Scratches of Past Wounds

Punishment that must be accepted

There is no clarity on Amelia's fate. His restaurant he had painstakingly built had been taken by Fakhrul forcibly. Amelia doesn't refuse if all she's got out of Fakhrul's money. But still Amelia was upset because Fakhrul did not leave even a little money in her account.

Tonight, Amelia sat down on the side of the bed. Staring at the innocent face of Farel who had been sleeping since he finished dinner last night. The pale face of his beloved son has been seen since this week. Amelia once thought of taking him to Singapore for treatment. But the fear that haunted her made her undo her intentions.

Now Fakhrul had found her, and Amelia chose to obey all for Farel. Amelia believes Fakhrul will not hurt her own son. But Amelia was worried about him. What Fakhrul would do to him.

" to. tok... "

The knock on the door surprised Amelia. It turned out that Fakhrul was standing in front of the door. Still with a hateful look. Amelia was well aware that Fakhrul had never given her a loving look. Only napsu who asked to be satisfied only Fakhrul had for him.

" He's asleep already ? Come out I want to talk." After saying his point Fakhrul immediately passed without waiting for Amelia's answer.

Amelia closed the door of the room after she got out of there. Then Amelia headed for the living room that directly borders the dining room. The house was very quiet because there were only three of them. Amelia's maid had been fired by Fakhrul this afternoon on the grounds that Amelia was leaving the city.

Fakhrul had been waiting with some files on the table. By sitting leaning back and stacking his legs against each other. Don't forget the piercing glare. Really Amelia was quite intimidated by this situation. The face that was always friendly to him first, now let alone smile at the usual just no longer Amelia get.

" Sit fast, I don't have time. " Bentak Fakhrul can't wait to see Amelia glued to him.

" The restaurant I've switched to Haris. You remember Haris, right. " Fakhrul said after Amelia sat across from him.

Of course Amelia remembered, Haris was Fakhrul's subordinate back in the company and only Haris knew of Fakhrul and Amelia's relationship. Because they have a room that is on one floor. Although slightly surprised Amelia tried to hide her shock.

" And this. sign this letter. " Fakhrul threw a brown map in front of Amelia. " That's Farel's custody transfer. " Fakhrul continued firmly.

Amelia who had grabbed the map again threw no less hard. " What do you mean ! " Amelia said half a scream.

" You don't understand what I mean ? Ok, I explained. Sign it or Farel will end up without treatment. " Fakhrul said coldly and with great emphasis.

" Are you that bad, Mas. " Isaac Amelia.

" I've been crueler than this, Amel. And you would never have thought of that. You want to know...? Just sec... " Fakhrul looks flushed. Fakhrul swiftly grabbed another map and opened the contents and spread in front of Amelia.

Amelia gaped as she closed her mouth. A terrible photo was displayed before him. Amelia knew who was in the photo. Not finished with his surprise Fakhrul again threw sheets of medical records belonging to Binar and Amelia.

" You see. This is all my work. Even Binar to date could not see me. He would hysterically shiver and then faint. And all of that you're the cause. Damn crusher...!!! " Fakhrul spoke with reddened eyes and trembled restraint in order not to strangle Amelia at this moment. There was still some business he needed to finish first.

Amelia felt her body had been soaked with sweat. Fakhrul's face was so scary that his guts shrunk let alone see the tragic photo photo of Light with many tears on his body .

" Sign it, before I run out of patience. " The coldness of Fakhrul's voice made Amelia shiver in fear. Without speaking and trembling hands Amelia grabbed the map and signed the file inside without reading it.

" No need, I can't refuse either. " Answer Amelia who looks resigned.

" Okay, let me read it ! This is a Farel custody transfer letter I don't need to read, you know what it is. And here is the letter of agreement, you are forbidden to see Farel from tomorrow. Because Farel is my own son's legal. " Fakhrul said with a slanted smile looking at Amelia who was wide in disbelief.

" Mad, don't go too far. Farel needs me, he's never far from me. " Amelia looks back in the glass.

" There's an interesting offer for you, I'm sure you'll agree. " Fakhrul was silent while enjoying the pain in Amelia's eyes.

" Be my satisfied as always until I get bored. But of course I won't treat you special anymore. I will make you feel what Light feels as long as it becomes the object of my fantasy. You know, for two years I vented my hatred of you on the Light. " Fakhrul is back in a scary mood.

" Nearly every night I consume poison that makes me an animal. And I'll fantasize if the Light is you. After that all that was heard was the cry of Light. Tomorrow morning I will wake up and see the body of Light full of wounds and bruises. His back didn't even fit for a new scar. I also lit a cigarette there . A torn bite. And razor scratches. " Fakhrul growled with tears coming out of his red eyes.

Fakhrul's heart felt torn apart every mention of every detail of his cruelty. He was never this weak in his life. Remembering his beloved woman suffered so deeply because of her stupidity and her dirty hands. Fakhrul looked at both of his palms with tears still falling.

" With this hand Amel. I feel like I'm tearing you apart, but in reality the Light is hurting. Do you think I'll let you go, Amel. After much effort I got you. " The eyes that had been sad now sharpened back towards Amelia who was increasingly trembling.

" Don't do it, Mas. Don't do. I love you, until now the love is still intact here. " Amelia cried and pleaded . He tried to seduce Fakhrul back.

" I don't need your love, ******. I just need that body. Because of that body I hurt my wife. Because of that body I hurt her body. Even his mental is also mental. Now that you have no choice, run as far away from me and Farel as possible . Or be my life samsak, your whole life. Pick out... "

Amelia shook even more with wet tears on her cheeks. " Don't keep me away from Farel. He's all I got, Mom. At least let me see him once in a while. " Pinta Amelia among the heartbreaking cries.

" When you took away all my property without leaving a shred of it for my family, what were you thinking ? Is there a little bit of pity for me. And now I've lost my wife, Amel. He no longer even looks at me. I used to have a loving look when I came home to enjoy your body. Now I'm willing to give her my whole life but she doesn't want to anymore . You know, Amel, he's even scared to see a demon like me. " Fakhrul involuntarily shouted in his last sentence.

Fakhrul hit the sofa on his side until he was tired. As an impingement of the sense of tightness that gnaws her. The pain hit her remembering as Light stared at Doni with the gaze that Light had once given just to her. Fakhrul weakened and leaned back while closing his eyes that were still wet.

Amelia could see the destruction of Fakhrul. His disappointment with Fakhrul made him blind. The pain was what prompted him to punish Fakhrul. But now, seeing Fakhrul make a big mistake in the complicated past makes Amelia regret her actions.

" Binar and Blue I can't see. You know what it's like, Amel. I miss them. I want my Light back. But now it is impossible for me to do, for the Light belongs to another. And in exchange I will take care of Farel with my own hands. Go Amelia. I don't want to be a monster anymore. I don't want to hurt you even though I want to. Consider this a punishment for us. I am with the punishment of Light and you are with my punishment. That's justice. "

Fakhrul spoke without opening his eyes. Still with his original position only his tone had changed to be calmer. Without anger anymore. Even his voice like******* is tired. Yep... Fakhrul's tired...

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