Picking Back the Crashed Way
97 . Split Up at the End of the Road
After Aslan realized the error, Zahrana ventured to approach Aslan who until this moment was actually still his lover. Also seen by their other friends.
"Sister Aslan, I'm sorry for upsetting my brother. I'm sorry brother, I can't be the best for you yet. I'm sorry for all my ego. Really, I didn't mean to hurt my brother's feelings. It's not that I don't want a brother or I don't love a brother, but for now I want to be alone first, Brother."
"Ana please allow Ana to calm down Ana, sister. Really ... Ana needs freedom and calm. Allow Ana to work and carve out achievements for Ana's future, sister. Promise me that you won't do anything silly anymore! true brother Joseph said if we match, we will meet again later in the blessings that God loves."
"Ana doesn't want hate and resentment lodged in our hearts and souls. I want us to part ways for a while. Let us both knit despair, in order to achieve dreams in the future. Let me go for a while from brother's life. Even if we match up later I promise I will come back for brother," said Zahrana as she clasped Aslan's hand for the last time.
Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir was still stunned to hear the words of his little Angel who was very loved. Aslan did not know what to say anymore. For now Zahrana really wants to get away from her life.
Aslan's tears rolled down his cheeks. He never thought that he would eventually have to part with the Primadona. The flowers withered in the garden of his heart. The relationship that they painstakingly built now must also run aground already, the love was crushed by the request of the lover who wants a separation.
"Yes Allah ... If it can be turned back in time, I really don't want to tarnish the innocence and purity of your heart, Ana. Forgive me for taking your first kiss forcibly, forgive me for making you feel uncomfortable by my possessiveness" whispered Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir. He really regretted his actions to the end of saying goodbye already from the lips of Zahrana, the Little Angel.
Zahrana's friends were made to palpitate by Zahrana's decision to suddenly part with Aslan, considering Zahrana and Aslan's relationship had been fine and always showed his affection. The relationship is now on the edge.
"Ra, you really want to end your relationship with Brother Aslan? actually what has happened to you to have to separate like this, given the relationship you have been knitting for all this time." Nandini was saddened by the farewell that was said from Zahrana's lips to her brother.
Nandini remembers very well the beginning of the process of relationship Zahrana and her brother Aslan. Where at that time, Nandini was acting as his Master Teacher. He became a love post pack, as a love letter deliveryman between his sister and his best friend Zahrana. Now the relationship between the two will end.
"I'm sorry Din, I really can't continue this relationship anymore. I no longer want to continue to be in the bonds of love that continue to restrain me, by the lust that continues to eat away at my young soul. I don't want to fall deeper into the flames of romance that keep me entangled and trapped in the whispers and cradles of momentary lust. I want to improve myself who has been fragile and tempted by a sense of love that is actually not worthy for me to feel," said Zahrana with beads of eyes that began to glaze over.
"The imagination flirting with Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir again flashed haunting his mind. Zahrana was really embarrassed by what she had done, how the hot scene had happened with her loudness." Zahrana put her face down, Zahrana felt like she was so despicable and filthy when she remembered it all.
Zahrana. He did not know what to say anymore, hoping he wanted Aslan to immediately free him from all the ties that constrained him.
While his other friends can only sigh each. They seemed to be waiting for a decision on what Aslan would take after listening if Zahrana the idol really wanted a farewell. Think they know what really happened with Zahrana and Aslan, so Zahrana was so desperate to want a separation considering the relationship between the two who had always seemed cool ayem. But finally had to run aground, whatever was the main trigger so that Zahrana had always wanted a farewell.
"Zahra .. If indeed you want a separation between us, even I cannot prevent you. As hard as I defend yourself, it won't be able to change your view of me either." Aslan no longer called Zahrana 'Ana', his heart was completely twisted and hurt because of Zahrana's decision that could not be challenged to end their romance.
Aslan turned his face away. He could no longer see Zahrana's face. The little angel who once filled his days. Because of one fatal mistake he made to Zahrana today, making his relationship with Zahrana must be broken.
Aslan moved away from Zahrana's sight. He also went to the ablution, because soon the time of Ashar prayer will arrive. Aslan preferred to calm himself with drops of ablution water to calm his soul. He also remained silent at Mushola Pantai Indah Memories Together, while waiting for the Ashar prayer time.
Aslan was ceaselessly privileged, he truly regretted all his deeds.
"Punish the servant, O Lord, for all the wrongs and sins that I have committed. Forgive me for ruining his purity, forgive me for my excessive love for him, forgive me for not being able to dampen my lust." Aslan continued to mourn his folly, crying out in front of his Lord.
Joseph approached Aslan who was bowed languidly in the expanse of his alphabet. Her tears endlessly wet her handsome face.
"Akhi, you are truly on the right path. Don't mourn your grief too much. Farewell is indeed the best way for you and Zahrana, considering Zahrana is not halal for you and vice versa."
"Courting in the Islamic view is not allowed, given the boundary between a man and a woman who is not his mahram. In addition, courtship has great harm, so it is not uncommon to trigger both parties to fall into sin and adultery if both can not dampen the desire to lust," yusuf said with a tone full of seriousness.
Joseph continued his words. In addition, Allah SWT said :
"And do not approach adultery; indeed, it is an abomination. And a bad path." (Q.L. Al-iszra: 32).
"Guaranteed by the verse, we can know that the religion of Islam is clearly very forbidding dating because it includes the acts of adultery and big sins, he said, given the bad effects of the relationship that began with the courtship process before being bound by a sacred promise between both parties."
" In fact, a courtship that is halted is a courtship after marriage, that is a courtship that is justified in the view of Islam." Joseph thought of his own words, for he was not perfect. But he tried to apply Islamic values that had been studied slowly.
Aslan was struck by Joseph's words. His tears were broken again considering the hot scene with Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra how many hours ago. He thought, the strands of words spoken by Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy are true. He also experienced it.
Aslan and Yusuf were silent, they were equally fretting and reciting while waiting for the arrival of the Ashar prayer.
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"Princess ... patience huh? I'm sorry for the breakdown of your relationship with Aslan's sister" Fadhilah said unfiltered. Because from earlier he was only silent to witness the feud between Zahrana and Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir who has now become a former status.
"Loe thinks Aslan's my best friend has been picked up by death, huh? use also mourning everything," said Virgantara while touching the jidat Fadhilah who slanted unfiltered first.
"Aww... sick brother," concluded Fadhilah while stroking his jidat due to the central Virgantara.
"You guys, friends are sad again instead of being entertained even fun to be made a joke." Love Kiara Khoirani protests on Fadhilah and Virgantara.
"Princess ... patience huh? rest assured that after difficulties there will be ease!" seloroh Cinta hugged Zahrana tightly.
"I'm also sorry about your relationship with Aslan's brother Ra. Regardless of what the problem is between you I do not know and do not want to find out the truth, if separation is the best way for both of you, I pray that you will be sincere to face all these tests." Kirana also hugged Zahrana tightly followed by Fadhilah.
The four of them hugged very tightly to strengthen Zahrana. Only Nandini remained silent. He was immersed in his own thoughts.
Nandini did not understand why Zahrana could break up her brother Aslan just like that without giving his sister a chance to maintain their relationship.
Seeing Nandini silent unmoved and did not embrace him Zahrana felt bad with the silence of his best friend.
"Hubby, let's get out of here! I'm not doing well" said Nandini.
"Honey, don't do this. Appreciate Zahrana's decision and Aslan's, there may be something personal between them that no one else should know." Arjuna tells Nandini not to ignore Zahrana. Given Zahrana's unstable condition.
Thought Arjuna, do not let Nandini with Zahrana stay away from each other let alone to hate each other because Zahrana has ended his relationship with Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir, the sister of Nandini Sukma Dewi.
Nandini threw her breath out rough. He also folded his hands on his chest. He stared fixedly at Zahrana and her friends who were now embracing each other tightly and strengthening each other.
"I'm sorry Ra, for now I can't side with you. I'm disappointed in you, Ra." Nandini whispered in her heart. Then he clasped Arjuna's hand tightly. He wanted to get away from Zahrana and his other friends.
However, Nandini did not leave before Zahrana and his friends. The sound of I saw the Adzan echoed in Musholla Pantai Indah Memories Together.
Rivandra Dinata Admaja, who had been silent since seeing the things that happened between Zahrana and Aslan, made her dumbstruck. He also did not expect in the end Zahrana and Aslan's love story had to split at the end of the road because Zahrana kekeuh want to part with Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir.
Hearing Iandang Ashar prayer adhan, Rivandra immediately stepped foot to the ablution place followed by her brother Virgantara.
"Brother, don't be in a hurry!" Said Virgantara while patting his sister's shoulder .
"Sister Virgan .. let's both take ablution" said Rivandra while taking her brother to ablution.
Virgantara and Rivandra also compact to take ablution to perform Ashar prayer.
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"LUSTY!" pekik Fadhilah, Love and Kirana.
"So who proclaimed the Adhan was brother Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir, very quickly brother Aslan repent. His voice was sweet" said Fadhilah who always spoke unfiltered.😁😁
"Yes, what an amazing charm for Aslan's sister." Love Kiara Khoirani was also amazed to hear the voice I saw Adhan echoed by Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir.
"Maa shaa Allah .. Brother Aslan is amazing!" kirana Larasati.
"Maa is Allah .. I really did not expect that you would be able to proclaim this semerdu Adhan," Zahrana also monologued in his heart.
"I'm sorry, brother, because I can no longer continue our relationship. Not that I don't love you, but this is the best way for us. So that we can understand ourselves, after we are alpa or even negligent from remembering the greatness of our Lord. I pray that Allah Subhanahuwata'ala will always take care of my brother, that a glimmer of guidance will always cover our hearts and souls that were fragile because they were beguiled by a drop of pseudo-worldly pleasures," the heart of Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra.
"Here at Mushola Beach Indah Memories Together, become a silent witness finally our story. Let me bury all the hopes and dreams we have ever built together, in the depths of my heart. Today is also the end of the story we must be forced to separate at the end of the road, I'm sorry Aslan because he has scratched the wound in your heart." Zahrana continues to moan in his small heart considering now even the relationship between himself and Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir was now run aground already. Zahrana rubbed her tears from earlier wet her smooth cheeks.
How many minutes later I took the adzan brought by Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir after it was over. Lafadz iqomat was brought by Rivandra Dinata Admaja. The Ashar prayer was immediately started with their Imam Salat this afternoon is Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy.
How many human children also perform the Ashar prayer service with his solemn. They all seemed to enjoy the chanting of the holy verse of the Qur'an imbued by Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy.
They are all immersed in the specificity in prostration and do'a as a form of submission to the Lord of the universe in enjoying the worship called Prayer.
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Enlightenment 👉“When your heart is too hopeful for someone, then God imposes on you the pain of hope. That ye may know that Allah is full of hope to those besides Him. So Allah prevents you from such things that you return to hope in Him.” - Imam Shafi’i
