Picking Back the Crashed Way

50.Shaded - shadow

Zahrana has finished replacing her school uniform, she also wants to go to her class soon, because soon the doorbell will ring.

"Ra, let's take you to class" Rivandra said, grabbing Zahrana's wrist.

"Yes, thank you."Zahrana also agreed to Rivandra's invitation, this time they did not look awkward again showing her togetherness.

"Hubby, you get me too!"Nandini's whine, pampered in Arjuna's arm while leaning the tip of his head on Arjuna's right shoulder.

"Okay, Baby!. what's not for you," teased Arjuna while touching her lover Nandini's chin.

Nandini and Arjuna are indeed suitable.They are equally aggressive, not shy to show affection.

In contrast to Zahrana and Rivandra, they seemed timid and more guarded.

They also arrived at the 1st grade B, Rivandra and Arjuna drove their girlfriends into the classroom.As if to make sure the woman arrived safely, but only to the class was not going anywhere.

"OMG! .. which is again kasmaran, has an acute level stage, "revealed Love Kiara Khoirani, when seeing Zahrana and Nandini in between by their respective girlfriends.

"Loe also Cin, just PDKT with brother Rangga Sahadewa.Only me and Hafidzah are still innocent,"timpal Fadhilah.

"Eh .. wait a minute! .. is not Kirana Larasati also still single."Fadhilah thought again, while embracing Kirana Larasati who from earlier was silent sculpting.

Kirana Larasati is rather quiet and does not talk much, after knowing that Zahrana is her best friend, the lanterns and role models in their friendship have set an example that Zahrana is not supposed to do, who is known to be more polite and religious than them.

Kirana Larasati did not expect that her innocent and innocent companions, often advising, guiding and directing them in goodness and truth, were caught in the inevitable cycle of the stains of sin.

Already true courtship in the view of Islam is not allowed, because it does lead to obedience and all forms of adultery, let alone duplicity.

However, when Zahrana was not deep in the real science of Religion, so he was entangled in the mud of sin that he could not avoid.

Although dating healthily ala Zahrana, still it is not justified in the view of Islam.Since in the shari'at there is only a process of ta'arufan, then if it is felt suitable can be continued with the process of khitbah or meminang, then if it is felt suitable can be continued with the process of khitbah, then Nadzor (looks at a glimpse of the face of his partner).

If it is felt that it is steady then continue on the next level, the 'HOLY PROMISE of MARRIAGE', even in a very short period of time, a month two months or more a little, should not be pushed back.

If it is not felt suitable when still in the process of ta'aruf may resign, there is nothing that hinders both.It is less likely to be heartbroken, because there is no previous attachment.

Unlike those who take the path of dating, sometimes there are dating 1 year, 2 years, 5 years even 10 years or more.However, just waiting for the soul mate of others, because the true line of life, the destiny of love, love, the soul of every human being has become the decree of Allah Subhanahuwata'ala.

As well, the story of Zahrana in the future still continues to be a mystery in the search for his identity.Entah who will be his soul mate later, who will be his soul mate, Zahrana still continues to process through the journey of life and love story either with whom will be anchored?

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The lesson that day was over, Zahrana came home from school carrying an infinite sense of happiness.Hati seemed flowery considering his date with his upperclassman Rivandra walked very sweetly, very sweet, although there was an unpleasant scene, she had to accept the reality of being tempted by Priska Prahara her upperclassmen with juice water to wet her face and school uniform.

However, behind her grief, Zahrana now circled in her room while hugging and kissing the school uniform that Rivandra bought for her.

"Sir Rivandra, so sweet once ... Zahrana is very grateful to be a special friend sister.Kak is very caring and very affectionate, also very appreciative and protect Ana, when Ana is in trouble and there are those who cheat and menzholimi me,"little whispered heart Zahrana.

Zahrana threw herself in her bed, while continuing to embrace the school uniform given by Rivandra.He again imagined when in the Rivandra Library looked at her with love, as well as the attention and sincerity of Rivandra who was so special to him, and Rivandra's attention and sincerity were so special to him, make Zahrana feel like a little Angel who is very spoiled by her Prince.

"Ceeilee .. kak Zahra, again fantasize what it is, from earlier Raihan pay attention to the sister smiling himself.Awas .. later kesambet you know, who ruqyah brother if it really happened,"said Raihan while whispering small in the ear of his brother, who still continues to fantasize with his daydream.

Zahrana was surprised to hear the whisper of Raihan that was so subtle and mystical in his ears.

"Astagfirullah .. Who takes the deck? who wants to go on the deck? quickly call Buya Aaron deck!"tell Zahrana with a confused face.

"Yes Allah ... Raihan, what do you think your sister is?"zahrana said as she got out of her bed.

Zahrana wants to pick up Raihan's ears, which often work on him.

However, Raihan immediately set a thousand steps.He ran towards the living room sofa.

Be a romp between Zahrana and her sister Raihan circling the sofa.

"Yeah .. can't ... can't ... Raihan won," Raihan said.

Zahrana did not want to lose, she continued to walk around the sofa chasing Raihan until her breath was boring.

"Well, can you .. "tow Zahrana as she renders Raihan's ears.

"Jeez .. Painful brother.Main really turned out," Raihan protested while he was singing his lips.

"Weee .. who told ngerjain brother continued, healthy people like this spelled kambet, wear in ruqyah again," protest Zahrana while folding both hands on his chest.

Unbeknownst to them, their parents, Buya Harun Al Aziz and Mother Fatimah have been since noticed the interaction of their two children.

"Zahrana, Raihan .. already joking!. later you guys have a real fight.Mother does not want the two children Mother marahan.You know, marahan and mocking each other it is a whisper from the syaiton, but the mother does not want the two children of Mother marahan,son.Do you want to lose to a creature called Syaiton?"ask Mother Fatimah to divorce the dispute between Zahrana and Raihan.

"Na'udzubillahimindzalik Bun, Raihan does not want to be his friend Shaiton," said Raihan shuddering in horror as he hugged his mother.

"Zahrana also does not want to be a friend of Shaiton Bun.Kata our Religious teacher, Bu Zulis.Syaiton, seductress of humans to get lost and do bad things,Adam and Siti Eve only came down from Heaven because of the temptation of Shaiton, because they broke the commandment of Allah,the fruit which Allah forbade to eat by Adam and Siti Eve."

"The temptations of the Shaiton also cause them to no longer be able to enjoy the beauty of Heaven and all its contents, so they are relegated to the bowels of the earth.Fight through the process of life starting from zero, want to eat, drink, drink,and others, must first effort.And sadly again they have to live apart for 40 years in the other world, until finally they are met in Padang Arafah if not wrong it will be our meeting place in the end when the doomsday arrives," said Zahrana at length.

"Yes Allah .. Brother, use to discuss the day of the apocalypse all, Raihan is still a child, still want to live longer, brother.Main many things that Raihan has not understood and Raihan learned, Raihan, where is the new 3rd grade SD anyway," said Raihan while contemplating what was said by his brother.

Meanwhile, Buya Harun and Bunda Fatimah were stunned to see the interaction of their two children.They were very happy because their two children were very enthusiastic about learning the science of Islam.

Zahrana went back to her room, she was in the shadows and looked back at what she had said.Then she introspected herself, true to what she has been doing lately.

Aged with Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir in the Sembako Store, then had time to do a friendly scene that should not be done by ABG children his age.With his adult co-star again, until continued to send letters and backtreet again."Lying to Daddy Mother anyway,"chicit Zahrana.

"And worse yet, I double also, have lied to parents for daring to date secretly, in addition to his sins multiplied, I have lied to everything, Brother Aslan and Brother Rivandra too,"bathin Zahrana.

Zahrana continued to imagine and contemplate his mistake, until unknowingly her tears dripped down her cheeks.He immediately took ablution to calm her mind, so as not to be too late in the turmoil that continues to haunt her.

Then he read the do'a recited by Adam and Siti Eve when they were sent down from Heaven by Allah Subhanahuwata'ala.

قَالَا رَبَّنَا ظَلَمْنَآ أَنفُسَنَا وَإِن لَّمْ تَغْفِرْ لَنَا وَتَرْحَمْنَا لَنَكُونَنَّ مِنَ ٱلْخَٰسِرِينَ

Qala rabbana ⁇ alamna anfusana wa il lam tagfir lana wa tar-amna lanakinna minal-khasirin

It means: “Yes our Lord, we have wronged ourselves, and if You do not forgive us and give us grace, surely we are among the losers.”

Zahrana recited the do'a, called from his own conscience.He wept and complained to His Lord, for all the wrongs and sins he had committed.Thus Zahrana finally fell asleep because of the tiredness that afflicted him, weeping and lamenting the mistakes he has done.Entah until when, he will continue to do this.Continue to maintain his forbidden relationship with Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir and also Rivandra Dinata Admaja without the knowledge of both parents.

Wanting to avoid, but he has been caught in a love triangle between himself, Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir and Rivandra Dinata Admaja.