PARALYZED MASTER'S NANNY

SEASON II - Between Father and Daughter

Towards the wedding day, Airish did not want to waste time, he immediately applied for college holidays for the next few days.

Although not getting much holiday as a final student, but apparently the campus gave a special holiday permit for Airish for two days - after his marriage.

Yeah, two days. Nevertheless, Airish still felt grateful because he got the impromptu holiday permit, without disturbing his lecture schedule at all. Fortunately, the school and the course he chose was very flexible.

After the wedding, Airish and Zio agreed to stay in Germany for a while until Airish actually graduated. Then Airish will be brought by Zio to return to the homeland.

However, ahead of this marriage - Airish and Zio are deliberately not met by both sides of the family. They will only meet on the day of H. The two agreed because it was already an agreement from both of their families. Nevertheless, they still make video calls to release the longing for a moment.

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Today, Airish remains in college as usual. He was delivered by Papa.

Papa Nev also seems to want to spend time with Airish - while the child's status is still intact, because later, a few more days, the child's status is still intact, Airish will soon give up her single-and literally-all responsibilities as she moves on to Zio's shoulders as Airish's husband.

After college, Papa Nev returns to pick up Airish in front of the campus. Airish is happy with this, Papaya is a man who always makes him fall in love.

A daughter's first love is definitely her father. Qibla looking for a soul mate, certainly can not be separated from the shadow of the father. Whether you want something like a father or better than a father. Father is the benchmark for a choice for his daughter, one day. Similarly to a boy, a father is a real example that he will imitate. Either want to be a father like figure or even prove that he can be much better than father.

Airish never chooses who will be his father, nor can he determine who is the father figure in his life, but fortunately he gets a papa figure like Papa Nev. Papa's affection for him - he can feel for real - from long ago, though Papa Nev often covered his gentle and loving attitude - with a firm and dignified attitude.

Airish could not see the happy twinkle and sadness in the eyes of the father at this time - since he knew he would soon give up his single life.

"Pa, thank you so much for Airish's pick-up today" Airish said as he put his seatbelt next to Papa Nev.

"Hmmm..." Papa Nev nodded briefly, Airish glanced from the corner of his eye, for some reason he saw that look of sadness again on the handsome face of the papa.

"Papa, why, right?"

"So, it's okay."

"Why doesn't it hurt anymore, right? Or has the vertigo recurred, huh, pa?"

Papa Nev often experiences vertigo which makes their family anxious. But Papa is papa. Papa is always doing well in front of his children.

"No, Rish."

The car started running at a very fast speed.

"Pa, Airish can do something, right?"

"See, ask, baby."

"Papa sad because soon Airish married will continue to leave Papa?"

The question of Airish made Papa Nev look at him for a moment.

"If that's the case, don't talk about it, son."

Airish is throbbing, his belief is that at the moment the Papa is really not okay. From morning Papa looked different. Usually Papa will want to take Airish along with Abrine, but today Papa just wants to spend time alone with Airish. Take college, even return to pick up after college. Usually, if Papa has delivered, the return of Airish will take a taxi or public transportation. Vice versa. Never a shuttle like this. At best, if delivered the same driver.

"Papa... Anyone want to talk to Airish, huh? If so, that's okay, papa said. Airish will be horrified, really."

Too stiff. That's Papa. Sometimes Airish can understand Papa's attitude that is difficult to be frank about what is felt. With the exception of Mama-then Papa can be open. That's what makes Airish try to understand what the father wants to talk to him at this time. He is not demanding, but trying to find a way for papa to be open to him.

"You .... Do you want to go with papa today?" Papa Nev's question sounded hesitant and unsure.

"Yes, I want to, Pa. Comeing! We both sat today." Airish giggled at the end of his sentence. He was happy because his father had begun to express his wishes.

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"You ...do you want to go with Papa today?"

A short question that is always difficult to ask the Son. Nev just doesn't want to disappoint himself. Children are adults, already have valuable time that may be if he expressed his wishes then the child will refuse to fulfill other things that are more important than accompanying him. Nev rarely said that because he did not want to end up disappointed with the rejection of the child. Likewise, he did not want his son to be forced just to accompany him.

But right now, after that sentence was triggered from her lips, she really wanted to see how Airish-her youngest daughter-who was about to get married. He wanted to spend a moment with Airish. It's been a long time since he and Airish have talked together. Even to listen to the complaints of each was difficult lately. No, not since they moved and settled in Germany. They were all busy with their respective activities, including him who often left for Indonesia and had no free time.

Hearing the answer from Airish made both corners of Nev's lips curl. I don't know when the last time he heard his daughter's familiar tone. It's been a long time.

Time seemed to run fast, now his children will even build their respective households. He who is too busy or he who has put many precious moments with children?!

"Where are we going, pa?"

"We eat first, yes "

"Okay, Pa."

He broke his daughter's long hair. Airish and Abrine do look like her, but were born in the female version.

He breathed for a moment. During this time he was busy making a living for children and wives, he often even ignored the children. Not infrequently he neglected to take care of his children. This has been proven since the incident that hit Aarav several years ago to cause his son paralysis. Nev actually blames himself for the incident. He often felt that he was a failed father.

Since moving to Germany, he protected his children, but he forgot that he should be the one who went down directly to look after and supervise the growth and development of his three children.

Nev's car arrives at a large shopping mall in Germany. He and Airish came down together from the car. Not caring about the responses of people who might think he is dating a young girl. Or even Airish who is embarrassed to walk with him for fear of being considered to be hooked old om-om.

*Here you are, Airish is his daughter-in-law*.

"Father!"

Airish's voice surprised him, he realized from a moment's daydream and it turns out that Airish asked him to order the food menu because now they have sat face to face in a foodcourt. He likened his order to Airish and they fell silent waiting for their food to come.

"What do you really want to say? What did papa think?"

In fact, he wanted to tell Airish that parental thinking would always include everything. Good from the health of yourself and children. Food, clothing and all the needs of the family. Not to mention about their safety, comfort and happiness. However, he could not explain all of that clearly in front of his daughter. Airish could complain of the head when he heard it.

"What's so sad about Airish getting married?" Airish's hand was stretched out patting the back of his hand.

He tried to smile thinly. "Papa is more happy than sad because you want to get married," he replied trying as flat as possible.

"Certainly? Why is his face so sad?"

"Because it's your responsibility to keep you will move to Zio."

"Why doubt that Zio can take care of Airish?"

"No, Papa has no doubt about Zio. If Papa is in doubt, Papa won't let you marry him."

"Certainly? Wh why? Airish see papa kayak mendem something like that, sad.." said Airish.

A waiter came and served food in front of them, and the conversation came to a sudden halt.

"Pa, if you don't tell me, Airish won't know. Papa try to open with us, who knows we can calm down what is the burden of his mind papa." Airish says while stirring the juice with a plastic cane

Quite a long moment of silence, he finally answered Airish's question.

"Papa just didn't know, papa's children have grown up. Aarav got married first and now you want to get married too. Papa realized time was going very fast. Or maybe you've wasted time forgetting to share it with you. It all feels so fast. Papa regrets not making the most of the time he has with you the whole time it's there." He said with a face that might no longer be able to cover his sadness.

"Pa, everybody knows. No way papa could spend all the time for us-her children papa. Papa who is now in front of Airish is the best papa. Papa makes time worthwhile with every second of it. The proof, every breath papa, papa abdicated to meet all our needs. Papa gave us an example of what being a hard worker is like. At the time of papa's busyness, papa also still had time to gather with all of us. If you think you've wasted time, you're wrong. Because for Airish, for all of us, papa never fails. Papa's success makes us all proud to have a papa like papa."

I don't know why Airish's speech makes his eyes glaze over. Are his children proud to have him?

"Pa, even if later we all, the children of papa already married, we can not escape the services of papa. Papa who gave us a decent life, nothing short of. Papa is the mainstay of our safety until papa willing to go back and forth Indo-Germany continuously for the past year. Papa's...." Airish's speech was interrupted, the princess wiped her own tears. "Even if there's the best man for Airish in the world, the first order is still papa, then the second husband Airish later, maybe." Airish spoke in a choked voice.

"Thank you, son."

Airish. "Wrong, pa! Airish should have thanked Papa, Mama."

In the end, he also shed tears that he had tried to stem it.

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