Picking Back the Crashed Way

36 . Love Letter to Aslan (POV Zahrana 1)

With a very deep and joyful spirit and sense, Zahrana read, understood and interpreted every verse of the most beautiful love words that Aslan had written for her.

Tak Ayal, Zahrana was very touched and tempted by the vibe of romance directed by the figure of Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir against him.

The hue of Zahrana's face looks radiated beautifully, engraved clearly the happy hue of an Ayu girl who is charming like herself, Zahrana's feelings as if flowering - flowers, blooming in the garden - the garden of love, love,the world also seemed to belong to both, the entire contents of the earth was just a contract.As if they were the Prince and Empress who fought over the universe.

Zahrana's heartbeat felt vibrating violently by the vibe of romance that was studded beautifully in her heart,his soul seemed to be stirring with love and love towards the figure of Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir who had managed to captivate his heart with threads - threads of love that no longer Zahrana could resist.

Zahrana seemed to be lulled by the throne of love that was so easily anchored in her heart, Zahrana's tipper did not waste her time, the reach of her Diary book and pen ink penanya with love and love, Zahrana did not waste her time,he also inscribed a strand of love in return for a love letter to Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir the Prince of his heart.

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To: Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra

To: Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir

Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi.

Warm, loving greetings to you, brother Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir, I have received well a love letter from you, I have read and I have fulfilled it with all my heart,thank you for all the expressions of your feelings towards me.

Honestly, I am very happy for all your sincerity and love for me, I feel so lucky to be loved and admired by a perfect person like you.

The world is as if I felt so meaningful, as I was honey and you roasted between the gardens - the flower garden.We are like sipping the sweetness of love among the beautiful flowers.

Is it true that what you say, loving me with all your soul, loving me for the rest of your life, making me love your heart and your soul mate?

Is it true that living with me is your biggest dream?

Do you really want me to be your full-hearted consort?

Can you hold on to your promise when one day we are tested with a love rift because it is not approved by both parents? or the presence of a third person?

"Son, Anna is still young, but Ana also has taste, heart and love."

How can I refuse the threads of love that are beginning to knit in my naive heart.Truly I can no longer hide my sense that vibrates the same against you.

Since the incident at the Shops Sembako, until this moment the shadows make out with you always play in my memory.How can not myself to forget you even though only the blink of my eyes.

Want me to run after your shadow, but the distance separates us, I and you are hindered by the blessing of Mother's Father and your Parents may do the same.

Between me and you far away, I am just a little girl who does not understand and understand the true meaning of love.

Really, I am afraid to sow promises, afraid that I may betray later, and I am very reluctant to make promises even though my race is on your side.

Can you keep up with me, when later my attitude is still not stable because all my ego is still too high?

Is it true that you want our relationship to be hiddenly "BACK STREET" the way you want it?

Can you withstand all the turmoil of your feelings and jealousy, when you see me joking or telling stories with my peers or others? because out there I'm good friends with anyone regardless of who they are? because for me, friendship is precious.

However, is it wrong of me to put my taste in you brother? who is actually worthy of me to call brother, not a lover of heart who is actually unnatural for me to have fully, given our very significant age difference?

What does the world say, if it is true that I will become the lover of your heart and become the woman you choose? a little girl who has just grown into a teenage girl who is looking for her identity who does not know where will be anchored?

Can you guide me to continue to grow into a teenage girl to adulthood, until that time comes as well as the promise that you say that "YOU AND I WILL BE US".

I really do not want to be sliced sembilu can, if later the promise was broken only because of one thing that we can not climb.

Because in fact, the traces of steps called life will never escape the name "JIAN", obstacles and thorns will always hinder in the process of human life.

Our soul mate, sustenance and death are still unsolved mysteries, because the destiny of life, love and death has been outlined by God in the dynamics of our lives.

I do not want to be the figure of Rama and Shinta separated by distance and circumstances and hindered by the blessing of parents like the story of Isabella who escaped because of differences in degrees and castes.

I'm just an ordinary person, born of simplicity not of luxury.You know what my parents are like, especially my Mother who is so obvious does not approve if I am right in a relationship with you.

"Sister Aslan, honestly I can not lie to myself that I actually feel the love and longing that is very much to you, want to always be close to you share the feeling of a couple of lovers in the midst of romance.However, I'm afraid to betray the trust of my Father and Mother, I'm afraid to lie to them, if I live this story hidden behind their back."

"Say, what should I do, brother?wanting to reject you as if slicing the powder in my heart, feels tormenting my mind and is very painful for me and also you resist the longing that torments the heart because love that cannot be fused into reality."

However, receiving you is like a fruit for me, too, by lying to my parents who raised me lovingly from the time I was in the cradle until I grew up to be the little Angel I am today.

What a lethargic meaning that now makes tears fall in my eyes, remembering an invisible but turbulent love in the soul.

"Sister Aslan, I honestly miss you so much and want you for me!"

Honestly, you have stolen half my heart and soul, you feel far from my five senses, but very close to me.

Honestly, I want to knit the same despair as you, I want to build a palace of love in your heart, so that the light misses me and misses you always surround in the sanctity of love that is awake without a hint of stain.

"Sister, even though my taste and your feelings are the same, please give me time to think more clearly about this relationship should be knitted in a relationship bond that is "DATE", like a couple in general? or are we going to live it like regular friends?"

"Sister Aslan, forgive me for all my weaknesses and shortcomings that have not been able to ensure our bond, I hope you'll be patient until I finally confirm the answer to all your fret between refusing or accepting your presence for me?"

Once again thank you for your sincerity and love for me, I will never forget that until the end of my time, you mean so much to me, said the poet who touched my heart.

I send greetings, longing and love through the morning breeze, holy and as quiet as the morning dew, as well as my taste towards you, Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir Sang Pujangga my heart.

From your little angel,

The Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra

NB: Bangka Belitung, APRIL 22, 2000

(Reason for First Love Letter To Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir 😘😘😘)