Picking Back the Crashed Way

149 . As Bright as Mentari In Dhuha Time

The Aisyah Boutique Collection.

"O Allah .. I am tired of my own taste, may my heartache toward Joseph's feet not clap one hand. May he still remember me and remember the promise he made to me."

"Truly I don't want to feel longing in a piece of heart, whereas I don't know if the feeling in his heart is still as it used to be or if he has forgotten me?" bathin Zahrana's.

"Really .. I really miss you brother Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy!" zahrana said as she leaned her head on the seat of the Aisyah Boutique Collection.

Zahrana also played his Nokia 3315 phone, he also played the game Big Snake on the old-school phone, which in his time the big snake game was loved by young people in that era.

"Oh Allah .. I really can't concentrate" said Zahrana.

"Why did the face of Zayd come back to my mind, when I was longing for Joseph's brother? why is he present when I really want to Hijrah and want to solidify my heart for just one heart?" whisper of Zahrana's heart.

Zahrana also stopped his Big Snake game, he immediately took ablution in the sink of Aisyah Boutique Collection.

"I better do the Sunnah Dhuha prayer first, the new clock shows at 10:15 WIB. Not before the Dzuhur prayer time arrives there is still an opportunity to perform the Sunnah Dhuha prayer service, but even Aisyah Boutique customers still look lonely, I'd rather use my time for positive things than think of something that's not yet obvious cause."

"Thinking of someone who does not necessarily miss us, who we ourselves never know is our soul mate or not? I don't want to repeat the same mistake I made with Aslan 4 years ago."

"I don't want to ruin my heart and my mind just by the whisper of a moment's lust, I don't want to get caught up in my own taste."

"Sister Yusuf and Brother Zaid are young men who haunt my heart and mind at this time. But I don't want to be lulled by my false taste. It is enough in the past that I have become entangled in the mud of sin that has neglected my heart and soul from remembering my Lord, moreover, it has come to my knowledge that things that approach adultery as much as possible should be avoided, including courtship."

Reflecting on the experiences of his friends who fell and withered before developing, and, just like Nandini Sukma Dewi and Arjuna Restu Pamungkas it is enough to be an ibrah(study ) for Zahrana to be able to introsperate and try Istiqomah, to avoid courtship, so as to avoid, given the huge damage.

Zahrana immediately spread his alphabet in the Aisyah Boutique Collection, he immediately performed the Sunnah Dhuha prayer.

Zahrana looks solemn' in his prayers, he really enjoys the process to always be closer to His Lord.

After saying his greetings, Zahrana continued his dhikr and prayer. It really permeates every Zikir and do'a he reads.

Zahrana raised both hands shoulder-high, he also honoured the Supreme Crecator by continuing to praise His greatness.

"O my Lord, the time of Dhuha is the time of Your Dhuha, the majesty is Your majesty, the beauty is Your beauty, the strength is Your strength, and that power is Your power and that protection is Your protection. O Allah, if my reserve is still in the heavens, send it down and if it is in the earth, let it out. If it is difficult to ease, if it is forbidden to consecrate, if it is still far away, thanks to the time of Dhuha, your majesty, beauty, strength and power, and, bestow upon us all that You have bestowed upon Your righteous servants. Aamiin .. aamiin yes Rabbal'alaamiin."

Zahrana also did not forget to close his prayer with the do'a sweep of the universe, hoping that Allah Subhanahuwata'ala would forgive him and give happiness to the world and the hereafter.

After performing the Sunnah Dhuha Prayer, Zahrana's heart and mind also seemed calmer. His face also looks cool and shining by the former water droplets of ablution. His face was bright, as bright as the sun in Dhuha time.😊😊

"Thank You ..thank you for the grace of faith and the peace of the soul that You have blessed in my heart Rabb. Finally, my thoughts and thoughts about Brother Joseph and Brother Zaid slowly faded, all the anxiety was gone."

Zahrana looked bright, he was no longer in the thickets of sadness and anxiety like that. He truly looked bright and happy after being blessed to His Lord.

"May Allah forgive my sins in the past and the future" Zahrana said.

As the preeminence of the Sunnah Dhuha prayer one of them is guided by the hadith of the great Prophet Muhammad Shallahu alaihi wasallam which reads :

“Whoever guards the Dhuha prayer, his sins are forgiven even though his sins are as much as foam in the sea.” (CHR. Tirmidhi)

Pouring the hadith makes Zahrana's heart and mind look calm.

"Yourselves ... " Zahrana exhaled, while propping her chin on the cashier table which was specially prepared for employees of Aisyah Boutique Collection outlets.

In the midst of his daydream, Zahrana did not realize that Muhammad Zaid Arkana was now back to see him. After the previous he left with his business, because he did not want to be alone with Zahrana too long.

However, how many hours left Zahrana, making Zaid miss the figure of the girl who has a thousand charms.

Intentions want to pick up Zahrana ba'da Ashar, but not yet Ashar time, and Dzuhur time has not arrived Zaid was back earlier than the previous plan. Just to see the Zahrana at the Aisyah Boutique Collection outlet.

"O Allah .. how beautiful and perfect you are to create a creature called a woman. Maa shaa Allah .. You look beautiful and charming Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra!" bathin Muhammad Zaid Arkana.

"Perfectaa!" said Zaid spontaneously, so that disperse the daydreams of Zahrana.

"Sister, Brother Zaid. You here? since when's brother back?" asked Zahrana, in a surprised tone. He felt bad when Zaid had been watching him.

"Ma-af, brother surprised you. Hemmm ... brother stood here since 5 minutes ago Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra!" said Zaid.

Zahrana bowed in shame, her face visibly reddened by Zaid's temptation towards her.

"God, why is my heart rhythm, getting too timid like this when dealing with brother Zaid?" whisper of Zahrana's Heart.

Zaid took a packet of rice Padang that he had bought this morning for Zahrana. However, he felt uneasy when he saw Zahrana was almost in at 11 pm and had not touched his food.

"Why haven't you eaten the rice? it's in the middle of the day, you catch a cold. Come here open your mouth! let brother bribe" said Muhammad Zaid Arkana. He reflexively thrust a spoonful of rice into Zahrana's tiny mouth.

"Sorry, Zahra is not hungry yet. That's why the food hasn't been touched" said Zahrana.

"You are the responsibility of the Aisyah Boutique Collection, Ra. You're an employee here, brother doesn't want to see you late for a meal."

Zaid forced Zahrana to open her mouth. However, Zahrana refused to get special treatment from Muhammad Zaid Arkana.

"Let's just Zahra, brother!" zahrana took the spoon of rice from the hand of Muhammad Zaid Arkana. Until there was a struggle between the two.

"Can't refuse, if it's not forced like this, you won't eat."

Muhammad Zaid Arkana was no less enthusiastic about fighting over spoons with Zahrana. Until finally he managed to feed the food into the tiny mouth of Zahrana.

"Sir Zaid, you?" said Zahrana who was forced to chew the food that had been fed by Zaid in her mouth.

"Well, this is beautiful! as beautiful and bright as the sun in the time of Dhuha," said Muhammad Zaid Arkana who accidentally bead his eyes met directly with a beautiful eye bead belonging to Zahrana.

Until the two of them accidentally look at each other. There was still silence between the two.

"Zahra, I love you! you want to marry me!" bathin Muhammad Zaid Arkana kept looking at Zahrana's face. The phrase love and marry only Zaid himself can feel it. He did not have the courage to reveal it all to Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra.

Getting close to Zahrana like this, it seemed to trigger the soul of the Zaid man as if it was growing and stirring.

Zahrana's sweet lips and rannum make Zaid reflexively want to touch it and give a soft touch on the tiny lips of pus.

It was almost that Muhammad Zaid of Arkana lost control, but given the status of Zahrana who was not his mahram, Zaid immediately lowered his gaze.

"Ma-af, continue your lunch!" muhammad Zaid Arkana. He immediately distanced himself and kept his distance from Zahrana.

Zahrana nodded slowly. He also feeds rice into his mouth, his mind and heart traveling somewhere. Remembering Muhammad Zaid Arkana was almost out of control and wanted to kiss him.

"Oh Allah .. What is this feeling? why am I so weak like this? forgive Zahra, brother of Joseph, for failing to keep this loyalty and sanctity! Whisper Zahrana's heart.

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Enlightenment 👉"In the beginning, love could see. But, to be blind because it goes into the deepest heart. When someone loves you, they don't have to say it. You'll know from the way they treat you."

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