Picking Back the Crashed Way

96 . Not the End of Everything

"Zahra, what's wrong with you? why did you suddenly change? is it because of that young Sholeh guy, you're turning 180 degrees like this?" Aslan became angry, because the little angel who had been loved by him had really kept his distance.

"Tell Zahra, have you fallen in love with Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy?" Aslan shook the shoulder of Zahrana who was standing frozen in front of him. There is no longer a favorite call from Aslan for Zahrana, which he usually calls his little girl 'Ana', but now Aslan is really ignited emotions because Zahrana keeps his distance and ignore him.

Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy also scrunched his forehead, when his name was briefly mentioned by Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir who expressed his emotions towards Zahrana so that his name was dragged between Zahrana's love relationship with Aslan.

"I don't think you'd be against me Zahra. The day you doted on me with your upperclassman Rivandra, and today you're playing heart to Joseph." Aslan made increasingly vague accusations against Zahrana. He really is like a madman because of his blind love for Zahrana.

Rivandra and Joseph threw eyes at each other. They both did not expect if his name was dragged into the love story of Aslan and Zahrana. Although in reality they both really admire Zahrana, as well as Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir. The difference between Rivandra and Yusuf can minimize his feelings so as not to be too soluble in his feelings.

All of Zahrana's friends, namely Nandini Sukma Dewi, Kirana Larasati, Cinta Kiara Khoirani and Fadhilah seemed shocked to hear Aslan's words without pause. Similarly Arjuna Restu Pamungkas, Rangga Sahadewa and Virgantara Dinata Admaja her brother Rivandra did not expect if the speech was really out of the words of Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir.

"Yes Forgiveness ... I did not expect that my best friend Aslan who had been famous for being polite and gentle could be so bad like this. Why is he carrying my sister Rivandra's name and that Sholih boy? it's so ridiculous and unethical, let alone witnessed by all the other friends." Virgantara had a monologue in his heart.

"OMG .. Why is Aslan's sister so childish?" think Nandini, Love and Kirana.

Arjuna and Rangga shrugged their shoulders. They did not expect that the words were said from the words of Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir.

"You're crazy, brother. You're starting to make it up, I broke up with Rivandra's sister. Also with Joseph's brother I was just an ordinary friend, there was no special relationship between us. You're too much" said Zahrana.

"Yes, I'm crazy Ra. I'm crazy because of you, I'd rather die if I had to separate from you. We have also been knitting this together for a long time, but why are you so easy to throw everything with the word break up, without giving a little for me to defend yourself," said Aslan no less berangnya.

"Really I don't understand how big brother's mind goes? isn't brother ashamed in front of all our friends, used to say we're just backtreet but what? today you show the world all your possessiveness."

"I want us to end our story, brother, I want to go back to the way I was. I'm the innocent innocent. I'm sorry why I have to fall in love with you, brother, if I can turn the clock around, I don't want to keep this up. I am tired of this relationship. I really don't want to fall into a deeper well of sin anymore" Zahrana said in a sobbing. Her tears spilled instantly. Zahrana burned with emotion at the sight of speech after speech that came from the words of Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir to him.

Aslan ruffled his hair rough. He was really frustrated at Zahrana's decision to end his romance.

"Zahra, I don't want to part with you. As I promised before, I will be faithful to you until death do away with love. If today is the end of our story, then you will see me one last time in your life!" aslan said in a serious tone.

Zahrana feels lost her mind when dealing with Aslan who is so desperate to maintain their relationship.

Aslan was about to leave. He reached into his pocket, and took the key of his motorcycle. It was like losing direction.

"Sir Aslan, wait! where are you going?" peekkik Nandini's. He was worried that something would happen that was not desirable, if his brother came home in a state that is not unstable.

Aslan did not care about Nandini's brother's screech. He's headed for his motorbike parking lot. In his mind, he wanted to ride his motorcycle at high speed. To remove the confusion of his heart.

"Ra, please follow Aslan I'm afraid he's lost control. What if my brother wants to end his life?" nandini said in a worried tone.

Zahrana is really in a dilemma. He wants to end his relationship with Aslan, but Aslan remains determined to maintain their relationship.

"Oh Allah ..What am I going to do? Why is everything like this? truly I am trapped in a golden cage, so that I cannot escape all the hassle. Oh Allah .. That's how you want to show your taste, Brother. Can't you be more mature, "bathin Zahrana.

Zahrana immediately went after Aslan who was about to go to the parking lot of his motorcycle.

"Zahra, wait! I'm coming" said Yusuf suddenly.

"Me too" said Rivandra, clutching Kirana Larasati's fingers. To accompany him, he deliberately wanted to come along to explain to Aslan if he had nothing more to do with Zahrana. He did not want Aslan to misunderstand him.

Eventually, Zahrana's friends all go after Aslan.

"Akhi .. wait!" yusuf. Resisting the turmoil of anger that is now rumbling in the chest of Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir.

"Akhiy, istighfar! Do you not know if our eyes, hands, eyes, hearts and minds will be accounted before God in the end. This is not how you behave, a breakup is not the end of everything!" yusuf said with great affirmation.

"Truely falling in love is not prohibited by the shari'at, but love wrapped in lust will only lead us lost in the wrong path. The path that Allah Subhanahuwata'ala does not know. Especially until the determination of suicide and the like is clearly prohibited by the shari'at."

Then Joseph resumed his advice.

Verily Allah Subhanahuwata'ala says in the holy book of the Qur'an, which reads :

وَلَا تَقْتُلُوٓا۟ أَنفُسَكُمْ ۚ إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ كَانَ بِكُمْ رَحِيمًا

It means: "And do not kill yourselves; verily, Allah is Most Merciful to you." (QS. An-lisa: 29).

In a hadith from Tsabit bin Adh Dhohhak, Rasulullah SAW said,

وَمَنْ قَتَلَ نَفْسَهُ بِشَىْءٍ عُذِّبَ بِهِ يَوْمَ الْقِيَامَةِ

That is: “Whoever kills himself in a way that is in the world, surely in the day of the Resurrection Allah will torment him in that way too.” (CHR. Bukhari and Muslim).

"So, suicide and such is strictly prohibited in the Islamic Shari'a, do not drop ourselves in perdition, surely Allah loves the strong Muslim more than the weak Muslim and he easily gives up just because he is tempted by the pleasures of the false world."

"Never give up on the mercy of Allah, if Zahrana is created for you, nothing will prevent him from being with you. But on the contrary if he is not your soul mate, no matter how much you defend him he will never be yours" Yusuf said as he embraced Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir as his fellow Muslim brother.

Aslan was weakened, finally he was sitting on the beach grass. He was astonished and pondered over every word that came from the words of Joseph Amri Nufail Syairazy.

"Astagfirullah .. forgive your weak and despicable servant, Lord, I have indeed strayed too far. Really ... I have been blinded by the love that has tormented my soul" said Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir.

Tears of regret have been shed from the eyes of Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir.

"Yes Allah .. forgive me for desecrating the innocence of a little girl like Zahrana" said Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir. He was also really sorry for what he did.

"Yusuf, thank you for all your advice. Forgive me for thinking badly of you" Aslan said, embracing Yusuf's shoulder. They forgive each other too.

Zahrana and his friends are also happy with the interaction of Joseph and Aslan.

"Finally you're conscious, brother." Nandini hugged Aslan tightly. He was happy because Aslan had already realized his error.

Aslan also broke his embrace from his sister Nandini. He also approached Rivandra.

"Brother, I apologize to you for thinking so badly of you. From today we are at peace" Aslan said, embracing Rivandra and linking her little finger to the sign of peace with Rivandra Dinata Admaja.

Instantly everyone present before them was moved, Zahrana was no exception.

"Yes Allah .. Thank you for bringing Joseph's brother here. His presence is truly an enlightenment for us here" Zahrana said.

"Zahrana .. I'm just a human being. I also have love and love for you. Really ... I was jealous to see you with him, Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir. However, my love for my creator is greater than my love for others. Including you, I keep a tidy taste in my heart towards you. Let God be a witness to my feelings for you. If you were created for me, I'm sure one day God will meet us in his way, so that our bond can become Halal without being wrapped in lust for a moment!" whisper of Joseph Amri Nufail Syairazy's heart.

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Enlightenment 👉 “Loving God is as high as love. Perfect your love for God before you anchor your love for His creature.”( Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy )