Picking Back the Crashed Way
102 . Go For Back (Pov Yusuf Zahrana )
Zahrana was impressed by the interaction between his father and Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy. They seem very engrossed in chatting about the science related to the Islamic shari'at.
"Son Joseph, where are you going to continue your studies after this?"
"God willing went on to college at Al Azhar University in Egypt, Buya. Yusuf came here to say goodbye to Buya and his family."
"Maa yes Allah ... Buya also supports your noble goals and ideals, son. Buya is really moved by your good intentions," said Buya Aaron with teary eyes.
"Thank you Buya, this is all thanks to Buya's upbringing for the past 3 years until Joseph can be what he is today! may Allah replace with a better good for Buya and the family, may all the knowledge that Buya has taught us bear fruit and be a blessing. Beneficial for the world and the hereafter, aamiin yes Mujibassailin ...."
Yusuf also felt overwhelmed and never thought if finally the process of Muroja'nya fruitful, so that he could memorize 30 Juz Al-Qur'an. Of course, with a process that is not easy to complete it all.
Buya Aaron looked stunned. He was really amazed by the figure of Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy, so eager to study the science of Islam.
"Buya pray will Nak Yusuf be a great scholar and preacher later. Can spread and practice the knowledge that Nak Yusuf has got later."
"Stay humble even though later you have become a preacher and the like. May we all always be given health by Allah Subhanahuwata'ala, given strength and patience to always Istiqomah in His way."
"Buya will always pray for you, son. Here we are always waiting for your return" said Buya Harun with a voice that began to hoarse.
Buya Harun could no longer afford to stem his tears. He cried when he released his favorite Santri to study in the State of the Pyramids. Buya Aaron felt sad and happy for the success of Santrinya.
"God willing ... If there is no obstacle Joseph will study and there about 6 years or 7 years, even more Buya."
"Joseph went back to Buya's homeland, my homeland after I had finished my studies there."
"Joseph will go back again, to meet someone here who has been enthroned in this heart since the beginning of the meeting. Joseph will return for Buya, as Ummi and my Abi have entrusted, I will come to propose to Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra the jewel of the heart of Buya Aaron and Mother Fatimah, as Buya and Joseph's parents had hoped!" Joseph spoke with his lamp. He does not express his feelings for Zahrana but only conveys his wishes directly to Buya Aaron.
Buya Aaron was amazed wrapped in shock at the words of Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy. Buya Aaron did not think that Joseph had such courage.
"Thus ... Did Yusuf know about this match?" buya Aaron asked in shock.
"I'm sorry for Yusuf Buya's boldness, to say this represents Ummi and Abi. Yes, Abi had told Joseph this before Joseph completed Muroja'ah, exactly three weeks ago."
"If Buya Aaron, also the Mother of Fatimah and Ummi and Abi Yusuf have approved and meridhoi it all. Joseph gladly accepted all of this. For even Joseph had laid his heart on Zahrana from the beginning."
"However, not yet this sense must be fused because Joseph was still about to study. Likewise with Zahrana, Yusuf hopes to be paired with Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra, the jewel of the heart of Buya Aaron and Mother Fatimah in the future." Joseph convinced himself that he really wanted Zahrana to be a mum to him one day. By the time he and Zahrana had established themselves to tie the sacred promise of marriage.
The conversation between Joseph and Buya Aaron was unknowingly caught by the five senses of Zahrana.
Zahrana, who was about to serve drinks and snacks to Joseph, stopped his steps. He abandoned his intention to deliver the drink.
Zahrana set the rhythm of his heart, he felt like he was in a dreamland. Between trust and not what he just heard.
"O Allah .. Is this true of what I see and hear? has it been true that Joseph's brother has put his taste on me? could it be that a religious young man like Joseph's brother could be interested in this still imperfect me?"
"I have not closed the law perfectly, sitting my faith also tides. And worse also I have been entangled in the mud of sin with brother Aslan, I also had a relationship with sister Rivandra. And Joseph's brother knew it, and from what side was he attracted to me?" Zahrana kept wondering in her heart.
"This is impossible! it's just my illusion" Zahrana murmured.
Amidst the confusion Zahrana did not realize that Mother Fatimah came to him from the kitchen. Mother Fatimah had just finished washing their clothes near the well next to her house.
"Zahra, Mother's son. Why hide here? the drink has not been delivered to the front. Who's coming to our house this early?" ask Mother Fatimah.
"I-it .. Brother Yusuf," said Zahrana gelagapan.
"Why do you look so nervous, son? a quarry between drinks and snacks! kasian guests are left long waiting," Mother Fatimah said.
Zahrana tried to control the feeling in her heart.
"Yes Allah .. strengthen the servant to meet Joseph's brother, my heart feels like it wants out of its place. The handsome young man Nan Sholih could have been stunned by me, it felt so impossible!" whisper of Zahrana's heart.
Zahrana stepped foot very slowly and carefully towards the living room. He mastered the rhythm of his heart as much as possible. Zahrana was really worried if the appearance of drinks and snacks he brought could spill, because his heart rhythm that beat faster than usual.
Buya Aaron and Joseph also shifted the topic when they saw the presence of Zahrana. No more messages of love are spoken from the words of Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy.
Now, Buya Harun and Yusuf again discuss about the science related to Islamic Shari'a, about the science of Fiqh and others.
"Sir Yusuf .. si-please drink his tea and also his fried banana!" zahrana.
Joseph replied with a smile and a nod, so that the hue of his face was so handsome and so radiant as a moon shining at night.
"O Allah .. Your smile and your face, brother, lucky for the women who will become the angels of the world and your Hereafter, Brother!" the heart of Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra.
Joseph tried to lower his eyes. He did not want to be too obvious to admire and harbor a sense of Zahrana. Joseph tried to keep his eyes.
"There is no way that Joseph's brother has put his taste in me since then he has simply bowed his gaze. Ah ... maybe I was too piquant and misheard," the great-grandson of Zahrana in his heart.
"The young man who is Sholih and has a shady face and is good at guarding his marwah may not be interested in me." Zahrana continued to monologue in her heart.
Zahrana immediately put a plate of fried bananas on the table, also served a cup of tea for Buya Aaron and then switched to serving a cup of tea for Joseph.
Zahrana looked nervous and trembling because his mind had been staring everywhere.
The tea cup that Zahrana was about to put on the table near Joseph was accidentally spilled by Zahrana's hand that looks trembling to cause the tea drink was splashed about the white robe of Joseph.
"Astagfirullah ... " Zahrana awakens from her carelessness.
"Ma-af, said Zahrana.
Spontaneous Zahrana and Joseph also simultaneously clean the clothes of Joseph who was exposed to the splash of tea Zahrana. The two accidentally touch each other.
Joseph's body trembled violently when he came into contact with Zahrana. They both fell silent and met each other's eyes.
This was the second time Joseph had accidentally come into contact with Zahrana. During the day he helped Zahrana who almost fell on the steps of Padepokan Buya Harun. Now it is repeated by the carelessness of Zahrana.
Yusuf and Zahrana were still looking at each other, they were both unaware of the presence of Buya Aaron and Mother Fatimah by their side.
Joseph seemed to be hypnotized by the charm of Zahrana and vice versa.
"Zahrana how perfectly you were created, I did not expect my heart to be anchored to you from the very beginning we met. Your charm really captivated my heart. Those beautiful eyeballs, really add to your elegance! truly I am fascinated by you Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra" whispered Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy.
"Yes Allah ..how perfect you were created, your beautiful and charming charisma emanated beautifully from the stillness of your faith and fear of your Creator. What a lethargic meaning is implied in my heart and mind. I just realized you're this perfect!" the heart of Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra.
"Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra, may you be an Angel who will be my future teacher. I will continue to mention your name in my strands of do'a-do'a until then you are also lawful to me" whispered Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy's heart.
Zahrana and Joseph continued to look at each other, they were hypnotized by each other's charm. Once upon a time Joseph was completely entangled by the charm of Zahrana. He is not aware of its burden.
Imagine if at this time the scene between Joseph and Zahrana we are listening to music themed Realigi.😊😊
Sorry friends there was a time when Joseph fell into error by the taste that he had so many years of pity. For many years he also lowered his gaze from seeing Zahrana who was not his mahram.
However, today I don't know why he was suddenly hypnotized by the charm of Zahrana. Which is indeed increasingly looking more elegant and enchanting of a billion virtual residents at that time.😁😁
💚 From Knead To Sujus💚
How do I explain love
Because it cannot be described
Something beautiful
Born of taste
And that sense is divine grace
(From prostration to prostration)
How do I explain love
When shame always comes upon me
All those flavors
Shame to fret happily
Fear and jealousy are divine gifts
Refs:
From prostration to prostration
A million prayers for love
In the hearts of human children
Habluminants
From prostration to prostration
I only put it for love
Subhanallah, our love continues to glorify
How do I explain love
Because it cannot be described
Something beautiful
Born of taste
And that sense is divine grace
How do I explain love
When shame always comes upon me
All that taste
Shame to fret happily
Fear and jealousy are divine gifts
The Back to Reff
Subhanallah, Subhanallah, Subhanallah
From prostration to prostration
Realigi singing that was brought by Marshanda, Oki Septiana Dewi, Dude Harlino and Andi Arsyil, tempo once, the poem Author is quite representative of the feelings of Joseph on Zahrana at that time. A taste that is studded with Love that wreaks upon the heart of Joseph Amri Nufail Syairazy.
Slowly Joseph became aware of his lack of trust in Zahrana.
"Astagfirullah .. forgive me for all these mistakes! forgive me for being hypnotized by the charm of the little Angel in front of me today."
Joseph turned his face away from Zahrana.
"Ma-af," said Yusuf terbata.he also tried to neutralize his feelings and normalize his heartbeat which is now too timid because it feels so deep towards the figure of Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra.
"N-no, I'm wrong I'm not careful!" zahrana said while cleaning the tea water that had been imprinted on the white robe of Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy.
"Sorry brother, the stain is imprinted on brother's robe."
"It's okay Ra" said Yusuf, bowing his gaze.
"Subhanallah ... Son of Joseph, Zahrana!" peeking Buya Aaron who seemed shocked by what he had seen.
"Son Joseph, forgive the carelessness of Buiah's son!" buya Aaron said in a panic.
"It's okay Buya, everything is a form of accident." Joseph defended Zahrana. Making Buya Aaron feel bad for Yusuf Amri Nufail Syairazy. Because of the carelessness of Zahrana son until all this happened, thought Buya Aaron.
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Enlightenment 👉"Nothing can drive away orgasm or love for worldly pleasures other than the heart-shaking fear of God, or the longing for God that makes hearts languish. My Lord, sink myself into the sea of sincerity in love with You. Until there is nothing to concern me but to bless you." (Joseph Amri Nufail Syairazy)
