PARALYZED MASTER'S NANNY

92 - Doctrine?

Raya

"Raya, if only I were your husband, maybe something like this wouldn't happen. You realize no, if what happened to you because of the carelessness of your husband. From the beginning, he can not take care of you and his own future children. Just look at that time, you got to be on the side of the road alone. And now, what's happening to you? This has not escaped your husband's unfinished past, Raya!'" Reka whispered beside her as the man was about to go home a while ago.

I don't know why the speech of the designer keeps ringing in his mind. Make him think,

can't Nev take care of him and their future son?

No, he does not want to be indoctrinated with the words of the discordant Designer and feel the weight of the side.

This incident, no one will want it, including Nev himself.

Why did Rusa have to corner her husband like that?

Because Reka doesn't know if Nev has done his best for her and their dead baby.

Ah, why remembering that made him become lethargic again. God has not trusted him to leave the baby. Yes, it was true and everyone persuaded him to 'ikhlas' accept.

Single-minded?

Ah, why does the word sincere feel so easy to say, but too difficult to do?

Does he have to continue to lament and blame himself like this?

Or is it that the words of Reka have a point? That this is indeed Nev's fault that is not over in guarding him?

He shook his head, all the paths of his life had been decisive.

But, the other corner of his mind is like agreeing with the words of the designer who continues to ring. In a sense, what Risa says has a point.

This is all because of Nev's unfinished past!

"Darling ..." Nev came out of the bathroom with wet hair. Usually she would greet her husband with a smile of joy and help the man dry his hair.

But, for some reason now he was not willing to do that, he just glanced at Nev at a glance then sniffed his chin as a gesture 'what do you want now?'

Nev approached and sat on the edge of the bed, beside him. The man's treatment was a bit stiff from yesterday. Either Nev feels guilty about her or Nev is far more sincere than he is right now.

"You ... Would you care if we went on vacation?" asked Nev with a sad look.

Looking into the brownish eyes of Nev, she somehow now feels guilty for her husband. He was influenced by the doctrine that Reka gave, even if it was only in his own mind.

"Where?" tanyanya looked at Nev seriously, she knew that now her husband was trying to comfort her.

"Where do you want it? I'll follow your request, hmm..." Nev rubbed his cheeks gently and a comfortable beautiful gallion was always present if their skin touched each other like this.

He shook his head weakly, then the feeling of guilt hit his heart suddenly in pain.

Should he blame Nev for everything that happened? Although this is the act of Feli who incidentally is the ex-wife of Nev, but very shortsighted if he associates this with her husband, is not it?

If there is anyone to blame for this incident it is clearly Feli or Roro, not Nev! So small whispered his little heart.

"I have no purpose, I'll think about it later" he replied as he lay on his side and turned his back to Nev's body.

Ah, this action is not because he was beguiled by Reka's speech and so blame Nev, but quite the opposite, he feels very petty because he had agreed with Reka-'s review of Nev's guilt over this incident.

He tried to close his eyes, but a second later he felt Nev move from the side of the bed and before long ...

The cup!

Nev kissed his forehead at a glance, making him shed tears for the umpteenth time today.

"Don't go to sleep after Ashar, it's not good for your health" said her husband gently near her ear.

He opened his eyes, then turned around for a while, unfortunately Nev had first entered the dressing room, maybe wanted to wear his clothes there.

She forgot to prepare clothes for her husband. She was too late in grief to ignore her own husband.

She immediately got out of bed, then walked into a closet and found her husband wearing a t-shirt there.

"Nev .." said softly and the husband turned to him with a small smile.

Once again his heart was like being hit by a large chunk of rock that made him stunned, he felt Nev's smile was very forced and desperate there. Nev is as hurt as he is. How could he blame Nev?

Without a second thought, she hit her husband and hugged him very tightly. Guilt surrounded her and she cried in the chest of the man who had become her husband.

He shook his head repeatedly on Nev's chest, not wanting to show his face that had been shortsighted against his own husband.

It was Nev's little smile that had awakened him.

Shameful, she was so ashamed to blame her own husband, even Nev must have felt lost due to this incident. Yeah, not only did she feel devastated, her husband was the same, why did she have to blame Nev again? It's enough that Nev feels guilty, there's no need for him to blame anymore, right?

"I'm sorry, Nev..."

"Why are you apologizing?"

"Nothing, I just want to say it." He was so embarrassed to admit his prejudice against Nev.

Nev grabbed his cheek, cupped it and stared at it fixedly. "I've always forgiven you, anything .. even though you haven't said an apology, because to me, you've never been guilty." Nev said.

"Where are men who are never guilty, Nev.." he seemed to be stuck.

Nev shrugged his shoulders. "Say people, women are never wrong" Nev said as he pinched his nose.

He chuckled among the tears that had soaked his cheeks. Keen, why is this man like an angel? And she is just a normal human being full of petty prejudices against her own husband?

"Why are you as good as an angel?" he murmured, he did not intend to trigger the sentence, just that the speech just came out of his lips.

Nev who heard only a small smile, the same smile, which broke his selfishness earlier.

"You yourself, why are you such an angel?" nev asked as if turning his words around.

He laughed, "Is beating a woman who has been a wife still happening?" tanyakanya.

Nev laughed. "Why not? I will do it every day, as long as my wife can laugh cheerfully" Nev said, wiping his wet cheeks from earlier.

"I'm sorry again" he said, feeling guilty.

Nev nodded without much question, then fused their lips together.

Nev let go of that link after he was a little snapped resignedly.

"Have you said what are you thinking? Why are you suddenly apologizing to me like this?" nev asked after the kiss was over.

He bites his lips, Nev always knows his weakness and immediately asks if he has resigned and subdued like this.

"So I thought about..."

"About?"

"About what Reka said," he said carefully.

Nev folded his chest hand and looked at him. "Did he say what's the same to you?" ask Nev.

He nodded but finally said too.

"He said, if only he had been in your position and been my husband-"

"What?" Nev's tone of voice rose by the octave.

"Listen, I'm not done yet..."

"Yes, yes. What else did the rancid say!" snoring Nev.

He smiled faintly at the new nickname for Reka, given by Nev.

"Say, if he were my husband, none of this would have happened. He can take care of me, "he explained carefully and did not detail the words of the designer clearly on Nev.

Nev breathed a heavy sigh. "So, she still hopes for you?" Nev clucked his tongue.

He sniffs his shoulders, not knowing what to answer to Nev.

"Ah. This rancid man, clearly defeated by me, is still not ashamed to raise the war flag before me! Once in a while he had to be told what it was like for a bogem to ripen from me" Nev grumbled, giving him a loud chuckle later.

...Seriate......

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