Picking Back the Crashed Way

205 . The Dera of Jealousy

Zahrana followed Zaid's footsteps, he returned to serve Doctor Rufaidah and Zainal who were still in the Aisyah Boutique Collection.

Zaid did not say much, because he was jealous of Zahrana's closeness with Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy. Although he knew, Zahrana and Joseph did from the beginning admire each other. Still Zaid had jealousy towards the figure of the young man who had managed to touch Zahrana's heart.

"I forgive my servant, O Lord, indeed .. I am not really willing to see Zahrana with others, I cannot afford to lose him, even though he often rejects my taste. I'll try harder to get close to him, before the yellow streak curves!" bathin Zaid with his jealousy.

If the love of Joseph and Zahrana had reached the crown. So, Zaid's jealousy was almost broken, even through the crown, out of reach.😅😅

"Sir Rufaidah, Zainal, how did you finish choosing her wedding gift?" ask Zahrana.

"I have chosen this Qur'an mushaf." Zainal showed his choice. Zahrana served Zainal.

"All right, wait a minute! I first pack the Turkish mucena and mushaf along with the alphabet in one parcel huh?" zahrana asked for Zainal's approval

"Yes, please!" concluded Zainal.

Zahrana also painstakingly wrapped the gift, it did not take long the parcel was finished.

"Taraaa .. The package is done! how, do you like it?" zahrana asked with her bright smile.

Zainal and Rufaidah looked at each other. They were amazed by the hampers made by Zahrana.

"Maa shaa Allah, what a beautiful Deck! you're talented," praised Rufaidah. Makes Zahra feel flattered by her praise.

"Thank you, Brother. Zahra has also only learned since the last month working here," concluded Zahrana humbly.

"Yes, Ra. Right, said sister Aida, the hampers are good. Nandini would have liked it" Zainal said. In his mind he was always fixed on Nandini Sukma Dewi.

"God willing, Nal. Nandini will definitely like it" said Zahrana by providing support for Zainal.

"Thank you Ra, for all your support!" said Zainal tried to smile even though his heart was disappointed if Nandini would soon marry Arjuna.

"Together, Nal. Keep the spirit, and never give up the grace of God. Indeed, our soul mate, sustenance, and death have been determined by Allah subhanahu vata'ala. God willing, everything God has destined is the best thing for us. Stay patient and sincere in living all the processes of our lives, rest assured that after difficulties there will be ease. God will surely replace with a better than what we ask, rest assured there will be a happy greeting after a thousand sorrows that we pass. So that we are stunned and forget all the pain." Zahrana continues to motivate Zainal not to give up hope.

Zainal listened carefully to the advice of Zahrana. He felt very lucky to have a friend as good as Zahrana.

Meanwhile, Rufaidah and Zaid also listened to the strands of wisdom pearls delivered by Zahrana to Zainal. Both of them seemed amazed to listen to Zahrana's words.

"Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra I really admire you even more. However, why is it so difficult for me to touch your heart! your heart is owned by him. Somehow my way to win your heart is to accept myself for you!" bathin Zaid in her poignant tone.

"Maa shaa Allah .. You are wonderful, Dek. I admire you, it is fitting that the young man named Yusuf was very admiring and considerate of you. You guys deserve to be a match!" the circus of Rufaidah gave Zahrana praise, making Zaid's heart even more pinched.

Zayd was overcome with extreme jealousy in the figure of Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy who had succeeded in seizing Zahrana's heart. Until there is little taste and opportunity for him to have the figure of Zahrana the woman he loved so much.

"Rufaidah, why are you supporting Zahrana and Yusuf? don't you know how hard my heart is!" bathin Zaid could not accept that Rufaidah mentioned Joseph's name before him.

While Zahrana tried to remain humble to hear Rufaidah's words. He did not want to look big-headed by Rufaidah's praise of him. For him, being able to be a special figure in the heart of a Joseph was a very extraordinary gift.

"Thank you brother Rufaidah, Zahra pray that you will also get a good soul mate, who can guide you in the world to the next!" zahrana said with a glance towards Muhammad Zaid Arkana.

While Zaid, still in his gloom. He is very interested in Rufaidah but in his heart there is still Zahrana. Either only because fascinated with the beauty of Zahrana, whether because of love or not. However, Zaid was still determined to continue pursuing Zahrana.

After chatting, Rufaidah and Zainal immediately left the Aisyah Boutique Collection. Because, at 09.00 Rufaidah doctor has to stand by at Medika Hospital. To carry out his duties as an obstetrician as usual.

"Oh, yes. We say goodbye, until we meet again!" rufaidah said with a glance at Zaid's face.

Zaid nodded slowly. So did Zahrana, he also returned to his activities in the Aisyah Boutique Collection, after the departure of Rufaidah and Zainal.

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Short story.

The time has shown at 15.30 wib, Zahrana has finished Ashar prayers. He seemed to be getting ready to wait for Joseph's arrival along with his parents, to pick him up this afternoon.

Zaid, who had just returned from the mosque, returned to the Aisyah Boutique Collection, intending to take Zahrana back to his village.

Zaid's car stopped right in front of Zahrana. Zaid gets out of his car immediately, "Ra, let's take you home. You are still the responsibility of your brother completely" said Zaid by reflex to pull on Zahrana's wrist to get into his car.

"Sorry, Brother. Zahra promised to wait for Joseph's brother here! sorry, we're not mahram either. You shouldn't be holding Zahra's hand like this!" Zahra. He also broke Zaid's hand against him.

"I'm sorry Ra, I don't know what else to do with you. Time and time again, you have always rejected me. With what else do I have to prove my feelings for you, Ra?" zaid asked in half frustration.

"I really love you Ra, love you so much!" said Zaid with eyes that began to glaze over.

Zahrana was in his place, he couldn't say anything more. There is a sense of unbearable to see Zaid who continues to hope that he will be pleased to accept the figure of the young man in his life.

"Sir Zaid, forgive Zahra brother. It was not Zahra's intention to hurt brother continuously. However, the heart of Zahra has been there for him from the beginning until this moment, still reigning in my heart. I'm sorry, Brother!" zahrana said by squeezing her own fingers. He didn't want to keep Zaid wishing for him.

"But, Ra. Brother is not sincere and does not want to see yourself with him. Honestly, I'm jealous to see you keep saying her name in front of me!" zaid said with a rumbling feeling in front of him.

"I'm sorry Zahra, Brother. Brother deserves better than Zahra, brother."

"You're the only one who's best for you, Ra!" concluded Zaid by continuing to expect the love of Zahrana.

"Astaghfirullah .. Don't do this, brother! don't put too much hope in creatures, I'm just an ordinary person who is also full of deficiency conditions. Out there, Zahra is sure there are a lot of prayer women who are very longing for the figure of Zaid's sister."

Zahrana completely ran out of ways to convince Zaid, that he really could not accept the love of a Zaid Arkana Muhammad.

Amidst their tension, a white jazz Honda car stopped right before them. The young man got out of the car he was driving. Thus, making Zahrana stunned with the figure of the young man who looks very religious.

"God, brother of Joseph!" bathin Zahrana's.

Seeing the presence of Joseph, Zaid was increasingly afflicted with jealousy, towards the young man.

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Pearls of wisdom 👉"If you are not finally with the person you often call in your prayers, maybe you will be equated with people who secretly often say your name in their prayers. To you whom I always say in prayer, let me be a part of your life. A man craves a perfect woman and so do women crave a perfect man, yet they do not know that God has created them to perfect each other."