PARALYZED MASTER'S NANNY

30 - I think I like you

In the afternoon, Nev asks Raya to take him around the back yard just to fill the void of time.

The atmosphere of the afternoon was quite shady, only a beam of the sun's remaining heat had not completely disappeared, accompanied by a soothing breeze - as if swinging the leaves and trees around.

Similarly, the ripples of pond water filled with hundreds of colorful koi fish, as well as the existence of a kind of artificial fountain that gives a gurgling sound-up to channel in the sense of hearing, to the sense of hearing, and it ends in a simple calm.

Nev also fed the ornamental fish that were in the pool after asking Raya to stop the pace of the wheelchair was lipped by the pond.

"Before I am paralyzed, I usually spend the afternoon jogging or swimming." Nev tapped on Raya who was standing behind his wheelchair - while throwing fish food into the pond in front of him.

Raya listens to Nev's story, then nods at each of the man's words, though Nev can't see his nod - because the man is looking at the fish down there.

"Now I have to live a monotonous life, not free and just rely on a wheelchair to enjoy limited pleasure" Nev continued, smiling wryly at the tip of his lips.

Raya who had been silent since then, began to be interested in answering the story that Nev had told.

"I think Master is an optimistic person. But from the words of the Master, it turns out that the Master has a vulnerable soul," said Raya slowly.

"Why can you judge if I'm an optimist?" ask Nev.

"Perhaps, because I judge the Master by what he looks like," replied the Raya accordingly.

"We can never judge others by what is seen, Raya. And especially me, I have my own darkest side in my life. So, it's not wrong for me to experience as you said before, a vulnerable soul." Nev turned back to look at Raya's face.

Raya smiles at Nev, then deliberately escapes to catch the fish fighting for food in the clear pond water.

Silence was created between them. Only the sound of water ripples came back to dominate between the two of them.

"Can I get out of that vulnerable zone, Raya?" chirps Nev.

"It can be" replied Raya quickly and confidently.

"Why can you be so sure?" ask Nev again.

"Perhaps because I am also trying to get out of that zone," Raya replied.

"You're trying to get out. That means you're not out of that zone yet, then why are you so sure?"

"Because what I believe in is myself. I'm sure that I can get through it." said Raya confidently.

Nev smiled, but Raya certainly could not see that smile.

"If I can be sure, why should you be pessimistic? Return to be Mr. Optimistic as I see it in you" said Raya.

"I feel like my life is no longer the same." I'm Nev.

Raya smiles, for some reason she is eager to give Nev the spirit to return to being someone better behind his limitations.

Raya reflexively patted the shoulder of Nev who was sitting in front of him.

"Master certainly can, nothing is impossible as long as you are confident in yourself" said Raya still with a soft clap on Nev's shoulders.

The words and body language that Raya gave, sort of channeled the positive energy - which made Nev become excited again in his life that has been limited.

"Thank you, Raya." Nev precisely grasped the hand of Kingdom who was still perched on his shoulder, but Raya hurriedly took it off right then and there.

"Sure, you can ask me anything" said Nev, turning his wheelchair to face Raya.

"Why did you treat me like this?" tanya Raya with lowest intonation.

Nev raised his shoulders. "Let's know, I think I like you" Nev replied frankly but impressed very casually.

As for Raya who heard that, it was quite awe-inspiring of Nev-'s confession that she thought it impossible for the man to admit so easily.

Raya shook her head with round eyes in response to Nev's statement.

Nev smoothed a smile. "I know, you wouldn't be interested in a crippled man like me." Nev replied with a wry smile later.

Raya shook her head again, clearly not that thing that was blocking her but...

"Master, you'd better remember your status. It feels inappropriate." said Raya bowed.

Nev understood what Raya meant, he also remembered her status. It's just that, he felt it was not wrong for him to tell Raya the truth about her feelings.

Nev didn't expect Raya to return the same to him. He just wanted to admit it and not want to cover it again from the woman in front of him.

"I don't know and don't want to know about your domestic problems, Sir. But if my presence in this house actually makes you and Feli more distant, it's good that I resign" said Raya who now looks at Nev cling. I don't know where he could say that while returning the man's gaze.

Nev was surprised by Raya's words, he did not expect his confession to cause something like this.

In a short time, Nev recalled Jimmy's words this morning. And in the same second, he regretted about his confession a few minutes ago-on Raya.

"I can't change your decision, Raya. But maybe I can change my feelings and my judgment on you" Nev said, forcing a smile on Raya.

But, why would hearing Nev want to change his feelings make Raya unwilling?

Deep down, Raya wanted to correct her words - for Nev to reconsider, about changing his feelings.

Actually Raya wants Nev to stay on the same feelings towards her. But, that is not possible, because once again Raya remembers the status that is still intertwined between Nev and Feli.

I don't know if I can change this feeling or not, Raya. I said so that you would abandon your intention to resign, I want you to stay. I regret admitting it now. I should have listened to Jimmy's advice carefully.Nev's whispered.

"...Stay my nanny in this house, about the feelings I said, forget it. Think of it as the last wind." continued Nev tried to be ordinary to Raya, he just could not if Raya really resigned because of his honesty earlier.

Raya was silent, not hearing Nev's words.

As they both fell silent with the turmoil of their own feelings, they suddenly felt the presence of others among them.

Making the two face each other, must shift attention-to the doorway of the house featuring two different female figures of the era.

Apparently there was already Feli and Grandma Nev, who smiled at the two.

"How's my grandson doing?" Greet Grandma to Nev who is still flinching and may not be aware of the situation before him.

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