Picking Back the Crashed Way

30 . Baper(Bring Feeling)

Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir and Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy, walking in tandem to Al Ikhlas Mosque, they want to perform the prayer of Isya.

None of them dared to open their voices considering the cause caused by Zahrana who almost fell down from the stairs, thus culminating in the scene of Joseph propping up and holding Zahrana who was indeed in an emergency forcing Joseph to do things that he had never done to that which was not his mahram, touching a woman to him is unjustified and unprovoked in the dictionary of his life, unless it is truly an emergency.

"Zahrana ... Why does the girl keep playing in my illusion? why did I become like a prince who was in a state of unrest when he saw his empress hurt and in pain?" bathin Yusuf opened his peck and ruffled his hair.

" O Allah, O Rabbi .. forgive me for all the undue feeling in my heart, I have endured for a long time to hide this feeling against you Zahrana, to admire you in my silence, but seeing you hurt is precisely me who feels right about it, what is this called love and love for the opposite sex?"

"Ampuni this dhoif servant of Mu, O Rabb, harbors a taste in a small, observant angel like himself. To admire her is the most beautiful thing in my life but it torments my mind. All this, for the first time I felt in my life. But it is not lawful for me to speak all my heart to those who are not my mahram" whispered Joseph. He went on and on thinking about Zahrana.

Yusuf also accelerated his steps to get to the mosque immediately. Remembering the time of prayer isya more and more mepet, although in fact his heart continues to feel restless because the shadow of Zahrana still continues to play in his mind.

Seeing the look of Yusuf who looked agitated with a facial expression that was in turmoil made Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir can guess what was being thought by Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy.

"Wait!" aslan suddenly greeted Joseph.

Joseph also looked.

"Well, what's up with Akhi?" asked Yusuf politely.

Yusuf used to refer to his fellow Muslim brothers as Akhi (call for men in Arabic).

"Sorry, are you thinking about Zahrana?"ask Aslan to Joseph.

Joseph also scrunched his forehead, with Aslan's question that is too personal according to him.Walau actually what Aslan said is true if he was thinking about Zahrana.

"Sorry .. I think what you're talking about goes too far. I don't think there's anything I should answer" Yusuf said.

Aslan was struck by Joseph's reply, not sure if Joseph was not stunned by Zahrana.

"Sorry .. I'm not sure if you're not interested in Zahrana?" aslan asked back with an uncertain feeling, because he was very jealous of the young man named Joseph.

"Sorry Akhi, the antum question is too personal, regardless of whether I am interested or not with Zahrana it does not need me to spread to anyone, just God who is a witness to all my feelings."

"Me and Zahrana are not yet mahrams, so unworthy of feeling for our opposite sex, let alone the whole world having to know about our feelings for it. Of course, it is not very good when viewed from an Islamic point of view," Yusuf told Aslan.

"That's right if you have a taste for Zahrana? like it for example?" aslan asked increasingly curious about the figure of a young man like Joseph.

Joseph smiled faintly, with Aslan's questions constantly attacking him. "It's like a reporter" Yusuf's great-grandson in heart.

"Sorry Akhi, Antum's question is too excessive, my liking will only be directed to my halal partner. Because it is very impractical for me to express my taste to those who are not my mahram,. I think in the Islamic Shari'a we are not forbidden to fall in love with anyone, but let it be felt that we are able to keep in our prostration and do'a, he said, when indeed he is halal for us to have, then it is possible for us to express all tastes". Yusuf is full of meaning.

Aslan fell silent, for what Joseph said was true.

But Aslan has not followed the fanatical understanding of Islam like Yusuf. Because he grew up in a family environment that is still taboo with such things.

Aslan had never dated until this moment, but faced with Zahrana he was not able to harbor the excitement, at the age of 19 years he really fell in love with Zahrana, so naturally jealousy towards the young man Joseph who had dared to touch Zahrana even in an emergency, he did not accept it to make him recklessly approach the young man named Joseph, interrogating him with a thousand kinds of questions.

Aslan and Yusuf's conversation was interrupted, when Raihan's younger brother Zahrana suddenly stood near them about to cross to Al Ikhlas Mosque.

Aslan and Yusuf did not realize that Raihan had been walking behind them, hearing the conversation between the two of them.

"Sister Aslan. Brother Yusuf let's cross the road immediately, mumpung vehicle then tares deserted."

"It is not good to chat on the highway, let alone want to go to the Mosque with a private chat, do not 'PAPER'(Bring Feelings). Worried that someone heard our very private chat, "said Raihan in a half-whispered voice.

Aslan and Joseph looked at each other, they were flabbergasted by the words of Raihan who was very telling, not expecting a strand of words that were so meaningful from a child who was new for corn like Raihan.

Raihan smiled meaningfully, seeing the attitude of Aslan and Joseph who according to him, very clearly put a taste in his brother Zahrana.

But Raihan does not want to bother with adult matters.

Raihan with a relaxed step across the highway to go to the gate of the mosque.

Followed by Joseph and Aslan who were in trouble, drowned with their own minds.

Shame suddenly rippled in their bath tape, because the conversation they both caught red-handed by Raihan, Zahrana's sister.