
Nevan
"Is your head still hurting?" ask him at Raya.
Raya just shook her head slowly with a gaze that suddenly turned the other way, whereas earlier-for the first time she could see the Kingdom returning her eyes.
Suddenly he realized that his hand that had been difficult to condition it had been coiled around in the Kingdom's wrist.
Jeez... seems like his limbs are difficult to compromise by the brain which is already a little problematic since the arrival of the Kingdom to his house.
His brain signals to immediately release the hand snares, but his hand is really not self-knowing, stay there and just feel the soft skin of the hand Kingdom and stroked slowly there.
"You're okay, right?" tanyanya make sure the state of Raya is silent since the conversation earlier.
Raya nodded her head and again she was not willing to let go of her hand which had now reached for Raya's fingers. Damned!
Suddenly Raya looked down, looking at him with a gaze she had never seen before. That gaze implied that there was great hope contained within.
Is Raya really expecting it? Or is he the only one who feels that way?
"Tu-tuan, you should immediately take a shower" said Raya stammering-make an already red face that looks even more adorable in her eyes.
He did not flinch at all because of that utterance, he was too late in a situation that had already become intense - he forgot since when his fingers even more tightened the grip on the clothes of the woman who stood in front of him.
And Raya? Raya did not protest to stop the action in the slightest. He actually felt Raya's hand return his grip, making him smile small with a bursting feeling.
But, the next split second, Raya seemed to be aware of the situation. Raya took off their hand links slowly and brushed off her hand slowly.
Then Raya looks to take a deep breath before expressing her vocabulary.
"Didn't you want to take a break? Take a shower.after that I will prepare your dinner." said Raya-trying to dodge back, even Raya hastily turned to the other side to avoid it.
It was like he was shouting the name of Raya so that the woman would not pass from before him and just accept all her treatment in silence.
However, he must be willing with a heavy heart, when Raya has actually shuffled into the walk in closet to look for clothes instead.
Disappointed? No. He should not be disappointed in Raya. He believes that Raya has its own choice and now Raya has shown that choice with an attitude of avoiding it.
He cannot blame Raya for doing so, because Raya is not his and he still belongs to someone else.
When Raya was busy in the dressing room and asked him to take a bath, he rubbed his own face and restored his hair many times, because he cursed himself to do things out of control.
If this continues, then he does not know what will happen next to the two of them because this situation is completely out of his mind - which some time recently has somehow been difficult to control.
Before long, Raya had returned to the room and found him who was still silent.
Raya babbling little.
"Master, I think you're already in the bathroom. The clothes I had prepared inside." said Raya referring to her dressing room, she knew that now Raya was trying to act ordinary - as if nothing had happened between them a few minutes ago.
Maybe when Raya was looking for a change of clothes, Raya thought hard there-to return to neutralize the situation. Yeah, it might be.
Or maybe Raya did not expect anything from her like she expected the woman.
Ah, what do you expect, Nev? How could Raya be with a crippled man like you? Not even Feli hates you when you're not paralyzed? If you fall into poverty, maybe Feli will just dump you and you won't be able to uncover who Feli really is.
Perhaps now his face had been gloomy, imagining that Raya really did not expect it in the least.
He pushed his own wheelchair into the bathroom and closed the bathroom door feeling hard to explain, feeling unwanted it turned out like this. Is this also what Feli felt because of his current attitude?
Raya knocks on Nev's room door, asking him to have dinner because Raya has prepared Nev's dinner at the dinner table. However, Nev refuses and asks Raya to bring dinner to his room.
Nev hasn't had dinner in the dining room in a long time, because he's always had dinner alone there and he doesn't want that now. For him, the dining table must be warm with a husband and wife gathering or the whole family, unlike him who is alone.
As usual, Raya will obey Nev's will without much protest, he brought a trolley full of food to Nev's room and served all the food at the table on the balcony as Nev had already been there while looking at the clear night sky.
"Please eat dinner, I'll excuse you, sir" said Raya ended her sentence and wanted to move on.
"Raya.." call Nev to stop the woman's move.
"Yes, Sir? Can I help you again?" tanya Raya was polite. Attempting to behave accordingly-trying to dismiss something that began to plague his life and come to the surface after his encounter with Nev. Raya did not even dare to interpret what that something was.
"May I ask you something a little personal?" ask Nev while still staring at the night view far away.
"About?" Raya asked back.
"Do you often eat with your family?" ask Nev without shifting his attention.
Raya is silent for a moment, as she begins to understand the direction Nev is talking and begins to understand what Nev is feeling right now.
"I rarely eat with my family, sir" Raya said honestly.
"Why?"
"Because I've been living far from my family for a long time" he admitted.
Nev nodded in understanding. "But if you go home or meet family, you're going to have a meal together, right?" nev says.
"Yes, we won't miss that opportunity to spend some time together." Smile at the end of his sentence.
"It looks like your family is very warm" Nev said.
"That's it, sir. My father is a family man and Mama also put family above all else. That's why now I feel like I've lost all that." Raya explained.
Nev was stunned for the sake of seeing the face of Raya that turned grim.
"You must be thinking about your Mama's situation, yeah." guess Nev.
Raya nodded at a glance but hurriedly shifted the subject.
"Let's eat the food, sir. The air here will definitely quickly make the dish cold" said Raya trying to smile a little.
Nev nodded, then he grabbed his spoon.
When Nev wanted to bribe food, he accidentally saw Raya wiping the corner of his eye.
"Have you eaten?" nev asked trying to melt the atmosphere.
"Already, Sir. I'm sorry sir." said Raya immediately passed from there without waiting for Nev to answer.
Somehow Nev felt guilty for Raya, because he felt he had discussed a topic he should not have with the woman.
Maybe now Raya is remembering the warmth of her family. I don't know, but what Nev believes is that the Raya family is now in a bad state. Makes her even more curious about who Raya really is and what kind of thing is going on in the family of Raya - until she ends up being the nanny she is today.
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