Picking Back the Crashed Way
91 . Last Meeting
Rivandra was still looking at the blue sea. He seemed to think hard, he wanted to escape from the shadow of Zahrana. He does not want to be in sadness.
"To cry over something that has gone, that is foolishness. I can't do this, I have to be strong. True said Kirana there are still many things to do for the future, rather than just thinking about the affairs of love let alone to heartbreak and protracted in sadness."
"I must not be weak, I must be strong!" bathin Rivandra Dinata Admaja's.
Rivandra stared fixedly at the face of Kirana Larasati who was still faithfully accompanying her since then.
Kirana Larasati bowed in shame, her face blushing when she realized Rivandra was settling down.
"Ma-af" said Rivandra. He realized that he was fascinated by the sweet girl in front of him.
"Thank you, Kirana Larasati, you have been following me here since. This is our last day with all our friends. After this I will continue my studies outside the city. I will never show my face here again. I want to bury my memories with Zahrana."
" I will study at Pondok Pesantren which is in the Capital of Jakarta and I will later study Higher Education there. Insha Allah I will get an education at the State Islamic College there. Precisely at the State Islamic Religious University of Jakarta," said Rivandra in a serious tone.
Kirana Larasati's tears spilled instantly, her heart was heartbroken. Then he wanted to drink the sweetness of togetherness with Rivandra. Accompany her to eliminate Rivandra's turmoil with her best friend Zahrana.
Kirana thought the dipper would be soon to be together, but far from the fire than the roast. Rivandra will soon be out of sight.
If the distance is separated only around the province where he lives, which is still in one nauangan. Of course Kirana will not be too sad, but separate provinces make Kirana Larasati feel crowded.
There was no hope for Kirana to be with Rivandra, unless she had to bury her feelings deeply.
Preventing Rivandra from stopping her good intentions to pursue Islamic education is very unlikely. Because it is a glory, because it actually requires knowledge of Islam is mandatory for a Muslim. There was no reason for Kirana to prevent it, if it was such a good thing. Considering the Islamic Science is the provision of a person to achieve the happiness of the afterlife to be able to achieve JANNAHnya.
Actually, we are created in this world not just to play around or just joke or just ride a drink or just meet the passions alone.
We were created by Allah Subhanahuwata'ala for the purpose of worshiping Him alone. As the word of Allah is revealed in the holy book of the Qur'an, which reads :
وَمَا خَلَقْتُ الْجِنَّ وَالإنْسَ إِلا لِيَعْبُدُو
“And I did not create jinn and men, but that they might worship Me”. (QS. Adz Dzariyat: 56).
The above verse clearly states the purpose of man's creation is to worship, only to worship Allah Subhanahuwata'ala solely. This verse also hints at the importance of tawhid, because tawhid is the greatest form of worship, impressing God in our worship.
This verse also hints at the importance of charity, after the first purpose man was created was to be knowledgeable. The fruit of science is charity. Science is not sought and learned except to be practiced. Like a tree, it is not planted except to get its fruit. Science is the fruit of charity.
Based on this verse there is no reason for Kirana Larasati to prevent the departure of Rivandra Dinata Admaja to get an education based on science and the Qur'an. Even just because of the pseudo-love's big brother who only dwells on the desires of the momentary lust.
Kirana also realized that if Rivandra Dinata Admaja is her soul mate, God willing they will meet again and will meet at the temple. For what sows the promise of love and expresses a taste if only to sow the seed of the wounds and tribulations of the soul.
Quite Zahrana and his other friends had ups and downs in their faith sitting. All of that is really just a momentary feeling wrapped in sheer lust. If we are unable to reduce it there will be a forbidden love story misty the stains of sin, because touching something that is not halal for him so that it plunges into a deeper form of adultery.
It is really a loss for souls who had fallen in adultery, one of them dating as ever done by Zahrana in particular. However, Zahrana had not realized it all as if she was immersed in the pseudo-love cradle that ravaged her faith.
Indeed faith will increase if accompanied by charity sholeh, and will decrease if accompanied by obedience. That is what Zahrana is experiencing right now. He is being tested by the evil things that further lead him astray in the mud snares of sin that eat away at his young soul.
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Back to the story of Kirana Larasati and Rivandra Dinata Admaja.
Kirana Larasati wiped her tears, which itself flowed profusely in both of her eyes. He has been sincere with his last meeting with Rivandra Dinata Admaja who since the last 8 months has also reigned in his heart. He chose to harbor his feelings, although in body language the universe and the universe also knew if he clearly put a taste for Rivandra Dinata Admaja. However, Kirana tries to hide her feelings.
"Hey ... You cry? is there a word I displease in your heart, Kirana?" rivandra asked sympathetically.
"Ma-af brother, no words brother who hurt me, I was only moved by your good intentions who want to pursue a more comprehensive Islamic education (exhaustive without exception )," kirana Larasati. He tried to neutralize his feelings so as not to be read by Rivandra the look of sadness in him.
"Thank you for the support" said Rivandra with a sweet smile on her dimples.
Kirana was also happy to see the sweet smile that now adorns Rivandra's face.
In the middle of the grip between Kirana Larasati and Rivandra, Fadhilah and Virgantara Dinata Admaja were present to join them.
"Hi, Deck. Seems like a great story? Is it true that you want to continue your education in the capital city of Jakarta? is that as deep as the wound in your heart that you have to isolate yourself outside of our province?" virgantara asked her sister Rivandra.
"But, big brother salute with your good intentions. Surely Father and Mother are happy to hear it," said Virgantara.
"God willing, brother, bismillah .. May Allah bless him and ease my business there later."
"That means you'll be studying for about 7 years there, yach?" Virgantara looks sad if you have to part with his only sister.
"Just take it easy, sister, during the semester holiday Rivandra will return to our homeland." Rivandra and Virgantara also embrace each other and strengthen each other's shoulders.
Seeing the interaction of the two sisters also made Kirana and Fadhillah feel stunned.
"Eh, Kir. This is ice cream for you! he said that if we are sad again we will feel calm by eating ice cream." Fadhilah is like understanding the turmoil of Kirana his best friend, but he does not want to interfere too much and guess.
"This is also a snack for you, Virgantara brother who bought everything for me. Said I could pick any snack, so I bought what I wanted." Fadhilah's face was without joy, because of all the snacks he wanted to buy by Virgantara against him.
"Maa shaa Allah .. much right, Dhil. Loe laper what's trance?" asked Kirana with a look of surprise.
"Take it, it's free!" fadhilah. He felt an amused chuckle at the expression on Kirana Larasati's face.
"Kok bengong, just snack Kir. Don't bother with this grown man. Let's just say he doesn't see us" said Fadhilah as he glanced at Virgantara who looked handsome once with his cool style.
"Yes, thank you Dhill." Kirana Larasati also enjoyed ice cream and some snacks brought by Fadhilah.
"Sister Rivan, do you want one too? this is ice cream for you, we snack together. Let brother's heart come with me."
Rivandra took the ice cream from Kirana Larasati's hand. They also seemed to enjoy the mouthfuls of ice cream into his mouth.
Kirana did not realize that the remaining ice cream was still on the corner of her lips.
Rivandra reflexively cleans up the remaining ice cream with thin lips Kirana Larasati using her handkerchief.
Kirana's heart felt racing with Rivandra's treatment of her. They both immediately exchanged a look. Just imagine when the scene we are listening to the lyrics of the song Acha Septriasa and Irwansyah entitled Ada Cinta.😁😁
💘 No Love 💘
Say love
One word I was waiting for
Because I can't read your eyes
Sing me a favor
Smile your heart
Because I can't afford it
Deciphering this shakes
Because I doubt you
Why is it heavy
Expressing love
But it feels
In the longing for revenge
Silent night
Love feels there
Sing me a favor
Smile your heart
Because I can't afford it
Deciphering this shakes
Because I doubt you
Why is it heavy
Expressing love
But it feels
In the longing for revenge
Silent night
Love feels there
Why is it heavy
Expressing love
Though it exists
In the rain
In the light of the moon
Also in sedu sedan
Why (why) is difficult
Confessing love (love)
It feels (feels)
In the longing for revenge
Silent night
Love (oh love) feels there
Kirana Larasati and Rivandra Dinata Admaja are still looking at each other. The two of them did not realize that there was still Fadhilah and Virgantara by their side.
"Kirana Larasati .. What kind of vibration do I feel? could I fall in love with you? No ... I don't want to dock so fast! enough with Zahrana I felt that feeling before. Although this feeling feels there to you Kirana Larasati, but I don't want this to continue any longer. It's better not to express each other's feelings than to end up hurt, '" Rivandra said.
"For now, I want to focus on my education first. I want to pursue my dreams in the future, I don't want any more love growing in my heart. I'm sorry for all the feelings in my heart, I'm sorry for Kirana Larasati who felt for you." Rivandra continued to monologue in her heart.
"Sister Rivandra .. Your beautiful gaze really touched my heart, but it was heavy to express all my feelings. Because I don't want to drown in a sea of romance. Let me feel this buried with all my dreams, hopefully someday we can meet again at the right time when we have both grown up. Even though there's love in my heart for you, I don't want you to know that. Let me be with my own taste and you with your own." Kirana Larasati whispered in her little heart.
"Eccomm ... " Virgantara and Fadhillah both cleared their throat, so that Kirana Larasati and Rivandra realized from their sluggishness.
"OMG .. who is on the verge of romance, me and brother Virgan considered the wind passing." Fadhilah protest.
"Yes, it looks like someone is in a kasmaran." Virgantara seduces her sister Rivandra and Kirana Larasati.
"Ceeil ... I didn't think there was a love here that started to grow, on the sidelines of the final meeting of separation." Nandini who suddenly came with her lover Arjuna Restu Pamungkas, they also participated in teasing Kirana Larasati and Rivandra.
"Hemmmm .. turned out to be my best friend one of my benches, now also almost let go of his singles." Kiara Khoirani's love was suddenly jockeying while perched on the shoulders of her lover Rangga Sahadewa.
While Zahrana stared from a distance the interaction between Kirana Larasati and Rivandra Dinata Admaja who had been his special friend.
"Yes Allah .. like this is this meaningless love. Why have I not sincerely seen the interaction between Kak Rivandra Dinata Admaja? do I know my taste?" whispered heart Zahrana.
In the midst of Zahrana's contention was a burly body that hugged her tightly from behind her body.
"Sister Aslan .. you?" zahrana hangs.
Aslan clenched the tiny body of Zahrana. He was not willing if Zahrana's gaze was fixed on Rivandra Dinata Admaja and Kirana Larasati.
To him, Zahrana belonged to only one, nothing else.
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Enlightenment 👉 A true lover will love his partner wholeheartedly and treat him well to gain happiness.
Meanwhile, lust-based love is equally happy, but it is only temporary. Happiness on the basis of lust will lead one to regret.
