PARALYZED MASTER'S NANNY

90 - Lamenting

"Hurry, Bian!" nev said from the back seat on Bian who is now driving his car. Though the car was already traveling at an above-average speed, but Nev still asked Bian to drive even faster.

Don't ask Nev how he feels right now, as anger, sadness, regret and confusion merge into one and swirl around his head.

Nev looked at the weak body of the Kingdom that was in his lap, he stroked the face of the wife while holding her stuffing.

"Defend, yes.." It's choking. Not knowing what else to say because his spirit had flown somewhere.

"Dian! You can drive, right? Or you just come down here !!!" Eventually Nev could only vent his despair on Bian. Fortunately Bian just quietly did not answer, preferring to focus on driving.

The car arrived at the Hospital, Nev did not need a gurney because he himself carried the body of the Kingdom and took it directly to the IGD room. Previously Bian had called Adrian and Doctor Obgyn who used to handle Raya, so their arrival was awaited there.

When Raya's body is in the IGD room for action, Nev and Adrian are asked to wait outside the room.

Nev sat on the floor with wet eyes, he rubbed his hair rough and grabbed his own head. His appearance was now far from neat, even the shirt he used looked shabby mixed with his wife's blood.

"I'm sorry, Pa.." shrewd Nev with his body still shaking violently. He lowered his head with both hands of the crass.

"Nev.." finally Adrian approached Nev and stood next to his daughter-in-law's body that had fallen on the floor. "This incident is beyond all expectations, no one wants Kingdom in this situation," he added wisely.

Nev complained to the in-laws.

"Thank me, Pa. I haven't been able to take good care of Raya." Then Nev rested at Adrian's feet which made his father-in-law stunned.

"Nev, get up. Don't be like this, Papa doesn't blame you," Adrian helps Nev stand by holding both of the man's shoulders.

"We better pray for the best for Raya, hopefully Raya and its content is okay. You also have to be excited. And must be strong to accept whatever will happen .." lirih Adrian tried harder than his son-in-law.

Nev wiped the corner of his wet eyes. "Yes, Pa. How's Mama's condition?" tanyanya.

"Mama does not know about this, Papa has not dared to say it because Mama's condition is not stable, especially when she knows Raya is not in her room earlier. But, what Mama knows enough now is that you have found Raya, that alone must have been enough to make Mama relieved," explained Adrian.

Nev nodded. At the same time, the doctor came out of the IGD room and looked at him alternately with Adrian.

"How's my wife doing, Doc?" welcome Nev directly.

The doctor looked at Nev with sadness. "Currently the condition of the Grand Mother is very weak and also ... Ibu Raya had a miscarriage because she had experienced severe bleeding and excessive shock" explained the Doctor with a pitying face.

"After this, we will perform an act of curettage, because this is an inevitable miscarriage, then there is bleeding and the cervix is also open. The pregnancy tissue is still intact in the uterus but the pregnancy is already untenable and needs to be removed" she added.

Nev was speechless, it felt his gaze was no longer focused, somehow the statement of the Doctor added to the pain in his heart that had been torn.

Similarly, Adrian, Papa Raya was stunned to hear the reviews that the Doctor gave, his face was filled with a fog of sadness and worry that emanated clearly.

"W-what am I .. can you see my wife? Is he conscious?" nev asked with his weak and choked voice.

"Great Mother is conscious, but we must immediately stop the bleeding with a curette process. So, sorry if you are currently unable to see him. Excuse me first, we will prepare the requirements for the curette process now." The doctor passed too.

After a while, the curettage process on Raya was done. That process doesn't take too long.

Nev and Adrian wait in front of the room, while Bian resigns to take care of the needs at the police station because he was the complainant for the actions of Feli and Roro.

Some time later, the Doctor said if Raya can be found because the curettage process has been completed.

Adrian also let Nev who entered first to meet Raya.

Raya was already conscious but she looked silent, she looked at Nev for a moment, then her gaze was straight towards the others.

"I'm sorry, it's all because of me." Nev said regretfully in between his arms to Raya.

"Darling, how do you feel now? Come get mad at me, don't shut up like this." said Nev.

Raya shed her tears, but did not answer the words of the husband. She had been empty since she found out she had a miscarriage.

Nev looked at Raya deeply. "What else did Feli do to you? Did he hit you?" Nev sobbed again, for some reason he became a crybaby man now.

Hearing Feli's name, Raya finally voiced her thoughts.

"What's my fault with Feli?" rumam Raya slowly.

"Yes?" Nev heard the murmuring of Raya that wasn't so clear.

"Why does Feli hate me so much? Why did he make me lose my future son? Why, Nev? Why?" suddenly Raya is hysterical and pushes Nev's body away.

"What's my fault with Feli?" tanya Raya again, she looked up at Nev.

Nev knows now that his wife's feelings are being shaken, he tries to embrace Raya again to give her peace.

Sobbing in her husband's arms, she banged Nev's chest in a row and Nev let it go.

After a moment of silence, Raya calmed down and Nev cupped both sides of his wife's face.

"Darling, listen to me .. You have to be strong, yes. Whatever happens now is an ordeal for both of us. It's a test, we have to get through it so we can get better. We have to strengthen each other, I'm also hit with all this. But I'd be sadder if you kept going like this" Nev said wisely.

"But Nev, my son, he should still be here." said Raya softly as she felt her own stomach.

Nev stroked Raya's stomach, then stared fixedly at Raya. "Now he's in heaven, honey.believe me this is definitely the best for him," he said gently.

The tears of the Kingdom that were caving in the eye pelupuk back flooded his own cheeks. Nev rubbed the tears of Raya with his thumb and kissed the head of the wife with great feeling.

"If I knew this would be difficult, but I would still say it. sincerely yes, we both have to mengikhlaskannya.." said Nev and returned to bring the body of Raya into his arms.

A few minutes later, Adrian came in to see the state of Raya in the room.

"Papa.." - Lirih Raya realized the presence of the Father.

Adrian also forced to smile in front of Raya. "Papa's relieved you've been reunited with us, son," he said.

"But .. the fetus-"

"Ikhlas yes, son." cut Adrian quickly, then approach the side of the bed. Nev edged away and Adrian replaced Nev to embrace the princess' body.

"Trust me, there will definitely be good things that will replace him, son. The wisdom behind all this is waiting for you the next day. You have to stay strong yes," said Adrian while stroking the mane of Raya's hair that was scattered.

Raya nodded, a little bit of her husband and Papa's words were enough to calm her mind. Although being sincere still feels very difficult.

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