Picking Back the Crashed Way

171 . The Upheaval of Bathin (Fight of Lust)

"Yes Allah .. What is this vibration? please take care of my faith and heart so as not to stain the sanctity of the angelic figure before this servant!" whisper of Muhammad Zaid Arkana. He again drove his car to keep his distance from Zahrana who looked awkward and his heart spot.

"Yes Allah .. guard and guard our bad passions, Lord, so as to avoid the promptings of momentary passions that can weaken our heresy of faith!" the heart of Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra.

In the midst of the rain that was still pouring profusely, a flash of lightning struck across space. Zaid continued to drive his car to the city of S, driving Zahrana to the residence of his sister Sabrina Zelmira Al Aqra.

"Durrr!" the sound of lightning blaring through the sky, Zahrana was shocked. He spontaneously changed seats and hid his face on the shoulder of Muhammad Zaid Arkana who was driving his car.

"Father, Zahra is afraid!" zahrana said, curling her body, covering her body with Muhammad Zaid Arkana's jacket.

The one thing Zahrana was most afraid of in her life was hearing the thunderous sound of lightning. When in such a state of fear, there must be something that calms him down. If not, then he will continue to be in fear.

"Zahra, are you okay?" zaid asked frantically, as he watched Zahrana's face turn deathly pale.

"Zahra was afraid to hear the lightning flash!" zahrana said, hiding his face on the shoulders of Muhammad Zaid Arkana.

Zaid pulls his car over, to calm Zahrana down.

"You're calm, huh? our trip is only an hour away. The lightning bolt was a creation of Allah Subhanahu wata'alla as well, so Zahra do not be afraid! ask Him for protection when you hear the sound of lightning striking, with the do'a that has been shari'a by our religion so that we avoid all forms of calamity and disaster caused by the lightning flash that strikes!" zaid said by winning Zahrana who was frightened when he heard the lightning flash again held as if deafening his eardrum.

"Duarrr .. duarrr .. duarrr!" a flash of lightning again blared through space.

Zahrana covered his eardrum, and hid his face on Muhammad Zaid Arkana's shoulders.

Zaid reflexively inserted Zahrana into the chest of his field, he unconsciously rubbed the head of Zahrana by guiding Zahrana to read the do'a recommended by the Prophet shalallahu alaihi wasallam when he heard the sound of thunder.

اللَّهُمَّ لا تَقْتُلْنَا بِغَضَبِكَ، وَلا تُهْلِكْنَا بِعَذَابِكَ ، وَعَافِنَا قَبْلَ ذَلِكَ

That is, "o Allah, do not turn us off with Your anger, and do not destroy us with your punishment and save us before it happens."

Then Zaid continued to read the do'a which was also related to the lightning flash, so that Zahrana could calm down and stop from the fear that had since continued to whack the girl in red hijab.

سُبْحَانَ الَّذِيْ يُسَبِّحُ الرَّعْدُ بِحَمِدِهِ وَالْمَلاَئِكَةُ مِنْ خِيْفَتِهِ

Subhanalladzi yusabbihur ro'du bi hamdihi wal mala-ikatu min khiifatih

It means: "Holy Almighty Allah the Lightning and the Exalted Angels praise Allah SWT out of fear for Him."

Zahrana slowly closed her eyes, after Zaid recited a do'a-do'a that calmed her down. Zahrana was sleeping in the arms of Muhammad Zaid Arkana. He forgot that there was a Mahram boundary between him and Muhammad Zaid Arkana.

Realizing Zahrana's unusual behavior makes Zaid's virility instinct suddenly burst, let alone hearing the roar of Zahrana's breath that blows near his face makes his courage peaked to 99.99 %.

"Yes Allah .. strengthen the servant to resist the inner upheaval and resist the lust of the servant. Zahra why are you so tempting me? what am I gonna do?" bathin Muhammad Zaid Arkana with continue to fight against his inner upheaval.

Zayd slowly slumped Zahrana's head by sleeping on her lap. So that Zahrana feels comfortable. He also enveloped Zahrana's body who was curled cold with his leather jacket.

From the time in Junior High the habit of Zahrana was never lost, if in the car always sleeps. Like when he met with the figure of Rivandra Dinata Admaja long ago, the figure of his upperclassman who once reigned in his heart. Be grateful for it because it is always together and awake from those who have evil intentions who may want to take advantage of the situation. Fortunately, he was always surrounded by good people who always understood his situation.

"Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra, if this continues I do not know until when I will be able to fight my spirit?" bathin Zaid with a glance towards Zahrana who is still closed because of the very drowsiness.

Zaid glanced at his watch, "It's 21:00 wib. God willing, in an hour, you'll be in town S, you fuck Ra! you look tired," said Zaid by looking fixed on the beautiful face nan ayu who is now asleep in his lap.

"If you do not remember the greatness of my Lord, that he is currently watching and monitoring me, I don't know what will happen to me!" muttered Zaid by continuing to try to fight his inner upheaval.

Zaid swallowed his saliva when he saw Zahrana's tiny lips that looked ripe and they were plastered in front of him.

"Astaghfirullah .. What am I thinking? o Allah .. I take refuge in You from the temptations and whispers of the damned devil!" do'a Zaid in his heart.

Amidst the torrent of rain, and the murmur of the night wind Zaid continued to cast his iron antelope at moderate speed. He continued to focus on driving his car, hoping he wanted to get to the city of S soon, to deliver Zahrana who was asleep in his beautiful dreams.

Thoughts and feelings, as well as the turmoil of lust fight in the mind of Muhammad Zaid Arkana. Along the way he did not stop to continue to recite and beristighfar just in case he did something bad to Zahrana.

"Subhanallah .. both with you, really broke my passion. Why does my lust want to put a sweet touch on your lips Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra!" zaid said with a rough shuffle of his hair. He really fought against his lust that had increased until the point that it was almost unshakeable.

"Astaghfirullah .. what turmoil I feel, Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra ... You really woke something down there! o Allah .. Twenty-five years is my age, only this time I feel my passion is rising!" bathin Zaid shuddered in horror at what she was going through.

Zaid pulled his car over again, stopping at a coffee shop he met along the way. He was worried that his fortress could collapse if he kept holding Zahrana.

Zahrana shuffled in her sleep, Zaid was about to raise Zahrana's head to move from her lap and put Zahrana in the car seat with her cloak that had been folded by her as a pillow. Now, Zaid only wore a casual t-shirt top, he was willing to take off his long robe in order to refute Zahrana's sleeping head without waking up in the slightest.

Zaid was about to get out of the car, but Zahrana again shuffled and pulled her hand as if she did not want to be left behind. Although in a closed state Zahrana seemed calm in the lap of Muhammad Zaid Arkana as his bed.

Zaid was silent for a moment, he did not want to wake the sleeping angel.

"Tsamirah Zahrana Az Zahra! I can no longer hold back my courage, if you continue like this. Even if you're in a deep sleep, you're really flirting with me!"

Zaid traced Zahrana's lips together with her fingers, and stroked Zahrana's smooth cheeks.

"Zahrana .. forgive me!" said Zaid who was about to put his lips on Zahrana's tiny lips.

However, he again remembered the word of God in the holy book of the Qur'an and also the hadith he had learned and he read it repeatedly. In fact, he often conveyed these verses and hadiths when he was preaching on the pulpit during special realigi activities of young people who he often follow how many years ago, this past year, make Zaid undo his intention to touch Zahrana's lips.

Suffice the word of Allah to be a warning to a Muhammad Zaid Arkana who is now fighting against the desires of his lust.

(وَلَا تَقْرَبُوا الزِّنَا ۖ إِنَّهُ كَانَ فَاحِشَةً وَسَاءَ ******سَبِيلًا******)

And do not approach adultery; indeed, it is an abomination. And a bad road. (Q. S. al isra :32)

And the hadith of the Prophet - ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ which shook the soul of Muhammad Zaid Arkana so that he slowly suppressed his bad passions.

لِأَنْ يُطْعَنَ فِيْ رَأْسِ أَحَدِكُمْ بِمَخِيْطٍ مِنْ حَدِيْدٍ خَيْرٌ لَهُ مِنْ أَنْ يَمَسَّ امْرَأَةً لَا تَحِلُّ لَهُ

Surely if a man's head is pierced with a needle made of iron it is better for him than touching a woman who is not lawful to him. (Sr ath-Thabani).

"Astaghfirullah .. I invite my fellow Muslims to continue to refrain from courtship and all forms of adultery, but why it is precisely me who now looks weak, it turned out that the devil's whisperings were amazing to plunge the heart and soul!" bathin Zaid grumbled at his folly.

Zaid got out of his car and left Zahrana alone in the car.

With a feeling of guilt and a little fear and the whole body looks trembling, Zaid was half passed to the coffee shop.

No matter the rain still fell, he barged into the coffee shop.

Saw Zaid half-running and looked like a person who was not doing well. The owner of the coffee shop greeted Zaid.

"What can I help you with, Mom? looks like I need something?" ask the owner of the coffee shop.

"I order one glass of warm coffee! the weather is cold, gripping" said Zaid with an irregular breath.

"Well, please wait at the table, I'll make it!" said the owner of the warkop.

"Thank you, Sir!" Zaid also chose the last table, he was about to contemplate for a moment. After he almost wanted to ruin the purity of Zahrana's heart.

"Alhamdulillah .. If it wasn't for God, I might have done the worst to him!" bathin Muhammad Zaid Arkana pensively waiting for his coffee order.

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...The strands of the pearl of wisdom 👉"The stronger the impulse of lust that tells you to sin, the greater the reward you will get from abandoning sin because of God. Worldly desires become few as faith grows larger. Having bad passions is human. Against the impulse of lust, that is a Muslim."...

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Title: The Shackles of Marriage

Authorny:Teh Ijo's