Picking Back the Crashed Way

94 . Before You Halal For Me (Pov Yusuf )

Zahrana continued to run and away from the view of Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir who is still his lover and also away from the sight of his other friends. He wept for his fate, how he could not understand why he was easily tempted by the persuasion of Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir against him. Zahrana kept touching her sweet lips. He was crying more and more when he remembered the hot scene with his lover how long ago.

"O Allah, O Ghofur. It has been corroded by bir*hi and momentary lust" said Zahrana lirih.

"Hiks .. hiks .. hiks ... " Zahrana was still lamenting her stupidity. He was crying so much.

Zahrana lost her way to beach, her elegance, softness and chivalry and her holiness are now crashing.

"I learn and teach every day Santriwan and Santriwati in Padepokan Buya Harun, I always invite and remind my friends in goodness and truth. Yet it is I who am entangled in the circle of the stains of sin. I'm so dirty, I mean nothing."

"True Priska Prahara I am a cheap woman, I hate myself, I hate what I have done. I hate!" zahrana's strangulation in the rain of her sobs is becoming more and more.

Zahrana washed her lips with tap water in Musholla Pantai Indah Memories Together. He did not realize that his behavior from earlier was noticed by a handsome man who was very dignified and polite Budi pekertinya. With a sideburn and a thin beard that adorns his face further adds to his charm and charisma. The young man continued to see what Zahrana, the little angel who had long since reigned in his heart, had done.

Yes, the young man was Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy. He had been following Zahrana since then when he accidentally saw Zahrana running and away from the sight of his other friends. Yusuf was forced to leave his farewell activities with his school friends, on the grounds that he had a very urgent interest.

Zahrana continued to repeatedly clean her lips with water, as if she felt that she was very unclean and dirty.

Zahrana sat under the wall of the faucet. He again mourned his fate. His tears were endlessly flowing, he continued to sob in his tears. His eyes also looked swollen and his cheeks because he continued to cry regretting his fate.

"If I clean my lips with seven flowers, I will remain filthy and despicable." Zahrana continued to curse himself, because he was not good at self-awareness.

Joseph could no longer bear to see the tearful whirlpools that kept flooding the smooth cheeks of his Little Angel, the love in his heart that he always kept tidy and would never reveal before Zahrana was completely lawful to him.

No matter how deep she felt about Zahrana, she was as strong as that. Joseph really kept his boundaries with those who were not his mahram. Even though he likes Zahrana until this moment he prefers to soak the taste. He really believes in his heart, he will never violate the Islamic Shari'a, must date for example until this moment he never did it.

Throughout the journey of his age who has now stepped on 17 years, new to Zahrana he really fell in love. From the beginning he saw the charm of Zahrana in Padepokan Buya Harun, until this moment it still continues to grow in his heart. However, Joseph always kept his heart in his prostration and prayers. Enough of the Grasper of Life who knows his heart against Zahrana. Complaining to His Lord was the highest place for Joseph, so that he would not be lost by the love he had so long reigned in.

Joseph approached Zahrana.

"Zahra ... What happened to you?" ask Yusuf.

Zahrana did not answer, her crying became more and more so with the presence of Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy who was very sudden in front of her.

"Zahra .. cry if it calms your soul. Verily, the cry that Allah loves is that of a sinner who has repented of all his iniquities and sins before Allah Subhanahuwata'ala."

"In fact, the cry and repentance of a man who feels himself sinful is preferred by God rather than the many acts of worship performed by a servant who is Sholeh but arrogant with his charity."

"Repent to Allah Subhanahuwata'ala if you feel sinful, do not despair of Allah's mercy, indeed Allah's forgiveness is far greater than the sins we have committed."

"Return to God if you feel guilty and guilty. Never turn around to make the same mistake again!" yusuf concluded while giving tissue to Zahrana.

"Remove your tears, I cannot see you despair like this." Yusuf also felt sadness when he saw the figure of the Angel of his dreams moping.

Zahrana wiped her tears with a tissue given by Joseph.

"Thank you, brother." Zahrana tried to neutralize her feelings. The strands of wisdom pearls conveyed by Yusuf, was able to calm his soul which was fragile because of the mistakes he had done with Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir his lover.

Joseph nodded slowly. He felt calm to see Zahrana again excited.

Zahrana got up from her seat. He turned the water tap nearby. Zahrana immediately wudhu perfectly to calm his heart and soul that was fragile by a few stories that are happening to him today.

Joseph watched Zahrana with happy beads, happy because he again saw the rays of faith that emanated from Zahrana with water droplets of ablution that appeared from the hue of Zahrana's face that did look perfect from there.

Eagerly Joseph calmed Zahrana and wiped away her tears, but Joseph realized that this little girl before him was not his mahram.

"Zahrana, before you're lawful to me, it's not worth it for me to indulge my feelings towards you. Moreover, touching you is haram to me" whispered Joseph's heart.

"Wait for me in 6 or 7 years Zahra, I'll come back to you to apply to be my teacher, after I finish my studies in Cairo Egypt." Joseph murmured in his heart.

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"Ana, where are you? why did you just walk away, without me knowing where your trail is." Aslan ruffled the rough mane of her hair.

"I'm sorry Ana, after this I promise I won't be possessive anymore. I'll never touch you again as I please like this, I'm sorry for keeping you too tight." Aslan monologued in his little heart. He was truly sorry for having tarnished the innocence of his little girl.

Nandini Sukma Dewi, Arjuna Restu Pamungkas, Cinta Kiara Khoirani and her lover Rangga Sahadewa join together in search of Zahrana.

While Fadhilah with Virgantara also looks very compact. It was followed by Rivandra Dinata Admaja and Kirana Larasati.

"Where are you Princess? even this wide beach we can not find you," said Nandini began to be careless.

"Patience, honey. Zahrana must have been found, maybe he was thinking clearly and wanted to calm down first" said Arjuna Restu Pamungkas.

"She Din, I'm sure Zahrana will come back to us. He certainly knows where he should go home," concluded Cinta. He joined each other with his girlfriend Rangga Sahadewa.

"Cin, we'd better split up with Nandini and Arjuna." Rangga Sahadewa gave his input.

"Yes, sister" said Cinta timidly because Rangga so tightly grasped her fingers like he did not want to let go. They split from Nandini and Arjuna.

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"Sister, I'm so tired. Where my supplies have all run out, I can't snack anymore!" seloroh Fadhilah on Virgantara Dinata Admaja.

"Why have you been so chatty since, little girl?" virgantara.

"You calm down, I'll buy you a lot of snacks! Don't talk much again, until we find Zahrana." Virgantara persuaded Fadhilah whom he already considered to be his own sister.

"Promise yes!" seloroh Fadhilah while linking his little finger to Virgantara.Tanda agrees. Then they continued their journey to find Zahrana.

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"Kirana it seems I know where Zahrana is. He loved the holy places, Mushola for example. I knew exactly that if Zahrana was angry and sad, she would also take ablution to calm her heart." Rivandra gave her advice.

Kirana's heart felt pinched at the words of Rivandra Dinata Admaja, who remembered Zahrana in the slightest.

"Why silence? let's see if there's a Zahrana in Mushola there." Rivandra reflexively grasps Kirana Larasati's hand fingers to immediately search for Zahrana's whereabouts.

Kirana followed Rivandra's steps. His heart felt timid and rhythmically carefree. He was pleased with Rivandra's treatment of him.

"Yes Allah ... If this keeps up, I'm sure I can't afford to part with you brother. Especially until moving on from you will certainly be very difficult for me." Kirana Larasati monologues in her heart.

"Kir, look! that looks like Zahrana and that young man."

"Where's brother?"

"That's beside Mushola's," concluded Rivandra Dinata Admaja.

"Yes, you're right."

"Let's go see them soon" said Kirana Larasati. They rushed to Musholla to reach Zahrana and the young man named Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy.

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Enlightenment 👉"If one night you see someone sinning, the next day do not look at him as a sinner, it may be that in the evening he has repented while you do not know it."( Ali ibn Abi Talib )