Picking Back the Crashed Way

95 . Keep Distance

"Zahra .. Are you here?" Kirana Larasati hugs Zahrana.

"You're okay, right? we're all worried looking for you" Kirana said. He still hugged Zahrana.

"Alhamdulillah ... I've been better, Kir. There was Joseph's brother who came to accompany me and advise me, so that my heart was calmer."

"Thank God then, Ra. I'm so glad to hear that, don't be sad anymore, Dad. Look at your eyes, you must have been crying all over. If there's a problem, don't be in Ra's own room, we're your best friends who are always loyal to listen to your complaints." Kirana Larasati reminds Zahrana of her best friend.

"Keep, do not listen to the words of Priska Prahara. He was from the beginning envious of you, Ra, so don't think about the words of such a person." Kirana continues to provide support for her best friend Zahrana.

"Yes, Kir. Thank you for all your attention and support" Zahrana said. He hugged his best friend Kirana Larasati.

"There's one thing you don't know, Kir. I am no longer holy. I'm dirty, I've done bad things with Brother Aslan. If you know that I've been a pervert, maybe you'll stay away from me." Zahrana bathed in his heart. Only he and the Grasping Heart know what happened today with Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir.

Yusuf and Rivandra were stunned to see the interaction between Kirana Larasati and Zahrana.

Realizing that they ignored the two young men, Zahrana and Kirana broke into their arms.

"Sister Rivan, Brother Yusuf. Ma-af, if we're preoccupied. This is us when we are interacting with our group mates" said Kirana Larasati.

While Zahrana only showed her sweet smile. He had started to look excited again with the presence of Kirana who continued to entertain him.

"Maa shaa Allah .. so this is the figure of the young man who also admired Zahrana," Rivandra's great-grandson in her heart.

Zahrana was silent unmoved, seeing the presence of Rivandra Dinata Admaja by her side. However they have been knitting together, it is not easy to forget the memories that once existed.

"Ra, thank God you look better now. Take care of yourself, Dad? may you always be in the protection of Allah Subhanahuwata'ala. Today is our meeting day. After this I will go far away from our homeland, I will study in the Capital of Jakarta. I hope you are happy with your choice" Rivandra said in a poignant tone.

Rivandra realized that Zahrana had once filled the recesses of her heart and soul. They had made promises and knit togetherness, although eventually the relationship has now been run aground by the treachery of Zahrana who has dua love with Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir as his rival.

Zahrana was silent to the words of Rivandra Dinata Admaja. There was guilt in his heart. He felt guilty for disappointing Rivandra and preferred Aslan to be her lover. Until finally the sanctity of himself must be taken by Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir who he believes is a good young figure in his eyes. But in reality, his first kiss must be taken by the person he considers to be his heart's lover.

Although it was just a kiss, for Zahrana it was very dirty and damaged her purity. Given that he has been a role model for his friends as well as a role model for Santriwan and Santriwati in Padepokan Buya Harun, how wrong he is until he does something that Allah Subhanahuwata'ala does not know.

"Sister Rivan, please forgive Zahra who has inflicted such a deep wound on your heart. And you too now, want to go to a better level of education far there. I don't know until when I don't know, maybe we'll never get together again." Zahrana whispered in her little heart. He wanted to shed his tears, but he could stand it.

Zahrana did not want to look weak in Rivandra's eyes. He also did not want Yusuf to know if he had knit together with Rivandra Dinata Admaja.

"I-iya, Brother. I pray that you will have success in the future, congratulations on your noble goal to pursue better knowledge. May God always take care of your brother, wherever you are." Zahrana tried to hold back her tears from spilling, she seemed to feel strong to let go of Rivandra to study in the capital of Jakarta.

"Thank you for your support and prayers Ra" said Rivandra, lowering her face. There was a pain in his heart, for this was his last meeting and farewell to Zahrana. The little angel who once filled his days.

"I will never forget the most beautiful memories with you Zahra, for me you remain a charming little Angel, kind, graceful and gentle. I'm sorry, just getting here I can see and take care of you. Our paths are different, let me give in. Keep your distance and get away from your life" bathin Rivandra.

Kirana Larasati strengthened Rivandra's shoulders, to remain firm, patient and strong to accept all the facts.

While Joseph still looks relaxed with his elegant style full of charisma and shade that radiates from the hue of his handsome and glowing face. He remains positive thinking with Zahrana. He thought, it was only natural that Zahrana and her friends would break away from each other and say goodbye words, because this is the last day Zahrana met with her 3rd year Junior High School 3 XX. So there was no reason for Joseph to be so bad as to think of Zahrana or anything else.

"Hemmm .. introduce my name is Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy, I am a friend of Zahrana" said Yusuf. He put his hand on Rivandra.

Rivandra welcomed Joseph's hand.

"I'm Rivandra Dinata Admaja, I'm Zahrana's upperclassman."

"Yes, congratulations on your graduation! congratulations because you will get a better education in the capital there. I pray that you will be successful in pursuing your dreams and ideals" said Yusuf. He also embraced Rivandra Dinata Admaja as his brother.

Rivandra was very impressed by Joseph's interaction with her. Just this time he found a young man like Joseph who was very polite and gentle.

"Thank you, brother." Rivandra also returned Joseph's kindness to her. They also talked to each other.

Kirana Larasati and Zahrana seem stunned by the interaction of Yusuf and Rivandra Dinata Admaja.

"They look very compact, Ra, the other is sweet and handsome. The other is more handsome, gentle, courteous and charismatic." Kirana looked at Rivandra, love blossoms blooming towards her upperclassman.

While Zahrana only nodded slowly, no specific comment was spoken from the words. He seems to think hard.

"Yes Allah ... How can I keep my distance from Aslan's brother? I don't want to stick around and hang out with him often. I don't want the scene to repeat itself. I no longer want to reduce my lust like that," Zahrana's great-grandson in her heart.

"Ma-af, Kir. My mood today is not good. But I'm trying hard." Zahrana showed a firm smile, but in fact he was fragile. His heart was weak, he was not okay. This means that Zahrana needs input from his friends so that he can be patient and strong with the heart test that is now suffering from it.

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"Home ... You're where? I'm afraid something's happened to you, don't torture me like this!" Aslan paused for a moment. He had walked too far along the coast. He did not find Zahrana.

"Why did you just disappear? without giving me a chance to defend yourself, to forgive me." Aslan really felt guilty for hurting and desecrating Zahrana's innocence.

"I'm afraid of losing you, Ana. I'm afraid you're really going and getting away from me" Aslan said.

Aslan's tears suddenly fell because he thought of his little girl. He kept shedding his tears. He was truly sorry for the error he had done to Zahrana today.

Witnessed by the pounding waves on the beach, Aslan also grumbled his stupidity because he could not master his lust for Zahrana how long ago.

Nandini and Arjuna approach their older brother Aslan.

"Sir Aslan! geez .. Why is big brother so crybaby? please don't cry like this, brother!" Nandini embraces her brother.

Aslan shed her tears.

"Zahrana deck, it seems like he really wants to keep his distance with big brother. I don't know where he's been hiding, since you haven't found any trace of him. Though soon it has entered the time of Ashar, we also want to go home." Aslan was still crying over Zahrana.

"Yes Allah .. patient brother, I did not think if the brother was really acute to Zahrana. Brother's spirit! never give up!" Nandini strengthened her brother's heart.

While Arjuna seemed to be chuckling amused, according to him his sister-in-law's candidate looked childish. "His age alone is mature, but his mind does not mature like a child," said Arjuna.

While from a distance.

"Nandiniiiii .. Brother Aslannn!" cry Fadhilah while chewing the popcorn in his mouth that is almost full. Nandini and Arjuna followed by Aslan turned their eyes towards Fadhilah and Virgantara who were heading towards them.

"Child nagging! eat it must be chewed first, running around like a child kind of kindergarten!" virgantara Sergah.

Virgantara reflexes pulled Fadhilah's wrist, until Fadillah almost toppled over. But his tiny body immediately fell in the chest of the field Virgantara Dinata Admaja. As soon as Fadhilah's body bristled, the popcorn that was on him was released in his grasp.

"OMG .. My heart feels like it wants to get out of place, this is what love starts to sprinkle in the heart and soul" whispered Fadhilah's heart. It seems to feel at home in the chest of the field Virgantara Dinata Admaja.

"Ehemm .. seems to be leaning in the arms of a handsome young man like me" said Virgantara full of confidence. He deliberately wanted to tease Fadhilah.

Instantly Fadhilah pushed the chest of Virgantara's field.

"I feel at home in the chest of your field, oh no. You are too confident" said Fadhilah as he ran away from Virgantara's sight.

Virgantara just smiled amusedly at the hilarious behavior of Fadhilah.

"Din, Zahrana has been found. He was at Musholla with Brother Yusuf and other friends" Fadhilah said.

Aslan soon went to Musholla followed by Nandini, Arjuna, Fadhilah and Virgantara.

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Near Musholla Pantai Indah Memories Together.

"Home ... You okay?" ask Aslan. She covered every inch of Zahrana's face.

"You okay, why do your eyes look so hard?" Aslan was about to capture Zahrana, but Zahrana firmly refused.

"Enough brother! keep your limits!" zahrana said full of decisiveness.

Aslan also restrained his movements. He did not expect what he saw. Zahrana really kept her distance.

"Is this the end of our story? no. .. I'd rather die if I had to part with you Ana," said Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir.

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Enlightenment 👉"Love is formless, yet love can be felt by the heart. Love needs no reason because in reality love exists without logic, it persists even though it actually knows that the one you love cannot possibly be yours."