Picking Back the Crashed Way

150 . Zahrana's Grief

It was almost that Muhammad Zaid of Arkana lost control, but given the status of Zahrana who was not his mahram, Zaid immediately lowered his gaze.

"Ma-af, continue your lunch!" muhammad Zaid Arkana. He immediately distanced himself and kept his distance from Zahrana.

Zahrana nodded slowly. He also feeds rice into his mouth, his mind and heart traveling somewhere. Remembering Muhammad Zaid Arkana was almost out of control and wanted to kiss him.

"Oh Allah .. What is this feeling? why am I so weak like this? forgive Zahra, brother of Joseph, for failing to keep this loyalty and sanctity! Whisper Zahrana's heart.

In between his feed of food Zahrana is still imagined by Zaid's sweet treatment of him. He was confused why for a second he did not budge to refuse all Zaid's attention to him.

"Oh my God .. What happened to me? Why does my faith crib feel shaky when it's nearby?" Zahrana regretted her stupidity.

While Zaid was sitting leaning back in the lounge chair of the Aisyah Boutique Collection, which was not far from Zahrana's seat. Zaid pretended to play his phone. Though in fact, he momentarily glanced towards Zahrana.

"Astagfirullah .. if it continues like this, I really do not know until when I can refrain from touching it," whisper of Zaid's heart that began to fret and could not hold him when he was near Zahrana.

"Maybe I have to express my intention to interfere with it, no matter how thick one's faith is when confronted with Zahrana, I'm not sure they're capable of restraining themselves."

"It is evident that the Steward also sought an opportunity in narrowness, even though he already knew that Zahrana was his cousin, he still stuck with Zahrana modelled cousin status." Zaid grumbled in his heart.

Zahrana was finished from his lunch, Zaid immediately standby to offer drinks to Zahrana.

"In drink first, Ra the water!"

Zahrana immediately sipped the water and drank it until the toilet.

"Thank you, Brother!" said Zahrana gasping.

As a result of too much daydreaming, he did not realize if the rice Padang in large portions exhausted in the gluttony. Zahrana's thoughts and feelings are erratic, he seems confused to interpret his own feelings.

"Yes Allah .. I must not falter, 4 years I have kept myself from going on the road of courtship and also not tempted by any man. Even if he seems alim and Sholeh, because the men who are Sholeh will not touch women who are not his mahram except in emergencies, and I found all that to the sholihan only in Joseph's brother Amri Nufail Syairazy" Zahrana bathed in his feelings.

"Sir Zaid was Sholih, but Joseph's brother was much Sholih!" great-grandson Zahrana.

"You are this, why have you been daydreaming all the time? see there are sticky rice grains on the corner of your lips," said Zaid by cleaning up the remaining food in the corner of Zahrana's lips using tissue.

Zahrana was stunned, he was shocked by the action of Muhammad Zaid Arkana who spontaneously cleared the corner of his lips.

Zahrana looked excited, her face suddenly blushing. His heart beat was faster than usual. The sweet treatment that Muhammad Zaid Arkana did to him did not necessarily make Zahrana's heart feel the feelings that he should not feel, he said, at that time he had committed to guard his heart only for Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy. In addition, Zahrana is also in the process of hijrahnya.

"Yes Allah .. lest I fall in love with Sister Zaid, neither will Sister Zaid be stunned by me. He is a young man who Sholih, before he had never been close to any woman, let alone to fall in love or to take the path of courtship. Why is it that when you're with me, Brother Zaid is suddenly so considerate and romantic?" bathin Zahrana's.

"Ma-af!" said Muhammad Zaid Arkana, who somehow got out of control today when confronted with Zahrana.

Zahrana turned his face away from Muhammad Zaid of Arkana.

"Sister, you should go to the mosque first, soon enter Dzuhur time. It's not good we're always alone in one room like this. Thank you for all your attention, but it's good to keep boundaries. Given the mahram boundary between us," said Zahrana ventured to remind Muhammad Zaid Arkana.

"Alright, brother go first!" MZ Arkana is aware of his mistake.

"O Allah, forgive this despicable servant. Forgive me, for I cannot help myself in the face of Zahrana, Rabb. The servant really fell in love with him Rabb," Zaid's bathin who is now blinded by his love for the figure of Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra.

Zaid immediately left in front of Zahrana who is now focusing on tidying up all the items sold at Aisyah Boutique Collection outlets.

"O Allah, forgive the servant, O Lord, if the beauty and charm of the servant cause the people of Adam to not be able to keep his eyes when dealing with the servant" said Zahrana.

Zahrana also faced her face in the special mirror of the customer's dressing room. He continued to bathe in his heart.

"Allohumma kamaa hassanta kholqii fahassin khuluqii (O Allah .. as Thou hast beautified the creation of my face, heed also my morality )."

Zahrana was again pensive, he felt sad because his charm often became a slander for the people of Adam.

"O Allah, what should I do?" bathin Zahrana's.

"O Allah, Brother Zaid is a young man who is Sholih, but why has he been suddenly romantic lately? even though he also knows the law in contact with what is not his mahram, it is not allowed in the Islamic Shari'a? Why did he break it?" Zahrana.

"And foolishly I am, why am I hypnotized by his sweet treatment. In essence, we were both entangled in a fatal mistake."

Zahrana continues to grumble her own folly.

Right now, Zahrana is completely down. He cannot think clearly. The presence of Zaid at his side really makes Zahrana's sadness drags on.

Zahrana was afraid that if one day his fortress collapsed, he was very afraid that if he met Zaid every day he would get out of control like his story with Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir 4 years ago, he fell in the endless mud of sin.

Zahrana was very afraid if he was again entangled in love wrapped in sheer lust.

"O Allah, do not let your servant and Brother Zayd stray from your path, Lord!" bathin Zahrana shedding her tears.

Amidst his grief, Zahrana's phone suddenly rang. Zahrana raised her phone without seeing the name of the contact on her phone.

📞 "Hallo, assalamu'alaikum ..? Ra where are you? tanya Nandini Sukma Dewi's.

📞 "Wa'alaikumsalam warahmatullahi .. maa shaa Allah, Nandini how are you? I'm now in City S, in Sabrina's place. Thank God I've been working one week at the Aisyah Boutique Collection," said Zahrana looks excited.

📞 "Alhamdulillah if so, Ra. I'm so glad to hear that. God willing today I want to control my pregnancy at Stania Medika Hospital. But, I'm waiting for his future papa. For some reason now Arjuna was moving so slowly," Nandini grumbled as she put her lips together.

While Zahrana chuckled amusedly listening to the speech of his best friend Nandini.

📞 "Yes already, pregnant women should not grumble much. Must be patient first, let brojol Little is born into a child Sholih-Sholihah!" zahrana said.

📞 ''Hemm .. You, as already experienced, Ra. Oh, yeah, I want to apologize to you for what happened a week ago. I'm sorry for my mother's care for you, Ra." Nandini regretted the accusation and mockery of Ratna Anjani's mother who was addressed to her best friend Zahrana.

📞 "Yes, it's okay, Din. I've forgiven all your mother's treatment of me. Forget all the bad things. Greet today with joy and joy. Don't be sad!" said Zahrana to appease Nandini Sukma Dewi. Zahrana was also sad.

📞 "Thank you, Ra. You are a good friend.

📞"sama-sama, Din. Now you better focus on controlling your pregnancy, huh? I want to continue my activities first, next time we connect again. There are customers who want to shop. Assalamu'aikum ...."

📞"Wa'alaikumsalam warahmatullahi ...."

Nandini and Zahrana's phone connection was cut off.

Zahrana again struggled with her routine at the Aisyah Boutique Collection outlet.

He soon forgot for a moment his sadness, he did not want to be too late in the slump and sadness that suddenly afflicted him, he tried to continue to encourage himself.

While Nandini Sukma Dewi, still focused with her initial intention, waited for Arjuna Restu Pamungkas to pick her up to go to Medika Hospital, for her pregnancy control.

Although Nandini still trying to wait patiently, no matter how limited he will try to be patient. Because, in the middle of her current pregnancy, Nandini is very difficult to control her emotions and patience.

"Yes Allah ... Hubby was so long! I'd better go alone to Medika Hospital," Nandini's bathin snatched the keys to his motor matic.

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Enlightenment 👉 "Life is colorful, it can't be just black and white. Don't expect to be happy, don't think sadness will be forever. Sometimes you choose to look happy because you do not want to explain why you are sad for those who do not even try to understand.”

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