Picking Back the Crashed Way

71 . A Chosen Heart (Love Shouldn't Have )

Amid the drizzle hit the heart that knit the threads of love triangle between Zahrana and his two soul mates Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir and Rivandra Dinata Admaja, suddenly the white clouds turned gray. The sky also turned cloudy. The hearts of the three sons of man who are now in the land of Nestapa.

The rain suddenly fell with its speck, accompanied by a strong wind. The waves also roll with its height, the beach that originally looked cool and calm, beautiful in view of the eye. Now it looks very creepy, because a flash of lightning suddenly struck across space. Makes anyone who sees it shudder in horror at it.

In a small cottage not far from the coast, Zahrana and her two friends Kirana Larasati and Fadhillah looked very frightened to see the overflow of sea water and lightning flashes that struck, they also screamed hysterically because they were terrified.

"Yes Allah ... Zahrana amakirtt .. please Zahra Mother's Father! Zahra wants to go home, forgive Zahra Mother's father, for failing to become Little Angel of the Hereafter Father and Mother."

Zahrana continued to regret himself, he realized his mistake that had been lying to his Father and Mother. They also lie to those who love them. Other bad things he has done.

"MH ... Kirana still wants to live O Allah .. Kiran is only 13 years old, do not take Kiran's life Rabb! because Kiran still wants to see the frenzy of the world. Kiran still wants to enjoy life" said Kirana Larasati. His tears fell, because he was afraid of the storm of the beach wind that blew strong along with the heavy rain and lightning flashes that struck.

Seeing his two friends who looked frightened, Fadhilah spontaneously shouted hysterically, so that it shocked all the friends around him.

"Sister Virgannnnn .. pleasegggg ... Fadhilah!" pekik Fadhilah while waving his hand towards Pondok which borders Pondok where Nandini and Aslan are located. So that his cry was heard faintly by Virgantara Dinata Admaja and other friends.

"The boy was troublesome, the heavy rain still had time to shout. The echo of his voice also raised the eardrum despite being accompanied by heavy rain and strong winds. Just disturb people to sleep" Virgantara said.

Aslan who heard the screeches coming from the cottage next to him immediately rose up. He was worried that something might happen to his little Angel and Zahrana's friends.

Amidst the torrent of rain Aslan ran towards the cottage where he was now. Ensuring the state of his lover, is it okay or not? while Nandini Sukma Dewi was asleep. The rain that fell and the flash of lightning that struck, did not dampen his desire to sleep soundly after the ritual to clean the bruises on his brother's face. Due to a sudden attack from his rival Rivandra Dinata Admaja.

"Zahra .. Are you okay? you look so cold." Aslan immediately put Zahrana into his arms.

Lightning flashes were increasingly blaring through space. Zahrana and her friends are terrified.

"Sir, Ana amakirtt .. " said Zahrana as she tightened her arms to the chest of Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir's field.

"Hey ... my little girl! don't be afraid there is a brother on your side" Aslan said as he rubbed his lover's mane. Not to forget Aslan gave a warm kiss on the forehead of his little Angel.

"You look, cold darling .. " said Aslan as she wrapped her lover in her water-repellent jacket.

Aslan ngusap Zahrana's hair mane, several times he gave a warm kiss on Zahrana's forehead. As if he did not want to release Zahrana from his arms. Aslan really did not want to lose the figure of his little Angel.

"Zahra forgive brother for not understanding and understanding you, forgive brother for hurting your heart. I promise you I will always be there for you. Brother will always be faithful waiting for you until the end of my time!" aslan said as he looked at Zahrana's face.

But Zahrana fell asleep in the arms of Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir. Aslan let Zahrana sleep in his arms.

While Kirana Larasati who from earlier had cried because of fear, made flabbergasted by the sweet treatment of Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir against Zahrana.

"OMG ... beautiful so Zahrana was noticed sincerely and sincerely by sister Aslan," Kirana's great-grandson as she bit her lip.

"Fate .. fate ... can only be a mosquito bait," Kirana complained as she endured the cold.

Aslan did not realize that Rivandra Dinata Admaja had from that time noticed the togetherness and intimacy and very sincere attention given by Aslan to Zahrana. The little girl who was both enthroned in their hearts.

"Zahra .. true I was disappointed and I was hurt to see you with him. But I realized ... I am present among you, forgive me Zahra for falling in love with you from the moment we met. I will never forget all about you. If it is your heart's choice, then I will leave your life. I'm not gonna bother you anymore, I'm never gonna Zahra!"

"Maybe forgetting you took all my life, because it's not easy to forget the figure of a little angel like you. You have been stored in my heart Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra. Thank you for the short time together you have given me over the past two months. It will be the most beautiful memory for me. I'm out of your life this second Zahrana, thank you for the wind of momentary love you've given me. Now I realize that loving doesn't have to be. As long as I can see you smiling happily that's enough for me" whispered Rivandra Dinata Admaja's heart.

Seeing the greatness of Rivandra's shadow that passed away, making Kirana Larasati's step immediately went out. He could not bear to see the disappointment in the eyes of Rivandra Dinata Admaja, the love in silence.

Amidst the torrent of rain and flashes of lightning and the wind that blows hard Kirana Larasati forced herself to chase Rivandra Dinata Admaja who has now passed away carrying a million disappointments.

***

Virgantara and Fadhillah.

"Hey ... little boy. Who told you to scream and shower in the rain? how are you sick? who's in charge? told you it was even grinning." Virgantara immediately took Fadhilah to another cottage, because he had seen Aslan was making out with Zahrana. Makes Virgantara unkind to bother him.

"Slow down dong, brother. Fadillah whatever is playing pull everything, like a frugality," said Fadhilah.

Fadhilah also followed the footsteps of Virgantara who was so adorable in his view.

Arriving at the cottage, Virgantara immediately took his jacket. He immediately covered Fadhilah with his jacket.

"Tumben ..Do you look attentive? you just looked indifferent to me!" fadhilah said, thawing his lips.

"Yach .. his name is also life, sometimes there are ups and downs," Virgantara said, wiping the mane of Fadhilah's hair like his own sister.

Vlrgantara and Fadhillah also finally look compact with each other. They joke without end, while waiting for the rain to subside.

***

Kirana and Rivandra.

"Sir Rivandra .. wait!" pekik Kirana Larasati's.

Rivandra turned her head, she immediately stopped her steps when she saw Kirana following her. He also could not bear to see a woman rain, especially just to pursue her.

Rivandra invited Kirana to take shelter in the cottage. Kirana also obeyed him, they both fell silent. No one dared to open his voice, they were as if immersed in his individual thoughts.

Until Rivandra finally opened her voice first.

"Sorry .. for following me in your wet school uniform. Thank you for accompanying me here. I forgot that I was the one who hugged you here. Later after the rain subsides we will go home soon," said Rivandra.

Rivandra was again silent, in her heart and mind now there was only the figure of her little Angel. Only Zahrana. Although love does not have to have in the end, but in the heart of Rivandra there is only Zahrana no other.

Kirana also realized there was no room in Rivandra's heart for her. And that feeling he buried deeply. Only the Most Grasping of Love knows all his heart.

"O Allah .. how hard it is to accept all this reality, to love someone whose heart I cannot now have how heavy it is" Kirana Larasati said.

"I love Rivandra, while Rivandra loves Zahrana. While Zahrana kentara once preferred brother Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir."

"So Aslan's sister is a chosen heart. Chosen to be a mooring heart of a beautiful and innocent little girl, Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra.