Scratches of Past Wounds

Not as expected

As Doctor Nadya's appointment came the morning before her practice at her clinic. Provides some stimulation to the Light to attract its consciousness. Transferring spirit through word and touch. Bringing the Light to talk even if it is only a one-way community.

After looking at a while Doctor Nadya again approached Doni on the sofa. To convey some things that must be done and those that are not.

" We need to make him aware immediately, sir. I'm worried about his content. If we lose the baby it could make things worse. I know very well the Light loves his son very much. " Said Doctor Nadya after sitting opposite Doni.

" What can I do, Doc? " Tanya Doni was confused.

" One of them is to bring up the source of his trauma. Maybe her ex-husband ? "

" Is there no other way, Doctor. " Said Doni who disagreed.

" That's one of them, sir. Maybe he can bring his son. Perhaps Light could be drawn to his consciousness. " Said Doctor Nadya again.

" I'll call my sister then so I can bring the children here. "

" In the meantime keep talking, sir. We don't know which words invite his response later. Support through suggestion and do not forget to pray. Then I say goodbye, Mr . This is my schedule at the clinic . " Doctor Nadya said goodbye, and as usual Doni drove up to the entrance.

" Hey baby, you want to work but can't leave you. Brother will accompany you until you recover. Now look for your own breakfast, no one masakin. Brother misses eating shrimp saos pasture your bikinan . Hurry back, honey. Brother misses you. " Doni kept talking without being responded to by the Light.

As Doctor Nadya suggested earlier, invite Light to talk even though there is no response. Maybe there will be a word that reaches into his heart that pulls him from the subconscious. Doni did not despair and continued to talk while finishing his breakfast.

" You miss your kids, baby. My brother misses them. My brother has not been able to keep his promise to them. But you'll make up for it someday. Maybe after you're out. I can't wait for my son to be born. I'm sure he looks like my brother. But Brother wants his nature to be similar to yours . We haven't seen her gender. Come back soon, honey. We check her gender and prepare baby gear. "

Doni continued to talk while looking into Light's eyes hoping for a little response. But all Doni saw was a blank stare. Occasionally Doni rubbed Light's cheeks and stroked her hair. Even Doni framed the face of Light with both hands while forcing Light to look at him. But the result remains the same.

" What a pain it is, honey. Are you so angry ? I'm sorry, you didn't listen to your advice. Brother didn't heed your ban. If time could be turned back, Brother chose not to care about the evil woman. He made Brother as if playing with him when it was just engineering. Relax, there must be a gap to prove his lie. I'm sure none of the rot can be kept for long. Orange darling ... Brother misses. Brother's waiting for you. "

Doni rubbed the corner of his eye. The tightness of his chest spurred the clear liquid to fall without being able to be dammed. Disappointment in him was more stifling for him. Than to lose the tender of billions of rupiah. Even Doni felt that having a lot of money right now was useless to him if he had to see the Light of life like this.

Doni stepped into the bathroom in a hurry. Closing the door and turning on the water faucet with a rush to disguise the sound that will arise. Yep... Doni wailed like a man who lost something precious. The same roar as it used to be when it found a piece of Tiara's body in the cold ocean.

Ten years more, now for the first time Doni again wailed miserably and occasionally beat the bathroom wall. If someone heard the taste of the cry they would think if Doni left someone dead. Fifteen minutes passed and then Doni was satisfied to spill the tightness that has plagued him since these few days.

Without anyone knowing in the corner of the eye The clear water light dripped by itself without expression. The roar was able to knock on the boundary door of his consciousness but was unable to get out of its dwelling place.

After refreshing his face Doni came out like nothing had happened. He still smiled even though the Light would not be affected by it. Doni grabbed his phone and called Adnan. Inquire about the news and development of Max and Aryo's investigation. He told Adnan to take his family back to town.

But the disappointment that Doni got, Marinda did it all full of calculations. Not a trace was left. Now Doni can only hope for the results of the blood test that comes out tomorrow. Hopefully there is a little bright spot that can release Doni from this guilt.

*****

The next day...

Adnan has brought all the family members back home. But arriving at Ratih's house was furious after his suspicion of Light's illness was finally answered. Rania was the target of Ratih's mother's rampage for covering up everything that happened that night.

Aryo and Max have returned empty-handed. All neatly arranged by Marinda impeccably. This even provoked Maxim's suspicion of Doni again. Maybe Doni just regretted what happened then he did not admit his actions.

Later that day Doni asks Rania to take Binar and Blue to the hospital. One way that Doctor Nadya suggested to provoke a Light reaction but the results are nil. The light is not affected at all.

This afternoon Doni asks Rania to replace her keep the Light. Doni will meet Aryo and Max at the Club to see the results of blood tests that Aryo cantongi has.

" How, Ar. Read result. " Say Doni impatiently.

" You're ready, Don. Maybe this doesn't live up to your expectations. Even if there is something in your blood. " Aryo asked Doni's readiness so that Doni prepared himself to accept the results later.

" Don't scare me, bro. I'm so tired, explain. " Reply Doni lazily.

" this... " Aryo handed the results of the laboratory into the hands of Doni. Doni read line by line.

" This... is this only ? Nothing is missed ? It must have been a very careless lab worker, which might have been just this. " Say Doni wrathfully.

" Huh.. although Marinda set you up, but from the results of this laboratory proves that you have done an exciting union. " Sarcas Max was silent. And Max smiled as he mocked.

" No.. This cannot prove that, Max . I'm sure I didn't do. I was unconscious.... " Doni stopped doubting his beliefs.

" Ha.. ha... How about ? You understand now. How can you resist not doing it with high Aphrodisiac levels in your blood. " High-pitched Max.

" Calm down Max. We have to find a solution not to corner "Aryo trying to calm Max while rubbing his shoulder. Doni looks frustrated.

" But I was completely unconscious. Whether the influence of the substance can make people do without remembering at all. " Don said in a weak voice.

" It shouldn't be, the medicine just makes you an unstoppable passion. And you can feel and remember everything if it's not mixed with alcohol. Unfortunately, there is no alcohol or sleeping pills in your blood. " Light of Aryo.

" How could I not remember. " She lamented Doni.

" Be prepared for the next month. Pray that Marinda is not pregnant, if that happens I guarantee she won't let you off the hook . " Max is increasingly attacking the mental Doni who is now losing his confidence.

" What should I do. The light was trapped in his subconscious. I don't know what else to wake her up. The longer it is the more dangerous for its content. " Doni is now back squeezing his coarse hair. His head felt heavy and dizzy. Reduce sleep and many thoughts make his head hit by heavy objects.

" And if Marinda's pregnant, I have to. I cannot let go of the Light. The light would also be impossible to accept all of this. " Hearing Doni who was at the lowest point made Max feel sorry.

" Patience, Don. We find a solution together. Marinda's pregnancy is uncertain. For now focus on the Light . " Aryo's proposal calms Doni down.

" Is there no way to treat her. " The cynical "Max is now beginning to soften.

" There's only one way, presenting a jerk man who causes mental light pain. " Said Doni.

" Are you sure you found them ? Painstakingly distanced, now must bring together. " Tanya Aryo made sure.

" If that's the only way. " Doni snatched the bottle of drink that had teased him earlier.

The bottle he had left behind. But tonight Doni needs that intoxicating liquid. Neither Aryo nor Max had anything to stand in Doni's way . They let it go for tonight only. So that Doni can rest without burden tonight.

Just for tonight....

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