Picking Back the Crashed Way

99 . One Name Remains at Heart

Kirana Larasati fell asleep in her deep sleep. He didn't realize he was in front of his house. It was as if enjoying his beautiful dream, sleeping perched on the shoulders of Rivandra Dinata Admaja made it feel very comfortable along their journey.

Rivandra still continued to let Kirana Larasati who was still engrossed in sleep perched on her shoulders. Kirana's slumber on her shoulder recalls the beginning of her meeting with Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra in the School Bus.

Zahrana was asleep on his shoulders when Brother Driver drove his vehicle on the interspersed by the music of teenagers, how at that time Rivandra was really fascinated by the figure of Zahrana. So that the meeting also led to the establishment of threads of romance between the two. Until the relationship was broken by a third person.

"Kirana, you remind me of Zahrana! I really couldn't stay here much longer, I had to take care of my education in the Capital immediately. I need tranquility" bathin Rivandra.

"Kiranaaa .. wakunn!" pekik Love Kiara Khoirani. He had just come down from his girlfriend Rangga Sahadewa.

The House of Love and Kirana happened to be side by side, seeing Rivandra who was still silent unmoved still sitting sweetly on her motorcycle, while remaining silent to let Kirana Larasati who was still sleeping on Rivandra's shoulder made Cinta Kiara Khoirani scream hysterically to wake her up.

Kirana was surprised by the cry of Love, Kirana slowly opened her net. Seeing her tightly hugging Rivandra and the preoccupation perched on Rivandra's shoulders, Kirana blushed in embarrassment.

"Sir, ma-af ... I didn't accidentally!" kirana Larasati. It spontaneously descends from the splotch of Rivandra Dinata Admaja.

Kirana lowered her gaze, her cheeks already looked like a boiled crab, for enduring the extreme embarrassment for enduring the shame she had done perched on Rivandra's shoulders.

Rivandra stared fixedly at Kirana Larasati's face. He extended his hand to Kirana, making Kirana look up. He looked back at the face of Rivandra Dinata Admaja.

The two of them also looked at each other, Kirana also received a helping hand from Rivandra. They shook hands as a sign of farewell for the last time.

There is a sense of sadness enveloping the two, after this I don't know when else can meet again.

"Kirana Larasati, thank you your presence has slowly been able to erode my excessive sense of Zahrana. You are able to calm me down when I am hurt and heartbroken. Never shall I forget that beautiful smile, one name in my heart is you Kirana Larasati! wait for me to return to you within 7 years after my return to study in the capital Jakarta," bathin Rivandra Dinata Admaja.

"Let me feel this way, until I really move on from Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra. Because I don't want to touch your heart, before Zahrana is completely gone from my heart forever. I don't want to hurt Kirana's feelings if I can't remove Zahrana's shadow from my life" whispered Rivandra's heart.

"Rivandra Dinata Admaja, really for the last 8 months I have harbored a feeling for you. Being able to have a little time with you is enough for me. Thank you for all the time and opportunity. Hopefully one day we will be able to meet again at the right time. I hope one day you will also repay my race that has grown in my heart. One name remains in my heart, Rivandra Dinata Admaja, now, today and forever you are always in my heart. I'll always be waiting for you here!" whisper of Kirana Larasati's heart.

"Ehemm .. who is releasing longing, we are here as if the wind blows," said Love Kiara Khoirani.

Kirana and Rivandra slowly let go of her hand, both of them blushing in shame and throwing smiles at each other.

"Get yourself all right, I'm leaving!" rivandra said without many words.

"Yes, be careful, brother!" Kirana only spoke three words. Wanting to feel he cried to let go of Rivandra Dinata Admaja, but Kirana tried to dampen her tears so as not to spill. His heart seemed strong and strong to face all the realities that exist.

While Rangga and Cinta seemed relaxed, because Rangga only continued his High School education in the city of S which is still one Province with him. Of course they will very often meet despite the different schools.

"Love, I'm going home first, okay? see you soon!" rangga said as she rolled her eyes at her lover.

"Yes, okay! don't be naughty behind me" said Love with a sweet smile.

Kirana Larasati and Cinta also released the two young men who had also reigned in the hearts of both.

While from the back, Arjuna Restu Pamungkas and Virgantara Dinata Admaja who have now drove their respective vehicles without any more bonds behind them. Fadhilah and Nandini Sukma Dewi have been delivered to their respective homes.

***

The Nandini residence and family.

Aslan put his big motorbike in the garage of their home. He went into his house with shaky and uninspired steps. He really still hard to accept the fact that now he and Zahrana really have separated.

Aslan immediately cleaned himself up and changed into his casual clothes. He looked dreamy, leaning on his bed. He stared at all corners of his room which seemed very luxurious but was unable to calm his heart and mind.

"Ana, I really can't forget you. The image of your face always plays in my memory, I'm sorry Zahrana has tarnished your innocence."

Aslan continued to lament his grief. He really lost his way, however hard he was to forget Zahrana as deep as his feelings for the little girl.

Nandini approached her sister.

"Sister Aslan, you patient brother! forgive Nandini for not being able to prevent Zahrana from parting ways with her sister. Nandini doesn't know what's really going on with brother and Zahrana."

"Actually, I was disappointed to see Zahrana cut off sister just like that, for no apparent reason, considering your relationship is so beautiful and the message has to run aground in just seconds." Nandini was also bowed lethargic.

"Zahrana's not wrong, Dek. Brother's wrong if only brother's not-"

"It's okay, brother?" nandini asked curiously, because her brother hung up his sentence.

"That's okay, Deck." Aslan looked excited. He did not dare to answer the question of Nandini Sukma Dewi.

"Start with secrecy now, huh?" Nandini was curious about the breakup of Zahrana's relationship with her brother.

"Have not asked much, still a child." Aslan evaded Nandini's question by turning her body upside down, while hugging her bolster pillow.

"Sister!" Nandini shook her brother's body, she was really curious about the breakup of Zahrana's relationship with her brother.

Until finally the commotion between the two stopped when Ibu Ratna Anjani came to the two.

"What's up? why is my son in a fuss? what are you guys messing about with?" ask Ratna Anjani's mother.

"There's nothing, ma'am" said Nandini and Aslan.

"If there is no problem, I ask you to help Anjasmara's father close the store. Because 30 minutes will soon enter Maghrib time," said Ms Ratna Anjani.

Aslan rushed to their grocery store. He did not say much, his mind was only on Zahrana. He really regretted for all his mistakes towards the figure of the Little Angel.

"Biasa ma'am, another heartbroken Zah-"

Nandini hung up her sentence. He closed his mouth, almost lost it.

"What's? broken heart?" asked Ratna Anjani's mother while gnashing her forehead.

"For so long, I've never seen your sister have a boyfriend. What, a sudden heartbreak?" Ratna Anjani's mother was increasingly upset by the changes that occurred with her favorite Son.

"Ma-af Ma'am, Nandini's just kidding, ma'am." Nandini grinned for her mother to believe in her.

"Yes, you better clean yourself first and then get ready for Magrib Prayer Service."

"Ready Mother!" nandini said while kissing her mother's cheek, in order to divert her mother's conversation so as not to speak anything more about her brother.

***

Aslan was done helping his father close their shop. Thirty minutes later I saw the Maghrib Adhan echoing in the XX Village where Zahrana lived and surrounded him. At that time all prostrated themselves in do'a and bowed to His Creator.

"O Allah, my dwelling with Zahrana is so close. But now it feels far away. What it means to be near the house. It feels so far away if I never see it again!" whisper of the heart of Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir, when he came home from the mosque past the house of Zahrana that looks closed.

Aslan accelerated his pace towards his residence.

Setiba at his home Aslan immediately changed his cocoa clothes and scabbard with his sleeping pajamas that were deep black according to his mood. He sat there, leaning on his bed.

Aslan had no intention of gathering in the kitchen room for dinner with his family. He prefers to stay in his room. He also got his favorite guitar. He also began to hum with a poignant tone reminiscing about his love that has now run aground with the Village Flower.

💔 Allow Forever Your Name At heart 💔

I have accepted the fate of the One

Punctured a painful heart hurt

Buried our dream of building together

The bond of love

I just realized who this is

Behind the light of love that has been

Deep contemplation is seen within

The true nature of love

I sort the light in front of the winding

Confidence in my chest led me in my steps

Happy interwoven prayer blessing

In the soul of love

The thorny streets I still walk

Let the high mountain be sure to climb

Seconds of fresh memories for guidelines

All the way to the dream park.

Congratulations to you

May you be happy without me

Allow forever your name in the heart

Let me stay like this forever

It is common for people not to be mistaken

Forgive my sins forget the black seconds

The history that passed made it a reality.

Aslan's tears fell in tears, wetting his handsome face, he truly regretted all his deeds. He was really weak and helpless. He was really hurt and heartbroken towards Zahrana.

The reminiscence of the Neighboring Country is enough to represent his feelings that are now completely disillusioned and hurt by his broken love and can no longer be saved. Remain alone who is now in isolation, the dream was buried with the wounds of the heart that is now suffering from it.

Aslan also reflected on everything that happened in his love life that did not arrive. Everything has changed, no more stories are as beautiful as they used to be. All now only memories that bear witness that he had knit together with a little girl named Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra.

"Ana .. although now that we have separated you will remain in my heart, now and forever when the body is buried in the ground one name remains in my heart! never shall I forget until death picks me up, you remain etched beautifully in my heart Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra ...."

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Enlightenment 👉 “God tests us with something we love, so do not over love him, so that when we are sad not too excessive and painful."((Whisper heart Author 😁😁)