PARALYZED MASTER'S NANNY
102 - The Coming of Image
However, as Raya permeated the Reka's words, suddenly the voice of someone was present between the two of them.
"They..."
Raya and Reka turned their heads and found Citra there. The woman appeared to be wearing a long white shirt and a veil that covered her hair tendrils. But, what is so contrasting looks is not the face of the woman who looks withered, is not it. Except for his already huge stomach.
"Why come here?" ask Designa on Citra with a tone of dislike.
"I-I just want to come forward, Risa. Is that wrong?" lirih Citra's.
"It shouldn't be," decak Reka.
"After all, I knew enough of the late Om Damar, Reka!" citra.
Meanwhile, Raya, just fell silent between the two of them.
"You're here, Ray..." Apparently Citra still recognized him and Raya smiled slightly at the two-bodied woman.
The sound of Reka who again clucked his tongue did not like, either because Citra greeted the Kingdom or because of the Kingdom that responded to Citra, I don't know.
Suddenly Reka pulled a small hand of Citra to invite her to the other side of the room.
Raya does not know what Reka and Citra are talking about, she prefers to go into Elyani's room to see the state of the Mother of Design.
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"Why don't you like me so much here? I'm here to serve, not hold you accountable!" image said annoyed.
The design took a long breath. "That's not what I'm worried about!" easygoing.
"Then what? What you've been most worried about all this time is just about yourself! You're afraid your image will be ugly in front of the crowd like now, right? That's why you didn't let me come here."
"Ck! That's not Citra!"
"What else if it wasn't?" challenge Citra.
"I'm thinking about your condition! Isn't his approximate birthday any minute?" reka melirih.
The image smiled cynically. "When have you cared, Ka? Even when I beg for your help to the gynecologist, you don't want to!" bluntly said.
"Let's talk about that, not now!"
"You are selfish, Ka. You never cared. And now you can still say that you're thinking about my condition ahead of HPL?" citra Sarkas.
Reka snorted, did not explain anything anymore and without a word she left Citra in the corner of the room.
The image does not cry, it feels like the tears can no longer come out. He was used to living with torture. In addition to physical torture by a man who is still her husband, she is also used to being psychically tortured by Reka's treatment.
The designer had forgotten about him, why did he always think Reka still loved him? It's clear that Reka's attitude shows she never loved him.
Moreover, the incident that caused her to become pregnant, it all started because of a mistake. They often spend time together at night clubs.
Since being physically abused and unhappy in her marriage, alcoholic beverages are her best friend.
Until the reunion with Reka, the man strongly opposed the new hobby that Citra did, because actually Reka did rarely set foot in the Club.
Since meeting Citralah the man so often there, pick up forcibly so Citra go home.
"Partner! If you're drunk like this, I don't want to take care of your divorce!" reka said at that time, somehow Reka always came when Citra called the man, because Citra is the client. In fact, are all clients treated like such a designer?
Citra did not care about the prohibition of Reka and continued to drink the drink that he had poured into a glass sloki.
Sip, sip,
Two sips, one,
Reka stared angrily at Citra and it was Reka who replaced to down the remaining drinks bottled, Reka did that in protest of the actions that Citra did. In other words, want to stop the actions of Citra who still continue to drink even though it has been banned.
And it kept repeating itself until a few months after the reunion.
The image of moving from the corner of the room of the house of Reka, too long in this house only reminds him of his stupidest time when surrendering to the designer. In fact, Reka no longer has any taste for him. The incident was absolutely pure error and Reka did not rely on the feelings of every action done to him.
Even to admit the child he was carrying, the man was no longer willing.
He does not want to force again, let him later support his own son. Because after giving birth, she will take care of her divorce with her husband and does not expect Reka to be responsible.
The arrival of Citra to the funeral home is indeed pure as a form of his last tribute to the late Father Reka, Om Damar, whom he knew since he was in college. Om Damar figure is a good father, nurturing and charismatic and had welcomed him well when he and Reka were still lovers first.
So, if Reka thought Citra had come here to humiliate the man, it was a big mistake because she was not willing to hope for anything more.
Enough has been all this time he begged attention by several times sending a photo of the child ultrasound Design that it contains, in the hope that the heart of Reka was knocked. But baby, that man is indeed as hard as a hard stone that is difficult to melt.
Maybe he will leave the life of Reka and with it Reka will return to a quiet life as before his arrival back into the life of Reka.
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Reka returned to the main room, Citra's arrival to her parents' house quite upset her. Isn't the birth schedule just counting days? Why did Citra come here? And again, who was that woman coming with? Ah, he didn't get to ask that.
He was sitting in a corner, near his father's body. Want to read the Qur'an, but suddenly embarrassed by his own actions. He felt unworthy to pray for his father. He is not a good boy even far from the word sholeh. Will his prayers be heard? Can his prayer for the father be accepted? Is it possible that the prayer of a sinner is granted?
Citra's arrival here is enough to slap her indirectly, reminding her of the sin she committed on the woman. Again and again he felt guilty, to the late Papa, Mama and to his own image.
A few weeks before today, actually Reka wanted to comply with Citra's request to follow the woman's control to the obstetrician. But, the intention was immediately undo given the status of Citra is the wife of another man.
Maybe all this time Citra considers it only to maintain its own image, even though only he knows that he also keeps the good name of Citra.
What would happen if he accompanied Citra to the obstetrician and the activity was known to the man who was still the status of the woman's husband? The breng sek man who likes to beat up Citra! To the rat who made the image tormented physically!
He thought about the fate of Citra who was pregnant with her child.
Yes, he admitted it was his son, his heart could not refuse if it was his son.
Therefore he refrained, not to accompany Citra, she did not want Citra to be severely beaten by her husband if the man knew about their affair and about the child conceived Citra was the result of the actions of Reka.
He felt he had no right to the image.
However, as a form of concern, he secretly checked the routine of the state of the pregnancy Citra. She asked Obgyn, the doctor who handled Citra, who happened to be the wife of her fellow Lawyer friend.
He learned of the Doctor's practice from the USG photo sheet that Citra sent him. He came to him and actually he knew the condition of Citra's pregnancy in detail, which is why he knew if now it was close to the delivery schedule of his ex-lover.
"Ka... His body will be sholated." said a man patted Reka's shoulder and made Reka aware of her daydream about Citra.
"Yes." said Reka, he moved, about to take ablution in the bathroom.
His steps stopped when passing through the room of the Mama, there he saw Raya hugging the Mama with sobs that I heard.
For a moment he remembered the woman, Raya. The woman who almost became his wife. Just like his parents, he also expected the same thing that Raya who became his companion. But does that mean he loves Raya?
Answer isn't. Yes, now he realized that he had never had that sense of Raya. He only wanted Raya to be his wife because it was the desire of both parents that he could not refuse. He also increasingly wants Raya because he hopes to forget his past with Citra.
His father's death, made him realize that for almost half of his life he gave to obey the orders of both parents.
And what happened to him and the image of that time, was not merely a mistake. Because even though he was drunk, his subconscious was still able to think, with whom he wanted to have such a relationship. It is his instincts and feelings that drive him to make mistakes. The feeling that he had been trying to clarify, in order to choose to obey the request of his parents.
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Sorry if there is a typo-typo dikit. othornya already blank nge-blank nih. Need a lot of coffeekk️😁
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