Light.

" Enough ! Also scandal. " Add Doni. Light painstakingly added the sambal that Doni asked for.

" Hmm... Your cooking is good... Learn where the hell ? Rania who learned from the same old time Ibuk, can not. " Praise Honest Doni.

" Aya likes to cook . Learn anywhere. Books, the internet, social media, television media even improve themselves. " Answer the returned Light continues its meal in silence .

The light did not speak at all of Marinda's kiss on Doni's cheek, nor did Doni. But Doni felt guilty, but confused about how to start. As a result Doni can only sigh slowly.

The view of Doni did not depart from the Light that was busy tidying up their lunch spot earlier . The light remained silent without a word that made Doni go awry. When Light was about to rise up carrying their used glass to the sink, Doni could not bear to not talk anymore.

" Orang.. Are you angry ? " Tanya Doni while holding the hand of Light that was about to rise.

" No, does Aya look angry ? " Task the Light Back. And there was a rough breath of Doni.

" If something bothers you try to talk, you shut up saying that there's something on your mind. " Sweet Doni softly.

" Why don't you just talk, explain what really happened. If you think something is wrong, why wait for Aya to speak . " Light's right, Doni just doesn't know where to start.

Doni was ashamed of the Light for letting Marinda do such a bold thing in front of the Light. Doni also felt very guilty towards his wife. But Doni was afraid that the Light misunderstood him and moved away from him.

" Sorry... " Doni again grabbed the hand of Light that was now standing. " I'm sorry, if Marinda's actions made you angry and upset . But it happened to arrive, brother did not have time to dodge. " Say Doni at the end.

" Aya, of course, did not accept. But how it must have happened. Just enjoy it, Bang. " The light cannot cover his disappointment. The light continued its steps to the sink and put the dirty glass there.

" I'm sorry Brother... " Doni suddenly hugged the Light from behind. Placing his chin on the shoulders of Light. Staring at the gloomy face of Light from behind the mirror in front of them.

While the Light just looked down hiding his blurred vision. The tightness felt pressed against his chest remembering the actions of Marinda. Light feels its right to be usurped and Light is not willing.

Doni turned the Light's body facing him. " Be angry, don't be arrested. You have the right to be angry. But don't shut up, you're confused and don't like it when you're quiet. " Doni embraced the thin body that began to contain it. It was interesting to get into his arms.

Doni felt a subtle vibration from his wife's body and shortly afterwards Doni also felt his shoulders wet. Yep... Her orange cries without a sound . Disappointed that her husband was kissed by another woman before her eyes. And Doni did nothing.

" I'm sorry to disappoint you, I promise to commemorate Marinda later. And this is the last one. " The light breaks away and returns to the sofa. Open the bag and take a tissue to wipe away the rest of her tears.

Both of them performed the prayer of the congregation for the first time. There is a sense of haru in the heart of Light. Hearing his eloquent Doni recite every recitation of his prayers. True said Rania if actually Doni was a devout people. And now the light proves it.

After the prayer Doni invites Light to sit back on the sofa. When Doni speaks four eyes with Light. And finally they sat close together on a long sofa facing each other.

" Orang, it's been almost three months we've been married. And almost two months we split the room. I think it's time we committed seriously. That's why I want to ask you what you feel. Let's find a way to think together. "

" Can you ask me ? " The light nodded its head as it looked towards Doni with a serious look. " Do you want to continue this marriage ? "

" Of course. " Reply Light fast and short. " Aya never intended to retreat even though Brother's heart was not for Aya. " Advanced Light. Doni was slapped by the Light's speech.

" Thank God, but actually from the beginning you've pulled Brother to get closer to you, Orange. Although you can not be sure what the taste is at first. But believe me if ever since we got married slowly you start to come in and affect my heart. For that brother needs you to build that sense to be stronger. You must understand what you mean, right ? "

" I think it's time, we're together. Sharing and building these relationships together to be whole. And starting tonight we'll sleep in the same room." Doni's words sounded firm .

As Doni said before they split the room, when the time comes Doni will come alone without rejection. The Light still remembers what Doni said at that time, and now the Light can't argue anymore. Ready not to be ready The Light is still a wife, and the Light knows very well its obligations.

The time they needed to be able to fix each other's flaws had arrived at its limit. It is time for the Light to accept as Doni has tried to change.

" Alright, if you feel it's time. Can I ask you one thing ? " The light stared intently at her husband's sharp eye bead.

" What do you want to ask ?" Doni.

" Is Ma'am Tiara still in charge here. " The light stroked Doni's chest gently with a gaze that was still staring at Doni's eyes.

" Sister can't get rid of it all at once, Orange . " Doni looked down unable to look at the Light. Light released his hand from Doni's chest.

" It's okay. " The light straightens its seat facing forward. Not to face Doni anymore . There was a sense of disappointment hearing Doni's words. And Doni realized that.

" But you can sleep without going to that room first. He no longer depends on alcohol to sleep. For that Brother needs you to be able to escape little by little. " Doni again pulled the Light to sit closer to him.

Doni always went to Tiara's room before entering the Light room. Doni can't sleep without inhaling the scent that Tiara likes that becomes an opium for Doni. But since determined to change Doni tries not to enter Tiara's room again. And to keep his orange feeling.

" Hear Brother, Orange. It's impossible if you can forget one hundred percent, except you're amnesiac. But we can make more beautiful memories to hoard old memories. Until finally the memories are buried only in the corner of your heart while you and our happiness master it. " Donis really. The light could see the look expectantly in Doni's eyes.

" All right, let's try. They fill and bury the past. Honestly Aya also needs Brother to cover all the scratches of this past wound. " The two held each other firm.

New hope that they lace up for a better future. Getting out of the past is a way to be happy. And they want to be happy and remove the wounds of the past that have been exposed.

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