Picking Back the Crashed Way

88 . I Want Us to Separate

Two human children who are now silent to each other after the hot incident that just happened between the two are now, no one dares to open his voice. They seemed to be immersed in each other's thoughts.

Zahrana was still crying, wanting to feel like she was plunging into the deep sea of the beach. Because he was ashamed of himself, all this time he had been acting and doing too far.

Together with Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir, there have been many mistakes and sins that have been done. Zahrana regretted her actions, why she who used to be famous with an innocent girl, beautiful nan Sholihah, able to keep her dignity from all forms of temptation and bad passions now even her purity was blown away.

The title of woman of a thousand charms attached to her as if it is no longer appropriate for her to stand. Zahrana felt that she was now very dirty. The village flower slowly withered away before it developed.

"Being Primadona, what is it all for? if only to get lost in the endless cycle of the stains of sin." Zahrana whispered in her heart.

Zahrana looked far ahead, it seemed that he no longer wanted to continue in the vicious circle that continues to mislead and ravage his faith.

Zahrana ventured to look at the face of Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir who was still bowed lethargic. Aslan also regretted that having snatched the first kiss from Zahrana forcibly unlike their previous togetherness and affection was indeed on the basis of liking. However, today Aslan did all of that with a bang.

If all that was done with softness and not excessive might Zahrana still be able to tolerate it.

However, this is different Aslan did it by sitting unbridled lust. If left alone, it is possible that the sanctity of the crown of Zahrana will be snatched and tarnished by the fierceness of Aslan who is increasingly uncontrollable by jealousy, love and emotions are also passionate desires that seem to merge into one, so as to damage his mind if not immediately reminded by Zahrana through crying pills.

"Sister, I want us to separate!" zahrana broke the silence.

Aslan raised his head, when he heard the words from Zahrana's sweet lips. His heart felt crushed and unsheathed by a sharp dagger. He did not expect that speech would come out of the words of the little Angel whom he loved so much. Just because of one fatal mistake he made so easily that Zahrana said the word separate without giving a second chance for him to apologize to the soulmate.

Aslan was not willing if the relationship he had built with the Divine Lord had to end because he had taken the first kiss of Zahrana. So deep was the wound he inflicted on the heart of his little girl that he chose to separate.

"Notkkk ... Ana, I don't want to part with you! I'd rather die if I had to part with you Ana. I can't live without you Ana."

"Truly, in this universe no one can separate our love Ana, except for one Supreme Creator of ours." Aslan gave an affirmation to Zahrana.

Aslan stared fixedly at the face of Zahrana who was still his lover.

"I'm sorry for hurting your heart and feelings, I'm sorry for doing such a bad thing to you, I'm afraid of Ana."

"I burn with jealousy when I see you with a man other than myself. I don't like to see you near my best friend Rivandra Dinata Admaja's sister."

"I know Rivandra still expects you An so much, and I don't want you to come back to feed me like yesterday. I want you to just see me!" aslan said in a serious tone.

"I'm tired, brother. I am tired of this relationship. I don't want to continue sowing sin, I've wasted so much time just risking a moment's lust."

"I'm ashamed of myself if I can turn back time. I don't want to fall in love immediately, anchoring my heart to something that's still a mystery. No matter how strong we survive if indeed later we are not fooled we will not be able to oppose the destiny that has been described in our lives."

"I want to end this relationship right away, before we get hurt even deeper. I'm still very young, brother, if I have to continue to pursue a bond that is not sure how the future."

"I'm sure, both of our parents will not approve of our relationship in the future Brother. Between me and you are so different, I was only born from ordinary people while brother is a distinguished family. Maybe the whole world will criticize me, just a little girl but already daring to have a special friend who is now 7 years away from me."

"I want us to separate Brother! today's incident is enough to represent the end of our story, really I don't want to make my sister's mind tarnished to the determination to continue touching me as you please."

"I'm not a cheap woman, sis, who at all you want to touch her. I'm so sorry why I fell for you, sister, why Sis?" asked Zahrana in the hose of her sobs.

"Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra, I really love you Ana. Never leave me no matter what. I'm sorry for all my treatment of you that has been so outrageous . I promise never to repeat the same mistake" Aslan said earnestly.

Zahrana seemed silent. He seemed to run out of ways how to get away from Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir. Given Aslan who was so determined to keep their relationship.

Zahrana looked straight ahead. He slowly swung his steps towards the beach.

The wind blows very fast it hit the face of Ayu Zahrana. Aslan immediately followed Zahrana's steps. He also took the initiative to hold Zahrana's hand fingers. Aslan could not help himself, if Zahrana kept quiet.

"Ana, I beg of you not to let me down like this, I don't want to part with you Ana, please give me a chance to continue with you Ana. Until you grow into my real woman in the future. I'll keep waiting for you Ana, as I promised you until you and I will be us."

Zahrana stopped his steps, he again stared intensely at the face of Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir who desperately did not want to part with him.

"Okay, sister, I'll give you one chance. However, promise me you'll never repeat the same mistake again."

"I hope after this we also keep a distance to understand ourselves."

"I hope you focus on college. And I'm focused on my school, until we actually finish each of us' studies."

"For a while, we must not meet for another month as a punishment for the fatal mistake that you have committed against me today" Zahrana said indifferently.

Zahrana had no other way to get away from Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir. Zahrana wanted to calm herself down. He wants to be free for a moment from the bondage of love of an Aslan.

"Ana wait!" this is unfair Aslan protested.

While Zahrana had moved away from Aslan's view. He continued to walk along the waterfront regardless of Aslan's screeches and prostrations.

"Hemmm .. rasain loe sis, who told you to act as you pleased towards me. I can be a strong woman too. If indeed you do not want to separate at least I can be free from your restraints for one month," said Zahrana.