Picking Back the Crashed Way

213. Grief in Love

Nandini seemed happy and happy to see the results of the engraving of Nail Henna from Mua who will decorate herself on her wedding day tomorrow. He was ceaselessly smiling looking at the ornament of Henna which was now carved beautifully in the fingers and toes.

Nandini deliberately chose the Nail Henna carving that looks challenging, according to his character who is brave and impressed bars from the white-blue era.

"Hemmm .. The color is very challenging!" muttered nandini, he continued to develop his smile, looking at the bright colors etched beautifully in his fingers.

Nandini imagined her happy day, sitting together at the temple with Arjuna Restu Endungkas with so wisdom. The engraving of Nail Henna etched beautifully in his hand made him unceasingly develop his smile.

However, the smile slowly faded as he recalled Zainal's figure. The figure of a man in his past white-blue, who has now stolen his heart when he will marry Arjuna Restu Pamungkas. The father of the baby now conceived by him.

Nandini stroked her stomach, which is now almost two months old, "Zainal forgive me!" bathin Nandini with tears in her eyes. Making Love and Kirana Larasati feel anxious about Nandini's situation.

"What's the matter, Din?" tanya Cinta who felt unsettled when she saw the bride-to-be crying.

"Yes Din, what happens until you cry? this is your happy day with Arjuna, you should be happy." Kirana's chiming in.

Nandini did not answer, but his tears were increasingly flowing because of the heart wound that now afflicted him.

"I remember Zainal!" concluded Nandini by hugging her two best friends tightly. He kept crying in the arms of his best friend.

"Oh Allah, Din. Are you patient, right? everything has become God's destiny, learn to accept all the facts. Remember that! now you are pregnant with Arjuna's child and you will soon be married. Do not damage your heart and mind by things that are not part of you," said Love gives support to Nandini.

"Yes, Din. Learn to let go and forget Zainal. Maybe he is just a soul mate who just hitchhiked through coloring a piece of the story of your life, sometimes loving does not have to have. It is hard to let go let alone forget the people we love so much, but we cannot oppose the destiny that has been portrayed in our lives. Pray best for Zainal so that he is patient and sincere in accepting the reality. Grief in love is indeed very stifling, but there is no other way we can do. Except trying to accept everything with a chest of air," concluded Kirana Larasati. He tried to strengthen his friend Nandini.

The three friends hugged each other, they strengthened each other.

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On the other hand, in the midst of the hustle and bustle of people who are preparing for the wedding procession of Nandini and Arjuna tomorrow morning. It appears Aslan who was sitting pensively for a moment in the guest chair that had been neatly arranged in the tent of his sister Nandini.

After returning from the mosque ba'da Isya earlier, Aslan's heart was overwhelmed with anxiety and nervousness that was deep. He was worried if Zahrana, the figure of an angel who is still loved from a long time ago to this day really has been proposed by the figure of Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy, who is still in love with him, the young man who had been betrothed by Buya Aaron to his daughter Zahrana.

"God, may my mind and heart not be right. Truly, I really would not be willing if Zahrana got proposed by the young man. Zahra is indeed my past, but to me she remains a very special woman in my heart until this moment her name and face remain etched beautifully in my heart" Aslan said with a thousand question marks.

"Cock daydreaming, son?" ask Ms Ratna Anjani while looking at people who seem busy decorating Nandini's clothes and various other equipment, to succeed the wedding reception Nandini daughter tomorrow morning.

Aslan was stunned from his daydream. "It's okay, Mom. Aslan pondered, Mom." Aslan continued his activities to help organize other equipment that has not been perfectly arranged. He did not want his mother to cover him with a non-no question.

"But, Mum. Zahra is a good woman. Mother had misjudged it," Aslan's circus could not accept if her mother continued to vilify Zahrana.

"Just obey what you say, son! if you keep chasing after her, don't blame her for doing things that could hurt her. Catch that!" firmly Mother Ratna Anjani by passing away from the presence of Aslan.

"But, Mom-"

Aslan ruffled his hair, Ratna Anjani's mother did not give him the slightest chance to speak, if it was about Zahrana. I don't know what makes Ratna's mother hate Zahrana so much. Aslan did not understand the way his mother thought.

Everyone looked shocked and small whispers saw the commotion created by Aslan and Ratna Anjani's mother. However, they do not want to be too dizzy. Everyone knows the arrogance of Ratna Anjani's mother who always looks at others with one eye, if not according to the wishes of her heart.

Anjasmara's father approached his son, "Son, follow your mother's wishes! it's all for your own good, too, Zahrana," Anjasmara's father's circus patted Aslan's shoulder to forget all about Zahrana.

Aslan went into his room, he locked himself in his room. He tried to neutralize the turmoil of his heart. In his bedroom closet, he saw a small box that he had kept neatly for a long time. So many letters were neatly stored inside. A love letter sent by Zahrana in the past, a meaningful strand of words. However, the promise was broken because of one mistake he made. Namely, had snatched Zahrana's first kiss when she lost control because she was jealous of Zahrana's closeness with Rivandra Dinata Admaja at that time.

Aslan was truly sorry for what he had done, "Oh God, if only I had been unselfish. Maybe the relationship between me and Zahrana will remain until this very second!" aslan regretted with her tears.

Now, the strand of love on the paper only remains a memory, the angel of his heart has now been far away, even though their residence is close together, but even its inhabitants cannot be seen by it. The grief in love in Aslan's heart completely stifled his chest and soul.

His tears were getting wet on his cheeks, the handsome face was now looking cloudy. The drizzle in his heart was now as if melted in his deep sense of disappointment.

In the small heart-shaped box, her crying becomes more and more a diamond ring and necklace that she wants to give to Zahrana when she intends to propose to Zahrana in a timely manner, but all that he gave. Because, the relationship at that time fell and withered before developing. The heart wants to hug the mountain what is the power of the hand does not arrive. Be sad!😭😭

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The Zahrana residence.

After Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy and his family returned from his residence, Zahrana looked happy. He leaned his body on his soft bed. He ceaselessly developed his smile, in his kiss the ring on his ring finger that became the bond between him and the figure of the young man he loved so much.

"God, thank You for the love that You have placed in my heart also at the heart of Joseph!" bathin Zahrana continues to imagine the beloved figure.

"God, his smile and gaze have truly captivated my heart!" bathin Zahrana recalled Joseph's gaze toward her. Although the beloved is far from his sight, yet very near to him, that is how Zahrana now feels.

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Pearl strand wisdom 👉"True love emanates from this true heart even though love should not have let me just enjoy you in a dream. Love does not have to have, because we will realize that love will be so painful when it belongs to someone else. If the heart still hesitates to love. Why be sure to have. And finally, only the promise will be broken. Love is holy. It doesn't end hate, and true love must complement each other."