Picking Back the Crashed Way

145 . The Last Third Night

"Thank you, God, for your grace. Hopefully this way I can continue to see and be close to Zahrana. Hopefully later I can make Zahrana the only angel of the world and my afterlife!" bathin Muhammad Zaid Arkana, with a million of his love and admiration.

In the midst of their conversation, Sabrina also brought drinks and snacks for the two young people.

"Akh, Zayd. Please drink and taste the dishes!" Sabrina's Order.

"Thank you, Sabri!" said Zaid by sipping a cup of tea following the snack.

"Yes Allah .. Thank you for your gift, Alhamdulillah finally got a job offer from Brother Zaid!" bathin Zahrana, feeling full of happiness.

After offering work to Zahrana, Muhammad Zaid Arkana also immediately resigned, because he also had to open a fruit shop that lately often closed rather than open, because he also had to open a shop, because MZ Arkana is more focused on paying attention to the special someone who has now been enthroned in his heart, namely Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra.

I don't know a soul mate, right? But Zaid tried to approach with Zahrana through his way, simply living a relationship of friendship and friendship to Zahrana and family.

If someday, at the right time, when Zahrana's thoughts are ripe and ready to get married, Zaid plans to propose to Zahrana in his own way, although he knows his rival is now very heavy, namely Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy, the santri Buya Harun himself, who until now Zaid has not known about the name of Joseph let alone his person.

Zaid did not want to know all that, for him to approach enough and pursue the love of his Lord in the last third of the night was enough for Muhammad Zaid Arkana.

By seducing the Supreme Grasping Heart and Life it is enough to give peace to Muhammad Zaid Arkana, in order to achieve his intention and goal to win the heart of Zahrana.

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In the last third of the night (Pov Muhammad Zaid Arkana)

After performing the Sunnah Tahajjud prayer service, in the expanse of his scripture, Muhammad Zaid Arkana raised his hand. Hoping that the Supreme Grasper of Life will incite its do'a-do'nya.

"O Allah O Rabbi ... You are the Most Grasping of Heart and Soul. Verily, I confess to you all the humiliation and humility of my servant, a weak and helpless servant."

"O Allah .. It is true that the servant has fallen in love with the figure of Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra. The figure of a perfect Muslim woman and noble heart, wrapped in faith and taqwa."

"O Substance, the All-Pardoning All-Im sorry. Forgive the servant who has not been able to keep this eye sight when he meets him, forgive the servant who has been captivated by his charm. Forgive the weak and rocking servant when dealing with him."

"O Allah take care of my heart and soul, so that I may keep my heart, keep it neatly, in the depths of this heart. Until finally he was halal for me to have."

"O Allah .. May he be the answer to all my feelings, if indeed he is my soul mate, draw near to Allah, if it is near then accelerate! however, if he is not my soul mate, then match us in Your way, O Rabb, so that later the servant can be a match with him, aamiin .. aamiin .. ya Rabbal'alaamiin."

Muhammad Zaid Arkana's long do'a strands in the final third of the night. He continued to seduce His Lord, even though he had to half force at the end of his sentence. 😁😁😁

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In the Last Third Night (Pov Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir )

At Stania Medika Hospital, Aslan Abdurrahman Syatir awoke from his deep sleep. He glanced at his watch, the seconds of the clock were rotating in the order of time.

"Yes Allah ... at 03.00 in the morning?" Aslan immediately got up from his bed.

"Alhamdullillahilladzi ahyaanaa ba'da maa amaatanaa wa ilaihin nusyuur (Praise be to Allah, who has awakened us after putting us to sleep, and to Him we are resurrected)."

Aslan immediately went to take ablution, he wanted to perform the Sunnah Tahajjud Prayer Service.

He laid out his prayer rug, which he deliberately brought from his home. Aslan performed the Tahajjud prayer service with solemnity, he also berdzikir and do'a for the healing of his sister Nandini Sukma Dewi.

In addition, Aslan asked His Lord for forgiveness for all the mistakes and sins he had committed in the past, until this moment he was grateful because he was still given the opportunity to repent and worship and bow his forehead on the expanse of prayer, prostrating to the Lord of the universe who had given him the breath of life.

"Yes Allah ... O Rabb .. O possessor and breath-grasper of life, forgive your righteous servant. I confess my sins before You."

"Hamba acknowledges the humiliation and weakness of the servant before you. The servant knows and the servant realizes how much this self is covered in the stains of sin. Forgive me for being blinded by the love of a pious woman named Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra, forgive the half-dead servant of madness and pursue his love. So that the servant forgets that your love and affection are far greater than all that" do'a Aslan with his hands raised, expecting a ray of guidance and forgiveness from His Lord for all his sins.

Aslan continued to pour out his heart to the Owner of life, how all this time his heart and soul had strayed too far in the mud snare of sin that bound him. He truly regretted all the sins he had committed in the past, and at this moment he realized all his mistakes.

Shown in his mind, if he too over-chases Zahrana. He also felt sinful, because his blind love caused his mother, Mother Ratna Anjani to end up hating Zahrana and threw all the wrongs on Zahrana who did nothing wrong.

"Hiks .. hiks .. hiks ... " Aslan was crying. He still felt at ease to continue to honor His Lord.

Aslan's tears wet his handsome face. "Yes Allah .. forgive the sins of the servant's mother for her accusation against Zahrana, touch the heart, mind and soul of the servant's mother, Lord, to make you aware of the misunderstandings and fallacies against Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra. O Lord, beware of the servant's mother, that she may be kind and gentle to Zahrana as she was in her childhood."

"Grow love and affection for the servant's mother against Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra ya Rabb, do not let the fire of hatred and anger be planted in the heart and heart of the servant's mother, O Rabb," aslan said on the sidelines sobs of his cry.

"Yes Allah .. forgive the sins of Nandini's servant Sukma Dewi's sister, for the sins committed by her, until she falls into the form of adultery that misleads her. So as to plant an innocent seed in her womb, make all the mistakes and sins she has committed, can lead her back to your path, in bringing back his direction that was smashed by the stains of the sins he had committed."

Aslan continued to repeat his prayers in interspersed with his relentless sobs, causing both of his eyes to look cause. For almost an hour wept and complained to His Lord on the prayer of His love.

"O Allah, forgive me for being a brother yet to keep your trust. Servant promise after this servant will pay more attention to the servant sister Nandini Sukma Dewi," do'a Aslan again with a.

"Yes Rabb, it is true that I really crave the figure of Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra to become the angel of the world and the hereafter. However, if the mother does not like and approve of it, what can I do? what is more sad Zahrana does not love the servant as she once did Rabb. Yes, it has really changed, it has now metamorphosed into a Muslim woman who is actually wrapped in faith and taqwa."

"Punish the servant, O Lord, for the excessive feeling of the servant towards him. From this moment on the servant will no longer be visible to pursue him, O Lord, let this taste I bury deep down in this heart, I am sure that if he is the rib of the servant that has been recorded in Your Lauhul Mahfudz, then he will come back to the servant in the fold with Your permission, O Rabb, aamiin ... aamiin yes Rabbal'alaamiin ...."

Aslan closed his prayer and did not forget also do'a for his parents, also do'a sapujagat he promised at the end of his prayer.

Aslan did not realize, if his sister Nandini Sukma Dewi had been from earlier awakened from her sleep. Nandini almost heard all the strands of do'a spoken by her brother Aslan.

"Yes Allah .. Kasian brother Aslan!" Nandini wiped her tears and pretended to be asleep when her brother finished his service and approached her in his safe.

Aslan kissed Nandini's forehead. " Repeat fast, baby. Brother loves you! I'm sorry, you can't be a good brother." Aslan wiped his tears.he did not want to make Nandini who was sleeping, awakened by him.

Aslan dropped his body on the patient's guard chair, he also grasped the fingers of his sister Nandini.

Aslan fell asleep after a long strand of do'a-do'a which he had proposed.

Nandini blinked her eyes and stroked her brother's head.

"I'm sorry Nandini, sister. Not being a good sister to my sister. Forgive Nandini for troubling sister, forgive Nandini who has sinned, to tarnish the good name of our family."

Nandini rubbed her still flat stomach. He imagined how tough the struggle to be a wife and mother at the age of just 17 years old.

"Humptict ... " Nandini threw her breath away violently. He was tired of thinking about the problems that occurred in the process of his life, until Nandini also fell asleep with his brother, in the middle of the time that has shown at 04:00 WIB, which God willing 1 hour will enter at dawn, the two sisters were asleep in the inpatient room where Nandini is still lying in her safe.

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In the room room designed Hello Kitty and shades of pink.

Zahrana woke up from her sleep, "O Allah it is 04:00 Wib. There is still an opportunity to perform Tahajjud prayer."

Zahrana immediately went to the bathroom that was in her room. He also turned the water faucet to perform the ritual wudhunya.

Zahrana spread her words with great joy. Tasbih for remembrance and the Qur'an he has placed on the expanse of his alphabet. After performing the Tahajjud prayer service he also intends to recite the Qur'an while waiting for the dawn prayer time, so that he remains awake and does not fall asleep again, until the arrival of the time of Shabuh.

After performing the Tahajjud prayer, Zahrana also recited using his prayer beads. He prayed fervently, ' and raised his hand up, honoring His Lord.

"O Allah, O Lord, thank you for the blessings of faith and Islam that you have given us. Thank you Lord for the healthy blessings, the countless blessings you have bestowed on us. Thank you also for the pleasure of the breath of life that until this moment still continues to blow on our weak souls and this papah."

"O Allah .. Thank you for all your guidance, until this moment I can still bow down to You, bowing this forehead in the expanse of Your love prayer."

"Yes Allah .. Surely You have bestowed a beautiful and natural face to decorate yourselves. I beg you, Lord, to transfer the character of the servant in faith and obedience to You."

"Yes Allah .. do not let the beauty that adorns the face of the servant become slander for the servant himself, so as to make the people of Adam lulled and enchanted just because of the beauty of the face."

"Yes Allah .. I long for the priest who loves the servant only because he expects Your pleasure, not to look from the face and likeness of the servant who will one day fade with the age of life."

"Yes Allah .. I crave the figure of Amri Nufail Syairazy to become a servant priest in the future, Rabb. I hope that Brother Joseph will lead me to continue in Your way" Thamirah Zahrana Az Zahra whispered in his strands of do'a-do'nya.

"Yes Allah .. tomorrow morning, I will begin my work in the Muslim boutique offered by a servant of Yours named Muhammad Zaid Arkana. Allow the servant to do his best, Lord."

Zahrana ended her prayer immediately. He also prayed for his parents.

“Allahummaghfirlii Wa Liwaa Lidhayya Warham Humaa Kamaa Rabbayaa Nii Shaghiraa.”

Meaning:

“Yes Allah, forgive all my sins and the sins of my parents, and be merciful to them both as they were merciful to me when I was a child.”

Then, he closed his prayer with a do'a sweep of the universe.

"Robbanaa aatina fiddunya hasanah, wafil aakhirati hasanah waqinaa 'adzaa bannaar."

Meaning:

"O our Lord, grant us good in the world and good in the Hereafter and keep us away from the fires of hell. Aamiin .. aamiin .. yes Rabbal'alaamiin."

After praying, Zahrana continued the Qur'an tilawah until waiting for the entry of the dawn time which was a regular habit until this moment.

Zahrana seemed excited after performing a series of worship in the last third of the night.

"O Allah .. how wonderful it would be if this heart and soul were always adorned with faith and piety in You!" the heart of Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra.

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Enlightenment 👉 "Sin is a disease, penance is the cure, and abstaining from it is the most efficacious remedy. Make repentance not only for the sins you have committed, but also for the obligations you have not fulfilled. If you want peace of heart, obey God, put your forehead on the ground, talk to Him, and pour out all your heart. Meditate on your life, regret your mistakes, and repent. Verily, Allah will accept the repentance of a servant as long as his breath has not reached the throat (the heart of death).